твой голос меня ломает

Ты делаешь мне только хуже🪡🫥

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я не хочу забыться в страхе, терзающем моё сердце, режу руки осколками памяти
если меня не станет, я продолжу петь голосами тысячи птиц
так просто хочу остаться один, но от реальности не убежишь
надеюсь хоть что-то останется после меня и будет наполнять мир музыкой моей души

моя жизнь это история из худших глав 
только отвернулся и в спину летит стрела 
я зарыл топор войны, но он пророс корнями зла 
сожгите это дерево дотла
не важен сам футляр, важно лишь что внутри него 
мой например заполнен лишь печалью и тоской 
эмоции и чувства убивающие нас 
потушат все мечты вновь воспылавших огоньков
я потерян, я разбит, нет пути назад, но так хочу исправить все ошибки 
переступая боль я принимаю все как есть 
на кладбище надежд кладу цветы увядших лилий 
нету целей, нет мечты, и из всех путей путей перед собой я ни один не выбрал 
так сложно осознать что мало времени на жизнь 
и неминуемо всех ожидает лишь погибель 

я не хочу забыться в страхе, терзающем моё сердце, режу руки осколками памяти
если меня не станет, я продолжу петь голосами тысячи птиц
так просто хочу остаться один, но от реальности не убежишь
надеюсь хоть что-то останется после меня и будет наполнять мир музыкой моей души

тысячи птиц (2001)

failed union + semmmyq + serdcebit

miss u((( + babyswishh1

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

Yeah, I woke up fucked up
High from last night
Saw you in my dream
I wish it was real life
I've been burnt out
Broken
With no one by my side
Leave me out to die
But you know I still try

Leave me, bleed me
I just don't care
Hate me, blame me
I know it's not fair
Yeah, I'm crazy
Baby I won't lie
Got too many scars that I can't hide
Got too many cuts and bruises baby
Trust me I've been through it
Treat my heart just like another drug
The way that you abuse it
That's the reason I can't fall in love
You treat me like I'm stupid
You won't find nobody else
To love you like I did
And still do
Try to block you out my brain
But you break through
I can't sleep and I can't eat
When I think of you
Nothing ever feels the same as it used to

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

spotify

hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

shiawase, sufernal - w/u [prod uguwap, shigitori]

produced by fumiko

lyrics: 

brodie keep cracking the seal I'm tryna keep clean
keep me away from that shit bro I done seen things
you switched on your bro for a bitch, that's not the same thing
i lost my brother to drugs that's not the same thing
i got that news I don't know when he coming back
just chill out bro don't give your mom a heart attack
i wish that I could do better for you
i wish that I could do (better)
he got too caught up in that lifestyle
i wish that I could go back right now
you see I, I been so selfish all my life now
thinking, wonder if I should knock my lights out
i always think about myself and I won't ever change
i'm trying but I just can't do it
but when you wake up to the pounding of the morning rain
i won't be there to get you through it
my brother locked inside a cage
he couldn't find his dream
the system told him don't pursue it
some part of me feels like I gotta do better
not living healthy need to change my ways
she makes you happy well you need to go get her
no point in life when you just waste your days
i cloud my mind up with these memories
i can't get rid of history
but I gotta do this shit for me
and on this melody, you hear me sing a symphony
of selfishness, apologies, the pain behind my infamy

recluse

SPOTIFY

iris (prod. fumiko)

Loliwz - Cyber Princess

woee33,weikoo - Prom Queen (speed up)

DRUGS YOU SHOULD TRY IT - TRAVIS SCOTT (DRILL REMIX) {[Prod. BEAUCIFER]}

Heroine Diaries - Sunday Night Ft. Lilbearshawty (The Sad rap) [The Free Alternative hip hp]

(prod. by discent)

It'll all end in the Dark..

Lyrics:

I still hate my life!
No, I’m not alright!
No, it won’t be fine!

If this takes my life,
These pills and flashing lights!
It’ll all be fine!

Cause you were So beautiful!
Like something made of miracles!
Take the breath right out of both my lungs!!
Ripped to pieces; what we were both known to be..

If it hurts then let it end your life!
Let it end tonight!
Let it end tonight!!

If it hurts then let it suck you dry!
Destroy your life! 
Destroy your life!!

I’ve been going crazy
going through some problems
Nothing helps me anymore I can’t solve them
You were all the reason I could find to face them
Now that you’re dead the xannies make me faceless..


Beat me,
Tear me down to pieces,
I’m not worth it!

Let me drown in my own blood 
Until I’m livid!

I can see them Watching, watch me close the curtains!

Say goodbye to all the shit that made me worth shit!


If you say that this is only for the better..
Why the fuck do I feel worse than I have ever?!

If you wanna know how I’ve been,
I’m still BREATHING!!
It’s the ONLY Way To know MY HEART’S Still BEATING!!!

I still hate my life!
No, I’m not alright!
No, it won’t be fine!

If this takes my life,
These pills and flashing lights!
It’ll all be fine!

Cause you were So beautiful!
Like something made of miracles!
Take the breath right out of both my lungs!!
Ripped to pieces; what we were both known to be..

If it hurts then let it end your life!
Let it end tonight!
Let it end tonight!!

If it hurts then let it suck you dry!
Destroy your life! 
Destroy your life!!

I'M STILL BREATHING! (prod. by discent)

Unblessed

unique sad girl (luca malaspina)

@sadkawaiibaby
@mvrdrrmntr
@crystallineforms

memories remain +sadkawaii +mantra (prod. crystalforms & tide)

t1de - memories remain +sad kawaii +mantra

prod by me again love u guys <33

lyrics:

maybe its the way that I been feelin lately
I keep trippin on your laces its so complicating 
suffocated by your breathe
while you’re sleeping
tell me is it me or is it everything this weekend

so its me and you 
in this polaroid burnin 
I cant seem to tell the truth
its so hard when im with you
burnin pictures in my wallet you can see it right 
its the only way im ever gonna sleep at night

fk it tho, it’s okay im gettin my money up
I know you dont believe me but I give a fk
if I fall, imma end it all
im tired of these fights endin in draws

I get so fkin stressed that I cant calm down
and all my friends are busy and they gone now
I cant help but feel alone cus I dont go out 
im so stuck in my head I cant get out 

I say I love you and I mean it, I know you dont believe it
all the shit that I been feelin I wish I wasnt breathin 
I seen it cant believe that im not dreamin 
I always close my eyes cause I cant look I’ll jus be terrified 

terrified, of my visions, im so terrified
look me in my eyes, cant u see this fkin parasite
parasite, eatin at me killin me inside
I cant fall asleep and I cant get up I put my life aside

polaroid

моя идея сдохнуть как и я феноменальна сука 

t1de - memories remain +sad kawaii +mantra

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