waste my time tryna learn how to live 🖤

night

prod. @notmorgn

cracks in my heart 
u know my state when the sun down
you’re my drug pack a bowl
and never come down
feel warm like there’s smoke in my lungs
feel warm cus this fire always burns
my feelings are a burden
but i’d be a ghost if i ever thought to curb them
and when you’re gone i cannot breathe without you
when i'm alone i just think about you
but im back
like i never left
gucci was dead
now gucci in the flesh
it’s a rebirth 
post death keeper
and when i hold her
i just wanna keep her
record the vocals
compression and the reverb
pour it up
and i’m sippin on a 2 litre
i met the reaper 
he’s more like a teacher
i met an angel
i know by her features
yeah i know by her features 
'hol up wait
when did you become so toxic
it must be that new kid
feed into nonsense 
still listening oh that’s cute tho
holy shit you must be stuck in a loop hole
everytime you press play i get a new note
every month i get payed with them blue notes
fucking up checks and shit my mom thought i had 2 phones
im blowin' up never planned it like just like its pluto
why they ask me
gucci, like don’t you hate your life
u cant make up your mind 
you do this all the time
oh i dont know 
i think im bipolar
one day wanna slit my throat 
same night she comin over
cracks in my heart 
u know my state when the sun down
you’re my drug pack a bowl
and never come down
feel warm like there’s smoke in my lungs
feel warm cus this fire always burns

i am burning

prod. @blacklunged

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most

people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops

smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions 
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

Follow me <3

while the rain drops (prod. blacklunged)

@notmorgn <333

lyrics:

I don't need no friends that fake expressions just for fun
how you say i started when i ain't even begun
every lie you stack up on me hurts unless you're done
every day i suffer in my room well just because

everyday i wake up in a nightmare its a curse
every night i try to change then wake up felling worse
thoughts and hollow memories but still no lessons learned
broken glass for feelings but nobody act concerned

i can't hold my happiness for not even a day
people poppin xannys and they wanna hide the pain
i don't think they understand that life isn't a game
look inside yourself and you might find someone to blame

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

i can hear your whispers as they echo through my mind
pitch black border painted all around your eyes
i don't feel a thing i swear i've never been this high
i don't need to try
i don't wanna stay here
wanna take my life

i don't think i'll every try to make it through the night
who wants to feel alive
am i right
wanna die in your eyes

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

dying in ur eyes (prod.notmorgn)

prod. @notmorgn
feat. @supachefm

(guccihighwaters)

don't tell me that it’s working out
now that i sealed the cracks
always finding opportunities to
stab me in the back
a new life on the road of creation
im alone in my room 
they think im famous?

they all just say i changed
but i just feel the same way
im in the cut but my
head spinning like a beyblade
i put in work but fuck waiting for the pay day
they always want me on the track like a freight train

hit my traktrain for the beats
25 for a lease prolly 50 for a feat
they ask me why i charge
shit, gucci gotta eat
but shit i gotta go
start stackin up these beats

i gotta go
its getting cold
can’t stay
i have to hit the road
but they never told me i’d be alone
im feelin lost in my head so ill make a song

(supachefm)

they never told me id be alone
cracks in my heart
and cracks on my phone
waiting for the night where i would catch you lone
take it off or let me take you home

feel like a boxer when i beatin up da beat now
i turn the dancer from the show into a freak now
face down feet up wit her teeth out
gimme cheeks now gasping as i reach out

gucci send the track i give him flowys for the free
lil eskimo peepin bitches from a tree
live through my dreams supachef whip that heat
bustin down packs pullin smoke through my teeth

making my rounds while the storm start to whippin
a ghost in my town but a star in the making
she used to lie to my face for a min
fuck these bitches im just gettin to the digits

f

(guccihighwaters)

they all just say i changed
but i just feel the same way
im in the cut but my
head spinning like a beyblade
i put in work but fuck waiting for the pay day
they always want me on the track like a freight train
hit my traktrain for the beats
25 for a lease prolly 50 for a feat
they ask me why i charge
shit gucci gotta eat
but shit i gotta go
start stackin up these beats

(supachefm)

im always slaying on the beat
bitches tryna fuck me love to tell me im unique
ima make a ruckus
catch me stompin through da street
smokin on some pressure get the pack from overseas

feel the same (feat. supachefm)

prod. @notmorgn

its been a minute
still no closure
she in my bed no clothes
but im colder
remember 2010
now im much older
remember feeling fine
those days are way over

20 degrees 
30 mph breeze
freezin up my chest
everytime im tryna breathe
why the east so cold like this?
im dead by the way 
don’t need condolences 

chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live
chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live

i want the push start
i want the bag gotta be goyard
everybody gonna notice 
that i go hard
she got a G string
i ain’t talkin mozart
top off
i ain’t talkin go karts
gotta up my prices
ain’t nobody like this
spent the whole day sleepin
and i dont work a night shift
fuck a 9 to 5 
i don’t fit in that box bitch
song take a couple hours 
but it come out timeless

chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live

i was really struggling 
to save my own life
til’ i started typing words 
spent a check on a mic
i really could’ve 
stayed that night
but my perspective all changed 
since all we did was fight

(slowed)

chipped black nails pale white skin
i just waste my time tryna learn how to live

chipped black nails

@prodreaper
@guccihighwaters

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
kiss me in the rain or leave me at the front door
tell me you despise me tell me that you need more
tell me i'm a freak, tell me i'm insecure, mi amor mi amor

if i wanna dance with the devil i can ask
why you lock your phone baby tell me what is that
if you got an issue then you know i got your back
if he wants to meet you can say just, that

it won't come to floracion
i know that you kissed him i know that he put you down
he can find, someone else, he can throw, around

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
indecisive leaning on the vices i don't like advice, i just flip the light switch
sleep it off, overslept got missed calls, 
do not disturb on my phone got sick thoughts,

 mi amor, i wanna love you till my hearts sore, 
i was drowning in emotions, when i met you i really stopped choking
 but you deserve the world, i really mean that
i don't have it all, i know that you can see that,
 allot of things to explore, but i just want you behind this closed door

mi amor w/ guccihighwaters (prod.reaper)

ily all
@guardinmusic
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
prod @antongxldn

lyrics
sadeyes:
i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

don't act like i hate you, you know that i don't
you don't have a reason to blow up my phone

sit in the dark ima play my guitar
ima pray that i make it how have i 

made it this far
this far
this far 
this far x2

look at the night sky 
look at the stars
look at the bright side
look at my scars

emotionally bruise me when we fight in the car
every ounce of hate you carry tears me apart

how do i cope with the pain, every day you push me away
you wanna fuck and you know what i'll say
i don't need relationship shit in my way, stay out the way

guardin:
stay out my way i don't want you
drunk in my bed i won't fuck you
love isn't something i want dude
we're simply friends thought i told you

i don't wanna hear it anymore
your voice punctures through my head and i cannot ignore
anymore these advances are just smothering me quick
let me dabble in the gravel with my ganja and a bic

i think this winter left you colder than the breeze
i think you suffer from another lovers leave
might be just a sense of lust the love you have for me
anxiously outta focus i'm just hopin' i can breathe

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson


9tails:
too deep down in my brain again
i swam a little bit and drown
in my lonliness

emtions buried deep down arc reactor ironman
rip two bowls get high again
go face roll on life again

game unlocked
like im notch
tommy flag
on my socks
i dont care 
if u watch
but you cant chip in on this blunt
sad as fuck
so i stunt
drop a track
smellin skunk
smellin farts
in the smoke
from the weed not from my bum

girl i can tell that you like me ya
body and mind that could strike me ya
attitude ready to fight me
speaking her mind and i like it

heart breaker wear it like nike
did you the same and its high key
focused as fuck you cant sike me
ill cover my ears u cant mike me

emotions like blue when they snowball
i come alive at night fall
flow with some flavour like menthol
music turn into a day job

icy heart like a face off
she went back to take my face off
of the photos of us on her facebook
moving on like im driftwood

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

8pm w/ guardin & 9tails (prod. antongxldn)

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn
guitar by: @caspr

i feel like shit again
like shit again
my words burn like they sizzling
i can’t take notes i’m scribbling
i ball with bands you dribble
flow so cold it can’t ripple
i got the the slight of hand
flying like im peter pan
waste entire days
can’t find purpose anyway
can’t find shit I’m in a haze
40 oz right to my face
i’m isolated
why they think they famous?
blame it on the numbers
sometimes i can’t take it

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

off that shit again
off that gin again
till i can’t pour it up
till i can’t see my cup
is it fun to treat me like a dub
to treat me like shit
treat me like another one
and what’s the point in love
when you can’t feel a thing?
can’t feel a thing
baby i can’t feel my face
and what’s the point in love
when you can’t feel a thing?
can’t feel a thing
baby i can’t feel my face

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

so temporary

www.instagram.com/notemrys
cursed with the halo

ft. @guccihighwaters
www.instagram.com/guccihighwaters
prod. nrmn.btz.

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cursed ft. guccihighwaters (prod. nrmn.btz.)

i know its all my fault
i know its all my fault

I can hardly sleep with all this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in my mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

swear this shit gotta stop
but i like pain a lot
and you like that im fucked
you just wont admit it
i've been biting my tongue
goosebumps up on my arm
i'll just talk to this cup
and forget the issue

I can hardly sleep with this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in the mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

PPL THT I LUV THE MOST

New album 'DEATH BY DESIRE' out now on Epitaph Records https://guccihighwaters.ffm.to/deathbydesire

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