been listening to this song for years, it hits different🔥⛽️🫡

Ghe love i have for this song. So pure so intimate

Take me back to high school this shit was the best time in my life

Thank you Hk <3
Cover art: @pytn.d on instagram

Lyrics- 

I don't really care
you were never there
Said you had my back
you just never cared
Said I never loved but that shit ain't fair

claiming that you love me but you don't mean shit 
Claiming that you had me but you never did yeah x2
Always wanted somewhere there but you pushed me away
You want me in your bed but I don't want to stay x2

pretty heartbroken


You hit my line,
We're just wasting time
Always on your phone, 
You were never mine
Talking bout your ex almost all the time,
Yeah talking bout your ex he was on your mind

ON SPOTIFY <3

I waited on you, you never came. (Prod. HKfiftyone)

Thank you for everyone who has supported me and my friends! i will miss you flowars <3

Links-
@guardinmusic
@daddydandy

flowars x guardin x yung van - lavender dreams (Prod. charlie c)

prod. @notmorgn

im anxious leave me alone
the evidence typos every word on my phone
and when i speak in trembles
my short nails they resemble 
the fucking speed of my heart rate
chest like a speaker 
double text me she said “o”
like an ether
chemistry what i feel when
i see her
chemicals reactions in my brain when
i feel her
repeating what i say
i do the same shit everyday 
wake up hate the fucking world
go to back to sleep love to decay

and you can have my time you can waste it
you can have my coat if its raining
you can have me if you wanna take it
cus im gonna fade away lemme face it

man on a mission
dismissing bitches
that ain’t submissive 
im cuttin my ties to
count up like a math test
that bitch look good in a black dress
sippin on liquor she on my bed like a mattress
i lie two faced like an actress
digi faces in my bank no cash yeah
im not a rapper im stacking cash like a rapper tho
i leave a bitch dead like they layin in the catacombs

and you can have my time you can waste it
you can have my coat if its raining
you can have me if you wanna take it
cus im gonna fade away lemme face it

i can never stop now 
hit the mall and ball out
cashin out on designer boxers just to fit my fuckin balls now
them bitches see the clout and so they call now 
i never pick up always pull out hol up pause now
i never play i hate the spring im in dismay
im never coming back but when im back please gimme face
but go slow shawty this is not a race
unless we talkin bout tay k then beat the case

and you can have my time you can waste it
you can have my coat if its raining
you can have me if you wanna take it
cus im gonna fade away lemme face it

im gonna fade away

prod. @notmorgn

new day new song new problem
new clothes it’s cold in autumn
leaves fall right to the bottom
i miss u but i won’t call you
bags on my eyes
they think that im high
you said you loved me
but then you said bye
i don’t care
the pain make me
i’m post death
till my heart stop aching
ill fucking scream till my voice box breaking
it’s fuck life till the reaper take me

do u wanna be mine
like i wanna be yours
do u wanna be mine
like i wanna be yours

i put in the work
no 9 to 5 
she get outta work 
im kind of hype
your girl was in my dm’s 
for the pipe
but im not a plumbing
so it dont feel right
this feels nice in my car
night ride
if the function sus 
then fuck i gotta slide
cus when i have anxiety
i wanna die
but when im by your side
it feels kind of nice
everything coming clear grey goose with the ice
i like that shit cold have me feeling kind of right
and for my heart you have that shit tied
when we kiss i get warm inside

bags on my eyes
they think that im high
you said you loved me
but then you said bye

do u wanna be mine
like i wanna be yours

do u wanna be mine

prod. @blacklunged

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most

people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops

smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions 
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

Follow me <3

while the rain drops (prod. blacklunged)

on a side note, rest in peace lil peep he was a huge inspiration and his music really helped me get through hard shit last year. I'm glad to have met him, we talked about music it was a day i won't forget.

sample credits: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6rDh75VHMs

prod. @notmorgn

im afraid you really can’t save me
but i still wanna lay with you until my visions fading
i have feelings no im not faded
i would wait a lifetime if you had the patience 
oh you cannot save me
im too deep in this
oh you cannot praise me
i’ve got demons in me

constant conflict 
with my own reflection
i ain’t got no sense
of direction 
when it comes to this
i just succumb to it
please enlighten me
all i hear is thundering
in a couple months
i hope to see some changes
maybe with this check 
i can get you that bracelet
it never happens my 
bank account is dead again
do you mind if we just kick it 
in my bed again
workin to hard 
to feel empty
im almost 20 but 
i feel like i’ve had plenty
wake up in a faze 
i feel like ecco2K
wake up everyday but
 i fight through the pain

im afraid you really can’t save me
but i still wanna lay with you until my visions fading
i have feelings no im not faded
i would wait a lifetime if you had the patience 
oh you cannot save me
im too deep in this
oh you cannot praise me
i’ve got demons in me

you cannot save me
im too deep in this
i have feelings
know i’d wait a lifetime

you can't really save me

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

prod. by @notmorgn

im a loverboy you can
see it in my eyes
you can see it in my eyes
if you really love me
you can show me don’t hide
please show me
you don’t have to

december in this town
coast breeze so i law low
she can have all of me
whenever she say so
make out more like heart attack
i’m a victim to my cardiac
the bass shake the speaker
like its under pressure
i don’t care if i peak
i just hate compressors
im a loverboy
i can never disguise
i can’t really go
i don’t know how to die

im a loverboy you can
see it in my eyes
you can see it in my eyes
if you really love me
you can show me don’t hide

im a loverboy
im a loverboy

dark night but im guided by ur halo
dark night but im guided by ur halo
dark night but im guided by your halo
panic alone im fearful of failure

rooftop just
lookin at the stars
hold my hand
we can drive in my car
2AM
and im playin guitar
on the real
don’t wanna see us apart
i love my friends
but some wanna die
im just tryna help
them stay alive

im a loverboy you can
see it in my eyes
you can see it in my eyes
if you really love me
you can show me don’t hide

loverboy

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn

i’m nervous
i do not like when the nerves hit
skippin’ on meals is the worst shit
i fall asleep when im swerving
still searching
for myself is it worth it?
i’m still learning
about myself as a person

i hit a bump in the road
got problems with people at home
i don’t speak on my feelings
it’s best if you leave me alone
isolation and anger issues
soak emotion up in the tissue
isolation and anger issues
something that i was always used to
and if there’s a problem
i know there’s a cause
i just gotta find it
put all my plans into force
start with me you’re crazy
fuck text fights i’m too lazy
can’t play no games
she play me
everyday in hd
my peers don’t like me
that shit is obvious
i hate this fighting
reminds me that my time is up

i’m nervous
i do not like when the nerves hit
skippin’ on meals is the worst shit
i fall asleep when im swerving
still searching
for myself is it worth it
i’m still learning
about myself as a person

i’m nervous
i do not like when the nerves hit
skippin’ on meals is the worst shit
i fall asleep when im swerving
still searching
for myself is it worth it
i’m still learning
about myself as a person

got my mind on track again
build character breathe assonance
i feel a rapture when you’re holding me
it’s happiness
got my mind on track again
build character breathe assonance
i feel a rapture when you’re holding me
it’s happiness

nervous

prod. by @guardinmusic

lyrics
--------
i see them looking at me
from right outside of my window
i see the monsters that creep
they lurk when i'm sparking my indo
holding the smoke till i choke i won't breathe till they exit my airways
coping by hoping tomorrow is better i dwell in the stairway 

fuck it i just wanna drive
i love the feeling of feeling alive
do you ever contemplate suicide?
falling asleep on his shoulder while i
cry in my pillow alone in my bed
smother the sounds of the voice in my head
losing my voice so i speak with a pen
writing agendas so i can pay rent

this is my life
this is not shit you could cut with a knife
no tension here but the stress is as thick as the buds
i've been breaking & smoking all night
why do i write all about me?
why can't you see all the things that i see?
am i alive? is my brain just pullin' tricks on me?
get out alive or just live in a dream

sorry i suck
i'm full of shit i do not give a fuck
i've got disorders in folders inside of me tucked
undiagnosed but i know i am fucked
up in my head
writing about it again & again
it's getting hard to write songs about flowers 
when showers are cold & my phone's always dead

i think that i'm fine
when i'm alone in my
bed with my bong packed tight
my throat's been sore all night
sip that water quick
before you might get sick
tacks and thorns will prick
my words will never stick

shadow

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

prod. by @notmorgn

i been climbing on this ladder for months
time has worn it down now i’m breaking the rungs
city smog blackening my lungs
I’m used to shitty days
this stuff just isn’t fun anymore
where did all the time go 
spent it with my eyes closed
spent it with some fake friends
dissing ain’t a typo
now my pockets fat
they gonna need some lypo
i always spend it fast
i make it back in a night though

self sabotage 
i’m with my entourage
cold shoulder
i don’t really wanna talk
and i don’t wanna stop
until i’m on the top
don’t want another thought
of when my bones will rot

self sabotage 
i’m with my entourage
cold shoulder
i don’t really wanna talk
and i don’t wanna stop
until i’m on the top
don’t want another thought
of when my bones will rot

i need excitement
something that could pump my blood around
i been fighting with myself every time i’m down
and i turned blue right at the bottom 
man you let me drown now they ask me 
why i never bring that girl around
done with that phase
i ain’t coming back aye
but the pain stays
tatted with the sad face
sit back look at all the damage
i never knew i caused it
but i saw it when you vanished
i really hurt myself for you
i cry i feel i’m just like you
and i killed my body
and i killed my brain
i’m a bag of bones baby
walking in the rain
i call it

self sabotage 
i’m with my entourage
cold shoulder
i don’t really wanna talk
and i don’t wanna stop
until i’m on the top
don’t want another thought
of when my bones will rot

self sabotage 
i’m with my entourage
cold shoulder
i don’t really wanna talk
and i don’t wanna stop
until i’m on the top
don’t want another thought
of when my bones will rot

self sabotage

MUSIC VIDEO https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rokcssds9EQ
MERCH http://www.guccihighwatersofficial.com/store
TOUR http://www.guccihighwatersofficial.com/tour

produced by @notmorgn & @jvbeats666

Jay Vee
https://www.instagram.com/jayxvee
https://twitter.com/jayxvee

Lyrics

lately i just been the worst
i can’t feel a thing
so i don’t think it’s gonna hurt
lately i don’t like the view

i being seeing a lot
but i ain’t never seeing you
i can’t remember your voice 
yeah i’m so lonely
and i hate myself
because i wish i was the old me

these changes lately
they break me down
i want you to want me
but you’re never around x2

and lately i been feeling worse
now i could cop a lease
but i been dreaming of a hearse
lately i don’t like the changes
everything is new to me but
it feels like the same shit
and i’m hoping you can show me
how to stay warm in the cold breeze
and i wish i never said it
i wish i never met you
i wish you never told me

these changes lately
they break me down
i want you to want me
but you’re never around x2

changes (music video in description)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-and-guccihighwaters-when-it-runs-up-lyrics

produced by @guccihighwaters and softheart
guitar by @cisco-kid-music

When It Runs Up (feat. guccihighwaters)

new video for "highschool" out now! https://youtu.be/W00tTrHoaCo

do u wanna be mine

guccihighwaters

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