Kiyo's My Friend Piano Version

@deadtreesnolongerbreathe
@yungcold
@guccihighwaters
@notmorgn

it was for the best

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it was for the best w/ guccihighwaters (Prod. DeadForest & YungCold)

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

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in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

prod. @notmorgn

[stranger things scene]

just hold on a little longer okay?
he’s gone
the bad man’s gone
we’ll be home soon
and
my mom she’ll get you your own bed
you can eat as many eggo’s as you want
and we can go to the snowball
promise?
promise

[lyrics]

not a problem kid 
just own a lot of problems 
pull up to the skatepark
we all broken hearted
i was punchin walls in the spring
i was spending summer just thinking

about myself and 
how i might fall
punch thru blood 
drippin from the white wall
and i can’t see u
if im too faded
so then i copped a bottle 
and got really fucking wasted

g u c c i
i’m sleep deprived 
fox in the night
moonlight up in the sky
and im still sick of this
blocked you ‘cus you trippin bitch
cuttin all the lines
like a fuckin bad fisherman

i had to cut out all the bad
stackin up the racks like my name is mr krabs
why out here thinkin it’s a pagent
i dont fuck with that bitch
disappear like magic

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

promises don’t really mean shit to me
in the end everything is history 
in the end everything is clear to me
i inflict and feel pain way too frequently

and when u turned into a ghost
it made me want to sleep forever 
cus i see you in my dreams
compared to life i like them better

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

way out of my head

МЕРТВЫЙ

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn

seem to be the best me
at 4 in the morning
seeking while the rest
in bed just dozing
alarm ring hit that 9-5
lost the urge to even open your eyes
no not for me
i’m really sorry
i let you down again, mom
but I’m trying

driven by the damage
by the damage
you’ve been hurt before me
i can imagine
we’ve all been hurt before
it don’t make you a savage
we’ve all been hurt before
it’s just the way you handle

driven by the damage
by the damage
you’ve been hurt before me
i can imagine
we’ve all been hurt before
it don’t make you a savage
we’ve all been hurt before
it’s just the way you handle

it might take a minute or a life-time
it could take a month or a week
for the right time
and baby when i’m falling you’re my life line
breaking down from my thoughts
in the night time
i would waste away
all summer
look for faces in the crowd
to kill the hunger
block that bitch out
she was tryna bring me under
but then again i was always
down to smother

driven by the damage
by the damage
you’ve been hurt before me
i can imagine
we’ve all been hurt before
it don’t make you a savage
we’ve all been hurt before
it’s just the way you handle

driven by the damage
by the damage
you’ve been hurt before me
i can imagine
we’ve all been hurt before
it don’t make you a savage
we’ve all been hurt before
it’s just the way you handle

driven by the damage
by the damage
you’ve been hurt before me
i can imagine
we’ve all been hurt before
it don’t make you a savage
we’ve all been hurt before
it’s just the way you handle

hurt before

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn

i fell asleep
swear i woke up dying
think about life
prolly end up crying
tear stains inflated eyelids
i dwell in the dark wide iris
bitches call me daddy
i ain’t billy ray cyrus
spawning all these fake
sad boys like a virus
you can never be double g highwaters
you can’t tread like me you’re underwater

got me writing raps
should be talkin bout my problems
should be finishing songs
before i tossed them
should be talking bout
how much this shit costed
but i ain’t built that way
cus it’s garbage

i don’t flex like that
yeah i don’t flex like that

i think i’m doing this wrong
cus i wake up sad every time
lack of serotonin in my system
keep a smile on my face the only mission
i got attachment issues
i won’t lie everyday i really miss you
forget it i can through flex
through the pain
hearts on my eyes
right behind the gucci shades
born with sauce
with you can’t aquire
can’t be born with talent
you a liar

got me writing raps
should be talkin bout my problems
should be finishing songs
before i tossed them
should be talking bout
how much this shit costed
but i ain’t built that way
cus it’s garbage

got me writing raps
should be talkin bout my problems
should be finishing songs
before i tossed them
should be talking bout
how much this shit costed
but i ain’t built that way
cus it’s garbage

don’t flex like that
yeah i don’t flex like that

should be

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn

woke up at 2 PM
forgot to drop my tape
i’m a stupid mess
forgot the day of the week
wouldn’t be surprised
if i forgot to breathe
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
they ask if i’m depressed
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
can’t tell if i’m depressed

stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
they ask if i’m depressed
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
can’t tell if i’m depressed

to keep 100
i’m so slumped bitch
i’m so slumped
made 5 tracks 1 single week
i can barely even speak
that’s how i work
i move fast
see the fakes
see the snakes in the grass
fake laugh when in lookin at my stacks
it don’t make me feel like it did in the past
grew up
now i’m older
ps side note
i should’ve told her
that when i broke her
i turned way colder

woke up at 2 PM
forgot to drop my tape
i’m a stupid mess
forgot the day of the week
wouldn’t be surprised
if i forgot to breathe
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
they ask if i’m depressed
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
can’t tell if i’m depressed

stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
they ask if i’m depressed
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
can’t tell if i’m depressed

stupid mess

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

skull design by https://www.instagram.com/thehailing/
prod. @notmorgn

they say you gotta make a change
if you wanna feel better
now i’m pushing weight
bursting out my favorite sweater
fuck the opposition
imma smoke em in a second
yeah I kill time that’s the way
that I spend it
and i don’t wanna die but my brain think different
wanna feel fine but i act so distant
and i don’t wanna doubt but my dreams fictitious
not enough energy to break out the system
wake up with the same mindset
my plate got to much to digest
inspiration too rare to even find it
so i fight my way through the violence
had the dream again
the one you’re screaming in
the one i wake up
still feelings deep within
i’m so sorry
i had to do that
i broke everything
the pieces wouldn’t glue back

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

i’m just here filling up the space
i’m just here filling up the space

my vision 20/20
but my problems aren’t clear to me
im seeking opportunities but 
fuck them up so frequently like
i can’t stop it
i make myself nauseous
i turn a good girl to
a bitch that is toxic
i don’t wanna always do that
just wanna make you happy
if your moods bad
not feeling too good
about the truth myself
but i gotta dust off
what’s on my shelf

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

filling up the space

prod. @notmorgn

these days i couldn’t care less
better off dead words better unsaid
growing up sucks and i’m losing my friends
don’t wanna be here if i’m on the edge
i’m tryna make sense of this
like maybe i’m not meant for this
growing up sucks and it builds more stress
if i take 2 more i won’t feel my legs

sometimes i care
i know it doesn’t seem like
i give a fuck about the
next thing but
i could show you
we can grow too
i should’ve told you
it’s better when i hold you
you’re cold but I’m much colder
life sucks when we grow older
not as simple as it used to be
i’m not as happy as i used to seem like
maybe I’m just kind of messy in the head
kinda crooked like the sheets on my bed
i need a rest
can’t focus right
you should hold me tight
cause the next time we
meet ill be a poltergeist

can you not see i’m haunted by my shadow
can you not see im hanging from the gallows
set me free tonight i’ll do what you please tonight
can you not see i’m haunted by my shadow
can you not see im hanging from the gallows
set me free tonight i’ll do what you please tonight

these days i couldn’t care less
better off dead words better unsaid
growing up sucks and i’m losing my friends
don’t wanna be here if i’m on the edge
i’m tryna make sense of this
like maybe i’m not meant for this
growing up sucks and it builds more stress
if i take 2 more i won’t feel my legs

these days

new single "deathwish" out now on epitaph records.

https://guccihighwaters.ffm.to/deathwish

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