Prod by Andy Jung
Mixed, Mastered and art by Latri$o of Verdant Clique.

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Illegal

Note to Self

Sak Maestro - Home

On my own, It's hard when everybody's gone
the pain is just too strong I wish I had a heart of stone
I wanna run away, but I'll wait for a better day
I guess it's safe to say there's no place like home

They say "Home is where the heart is"
but these hardships only brought me heartaches
the hardest part is to bounce from these hard hits
It's like I jumped off a bridge without a harness
we're apart it's crazy and I tend to doubt
somebody please just tell me how I'd live inside an empty house
and my memory's out of a happy childhood
now my heart's burnt out like a stack of firewood
wish that I could crawl out of this tragedy
but everybody's mad at me, it drives me to insanity
I couldnt single handedly raise my little family
I rap like I'm the shit but I'm really not a fan of me
got profanity and sadness in my speech
coz the fact is I cant seem to practice what I preach
like a leech in my heart now the love and life is sucked out
I wanna run home but I struck out, I guess I'm

On my own, It's hard when everybody's gone
the pain is just too strong I wish I had a heart of stone
I wanna run away, but I'll wait for a better day
I guess it's safe to say there's no place like home

Damn I really miss my home
as I'm gettin grown I'm feelin more alone
we used to be happy all together on Sundays
now? my family's relationship had turned into a love-hate
first, my brother went away coz he had big plans
but ever since then, we aint been friends
when will this shit end? I try to keep my hopes up
but it got worse when my mom and pops broke up
the scar is too deep, tears fall when I sleep
I guess the fruit didnt fall far from the tree
I swore to my mother I would never take his character
I really hated father but I still became his replica
messed up when my wife was in America
broke a couple vows that I made the day I married her
now I'm bearin the pain but I'm holdin on
coz I cant give my son another broken home

On my own, It's hard when everybody's gone
the pain is just too strong I wish I had a heart of stone
I wanna run away, but I'll wait for a better day
I guess it's safe to say there's no place like home

How can I live inside an empty house?
when nothings left and all the love and life's run out
everything's not the same it all changed but the pain still remains
I will wait for how long it may take for the day that I'll be ok in my own home

all the emotions that my pen drew
is a preview of all the shit I've been through
I've gotten colder due to all these issues
so if "Home is where the heart is" then my heart's inside an igloo
a broken rear view to leave the past behind me
a lifeless body like a zombie
I throw a thousand parties for my son but baby boy I'm sorry
its my fault you cant spend you birthdays with your mommy....

Home

Ground Yourself

Prod. (Tape$)                                                                       Editing by nOzi

heartbreak club (feat. ces)

beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VR3ZT3BEkF4&
cover art: Edwin Tiu
lyrics:
You be attackin me with flames, I get hurt I gon be blamed
Nothin I can do about it, I can only cry in vain
Just wanna enjoy my life but you keep messin with me like
You be sayin' that you hate me though you watch me like a spy
Perfect epitome of people that I'd despise
Tryna ruin my name by spreading rumors and lies
Gettin tired of the stuff you say, I'll never reach success, you said
Don't really mind it anyway but you keep gettin through my way
Through my way to success and working to do my best
People causin' me stress, sometimes I cannot progress
I just write to express and not really to impress
So what the hell you sayin that I'm claimin' I am the best?
Sometimes I'm getting depressed because I'm being supressed
And I don't wanna make more drama so I'm gonna finesse
I was treated like shit and people callin' me names
They got me thinkin that my whole life was just a big game
Havin breakdowns every single night and day
Feelin all the painful words that the nasty mouths could say
But hey I told myself that I should snap out of it
If you in the dirt, then work your way out of it
Gotta stop on drowning my ownself down in the ocean
I'm the only one that's able to save me from my emotions
Maybe I should stop carin', just focus on improvin
Before I said I can't do it, now I gotta start on believin
Believe in myself that I'm a special typa person
Given all the obstacles to challenge me just for a reason
People keep on pullin down but there's me, I just rise again
As Cardi B said "Knock me down nine times but I get up ten"

You thought your words have brought me down but hey surprise
Despite the fact you thought you ruined me, I'm gonna rise
You thought your words have brought me down but hey surprise
Despite the fact you thought you ruined me, I'm gonna rise

---
my music is not for everyone

rise (prod. Zeth Beatz)

SWAY

thirdy - ecstasy (prod. Noden)

imma keep it real with you 
i can never lie
ill always hold you down
til the day i die

fuck what people say 
i cant be without you
i tried living alone
but i just dont know how to

i cant decide when you’re up on my mind
girl you so distracting but it won’t stop my grind
i hope this shit is worth hope aint wasting my time
the purest lady out here living on so divine

let me bring it back
let me tell you a story
imma tell you why
youre the perfect one for me

we vibe so well
we seem perfect together
this the type of fairytale
that might last forever

i know you like me too
girl be honest
out of all the girls i seen
i promise you the finest
i can’t explain it
aint no fucking logic
this feeling i cannot contain
there something crazy bout it

i look for your love baby
please don’t ever rush baby
girl just come to me
ill make you like you’re on ecstasy

i won’t lose my love baby
cuz girl you drive me crazy
you love the sound of me
ill make you feel like youre on ecstasy

thirdy

ecstasy (prod. Noden)

NRRMDMK

thoughts feat. Hicci (prod. by Tiongcy)

(Lyrics in Korean are not mine)
Original Lyrics from Fxxk it- Bigbang
Beat prod. by GC

One Crazy Dream ft. Paolo V (remix)

THE THRILLA IN MANILA

For features, bookings or any inquiries, Email me at thirdyfajardooo@yahoo.com

ecstasy (prod. Noden)

thirdy

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