I wrote this song about a toxic relationship I was in for far too long. I hope that this song will help others believe in themselves and realize that it is never a good thing to lose one’s self-worth to another person.

The Drawer

High school was difficult for me for many reasons and it caused me a great deal of anxiety. Instead of therapy, I escaped from my worries with intoxicating substances leaving behind a trail of pain for my family and friends. But they believed in me when I did not believe in myself and helped me recover. I could not have done it alone and I am so thankful to them. I know many other families who have suffered through the same difficulties and some have also seen recovery while others have suffered tragedy. I hope this song will help others to get through difficult times and to lean on those who love them.

RECOVERY

Here I am, you don’t recognize me ‘cause I’m not the same
Kaleidoscope, is now clear to me as a western sky
Found myself, while looking around for somebody else
Where were you, just waiting for me with your outstretched hand
When I was gone, my number was too far out of reach
I put my pain, on everyone who cared about me
But then came recovery, and now there’s another me
And it’s here for all to see, I found love inside of me
But then came recovery, just where I want to be, 
Right here with you oo oo, me and you oo oo
And I want to say thank you, to all my friends and family too
Thank you for believing in me, you showed me how to believe in me
Apologies, to all of those who I hurt in my life
Now I see, the reflection in the mirror that is looking at me
Got back up, after so far down that I couldn’t see light
I’m alive, but I never could have done it without you
But then came recovery, and now there’s another me
And it’s here for all to see, I found love inside me
But then came recovery, just where I want to be,
Right here with you oo oo, me and you oo oo
I want to say thank you, to all my friends and family too

Thank you for believing in me, You showed me how to believe in me x4

Recovery

I readily admit that the subject of this song is autobiographical, and I know that many people feel the same when they are in a relationship where their hormones, emotions, and desires are raging so much that they lose control of their common sense. Such relationships are intoxicating and powerful but they usually end by flaming out from exhaustion.

Fatal Attraction

Everything I see now, makes me thinks of you
Permeate my brain cells, what am I to do
I need to break away now, run on full octane

I want you to come around but I know you’re a fatal attraction
When I’m with you it is like I ‘ve just touched off a chemical action
There is nothing I can do to stop the combustion from burning
Every minute I’m without you I’m filled with a constant yearning

Gotta wipe my mind clean, erase memories
Doctor give me something, get rid of this disease
How long till I get well, really need to rest

Got nowhere to hide now, you are everywhere
Even in my dream state, your face always there
I am going crazy, crazy for your love

I want you to come around but I know you’re a fatal attraction
When I’m with you it is like I ‘ve just touched off a chemical action
There is nothing I can do to stop the combustion from burning
Every minute I’m without you I’m filled with a constant yearning

I want you to come around (repeat)

Fatal Attraction

A simple symphony of synths and unique samples from Descent Sampler (DS)

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03 - High Fruit - Kedaar [LAR 001]

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June Freedom - Say Salud (Triple X Da Ghost & Effected Version)

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Welcome to the sixth episode of Electronic Heartbeat.
This episode we have 20 brand new songs and bootlegs for you incuding five new mashups ready to download in the link below.
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Tracklist:
1. Intro
2. Taylor Torrence vs. Oliver Heldens & Becky Hill - Ignition vs. Gecko (Overdrive) [M3TR1CS Mashup]
3. PADWN - Lost In Space
4. Keith Mintz - Bass In My Face
5. Castor & Pollux & Dirty Signal vs. Jennifer Lopez feat. Pitbull - Vivus vs. On The Floor (M3TR1CS Mashup)
6. Blasterjaxx, Lockdown & Vion Konger - Feel the Bass
7. Will Sparks & Mairee vs. David Guetta feat. Kelly Rowland - Insurgence vs. When Love Takes Over (M3TR1CS Mashup)
8. Kazden, David White & KMC - The Party
9. Nifra & 2 Unlimited - Control Your Body (Hardwell Edit)
10. ShortRound & H93 - Spiele Das
11. Chuckiess & Whackboi - Outta Control
12. Trey Pearce - Welcome
13. Ryos - Disguise
14. H93, Arkins & Kohey feat. Ritchy vs. Ina Colada - Deorbit vs. Freed From Desire (M3TR1CS Mashup)
15. Kristian Llow - Holdin On
16. Zerb feat. Sofiya Nzau - Mwaki (Matt Dybal & DVDEK Bootleg)
17. Dimitri Vegas & Like Mike, Maddix, Da Hool & Kiki Solvej - Meet Her At The Love Parade (Instrumental Mix)
18. Jaxomy & Agatino Romero feat. Raffaella Carrà - Pedro (W&W Remix)
19. Maddix feat. Leila K - Open Sesame (Abracadabra) [D-Block & S-Te-Fan Remix]
20. W&W & Vini Vici - Rave Mozart
21. Exxoss & Eliaa vs. Cascada - S.M.D. vs. Everytime We Touch (M3TR1CS Mashup)

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