Calabasas [prod. Joshwa]

i wanted to kill myself,

art by @issbrokie >:3

available on all plats!

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0olFJpa3HXbQovEigR4hza
youtube music: 
https://youtu.be/F6WlMxA10go?si=b3nV-T6Al5FTwmmT

lyrics:

darkness creep up on me fit in with my outcasts
karma isn't only here because of housecat
they my set and i would reckon we gon outlast
every one of y'all and i try not to spout cap

pull up with a switchblade
shoutout blxdesmith
I'm in here like which knave 
wanna be my main bitch


jk i got one girl
her hair curl up
she my whole world 
imma hurt someone

if they touch her
you know imma cut up
bodies like I'm milo
i would say I'm stuck up


not trying to whine tho
numbers gimme cut bucks
can't get down i climb hoe
you should shut the fuck up 

nothing would be better than that
i think i just upchucked cause i heard yo track
nothing could be worse than that shit
only talk we're havings with a stick 


dot stay killer and I'm taking all these dog tags
confirmation in my fingers, yes I'm hot trash
I'm walking paradox but I'm not that
my name kiki but you all know me as dotflow 

as you know already i got me a hot girl
she on hormones and she really ain't no thot hoe
if you slide in my dms best know you not her
blocking on demand and i do it staccato


darkness creep up on me fit in with my outcasts
karma isn't only here because of housecat
they my set and i would reckon we gon outlast
every one of y'all and i try not to spout cap

darkness creep up on me fit in with my outcasts
karma isn't only here because of housecat
they my set and i would reckon we gon outlast
every one of y'all and i try not to spout cap

nothing ( dotflow )

BOP Djelani ft deadisunknxwn (prod. Jordanlilvee ,4cen)

fall 4 you prod. klimlords

sample: "Hello Seattle" - Owl City (2007)

written, performed, produced, mixed, & mastered by me

(I get so nervous just being around you)

(Enough love for the both of us, let it surround you)

(I get so nervous just being around you)

(Enough love for the both of us, let it surround you)

Yeah, I’m tryna touch base
I’m rounding third on my way home
Time pass by
Where do the good days go
Samurai Jack cuts on my wrists, ha, you watching me bleed out
They used to leave me out
Now they wanna be Vs now

(Take a victory lap)

Gossip column, she saying my name
Tryna knock me off, you better have aim
I’m going out with a bang
Retail therapy all she know
She keep spending bands on clothes
I’ll be with you; hail, sleet, snow
Just promise to hold me close
Just don’t let it get too cold
My heart’s already froze
Can’t take the heat, move from the stove
Don’t wanna see you get burnt
When I lost you, it hurt
Like you, it’s no other
She in the Bay for the summer
But it’s such a bummer when she go back to Seattle
Life’s such a battle
It don’t gotta be this hard for me & you
You left me shattered, like I ain’t matter
You didn’t have to throw me in the evening breeze

(Hello Seattle)

(Life’s such a battle)

Yeah
Ha
C’mon
Uh
And it’s like that
Ain’t healed yet, but I’m on the right track
Used to be in the same boat
Now I can’t fit you in my kayak
Tryna wait on a rainbow
But I need a perfect storm
Now when the tide flows in
Will I find you by that shore

Take me above your light
Carry me through the night
Hold me secure in flight
Sing me to sleep tonight

Take me above your light (Hello Seattle)
Carry me though the night (I am a mountaineer, in the hills and highlands)
Hold me secure in flight (I fall asleep in hospital)
Sing me to sleep tonight (Parking lots)

retail therapy

Afterparty prod. stevendoinnumbers

Lyrics:
Seen you somewhere (Somewhere)
Seen you out there (Out there)
Seen you somewhere (Somewhere)
Seen you out there (Out There

Fall upon the sky and see the other stars
Far apart and spread on out so very wide
Driven out from the cosmos to the universe
Why take away what i really need for memories

You cannot cost me all my dreams
I wanna live so lucidly, just leave
Let me be the one who gets to leave
I don’t want to feel so haunted

Like a moth fully tranced with open flame
Do scarecrows love it in the pouring rain
All i feel in emptiness is so much pain
When all i wanna really do was just to dream

Living in Hell-A (prod. shawn.)

Guhtair

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