written, recorded, and produced by me

mastered by Sam Hall (Ghost Orchard)

lyrics:

I want to call you angel
Am I going too far
Please don't be a stranger
After dark I am faithful

But I can't you angel
And so many other things
I have to say it's painful
That I can't call you angel

Why did you call me angel
When we ruled out that spell
We're nothing like strangers
I think I know you pretty well

Now we're laying in my bed
And I can't tell if we're friends
I remember that you said
That I can't call you angel

Can you stay the night
Made dinner for two
With your tired eyes, you say
"It was all in your head"

Why don't you call me angel
I guess I took it too far
Maybe we could just stay friends
I know that's just what you want

Angel

Came prepared to have our hearts broken today
Showed up at my place and we hesitate
Lay in bed, forget out problems
Paint each other's eyes when everything feels fine
But we're breaking up

I don't know how to feel about it
When it all went down so well
Before it ended we still kissed just like before
And listened to the 2016 Tour CD

Think this through, we're having the best time of our lives
Watching a brand new show, holding each other close
Pause to look at my eyes, we've never felt this way before with anyone else
But we're still breaking up

I don't know how to feel about it

don't ask if i'm okay

2016 tour CD (feat. flunkie)

I never beg for anything
I like to think i know what i want
And as stubborn as i am
I fool myself saying i'm fine without you

But i'm not
Oh i'm not

I am begging you to stay with me today
And if this is the last time
Let me kiss you goodbye

Don't you want to stay a little bit longer?
I am begging you to give it a try
One more time before you leave tonight

before you leave

Flyers in a pocket
Touring with my friends
In a supermarket

See your face on a wall
Oh look at you
How far you've come

Smoking in the backyard
Singing all our favorite songs

When this nightmate ends
Hope you'll be right by side
'Cause you saw me looking back

Get the stretcher for me
DMV or cemetery
Open handed, never begging
Light the flame, olympic ceremony

I say hi
License plate says bye, bye, bye

Get the stretcher for me
No, i swear it's momentary
Diplomat i'm always ready
When i wanna go, i'll go

clairvoyant (feat. fox academy, antematterz)

I'd like to stay outside
With you tonight
With you by my side
It feels right

Look at the moonlight
Mercury's shining bright
Thought i wasn't your type
It's alright (Alright)

Laying in the grass
Asked you your rising sign
When you held my hand back
It felt nice

Falling back in love
Taurus moon, Cancer Sun
Yeah i think you're the one
Cause it feels right

It feels right
It feels right
It feels right
It feels right

It feels right
(It feels right)
It feels right
(It feels right)
It feels right
(It feels right at home with you)
It feels right at home with you

cusp of oscillation

I hear Sandy's not that far
From the city that broke your heart
Change our bed a thousand times
You don't have to cry

(Okay)

sandy

Did you tell all your friends
About when we hungout
In my bed, paint my nails, read my hand

And i still can't believe
It was all in my head
Then you said "can we be friends instead?"

So don't ask if i'm okay
Don't ask if i'm okay
Don't ask if i'm okay
Don't ask if i'm okay

No i don't understand
Why you make it seem bad
To be something else other than that

I keep telling myself
I just wish you were here
Here in my bed, hold me tight, kiss my head

So don't ask if i'm okay
Don't ask if i'm okay
Don't ask if i'm okay
Don't ask if i'm okay

No i know i'm not what you need
You don't have to say it twice
And boys are so hard to read
Now i have to pay the price

So don't ask if i'm okay
Don't ask if i'm okay
(No don't ever ask)
Don't ask if i'm okay
(I won't be okay)
Don't ask if i'm okay
(No don't ever ask me)

don't ask if i'm okay (feat. tofusmell)

A project from me to myself, and hopefully for you too.

Lavender

Wisteria

Falling Out Of Love

a cover i did last year of one of my favourite songs that i keep forgetting.

you can download this cover for free

how does it feel - citizen (acoustic cover)

Written, produced, and mixed by: calmness  
Mastering: ghost orchard

vocals, guitar, synths, and drums on track 1: calmness 
bass on track 1: calmness 
guest vocals: Flunkie, Fraternal Twin 

piano, guitars and drums on track 2: calmness 
synths, piano, and samples on track 2: FARWARMTH

Water

water II (ft. FARWARMTH)

Lyrics:
i am so far away from you
tell me how am i supposed to
live so far away from you

water in your hands
will you stay inside?
let me hold you hand
will you be my end?

don't know myself without you
don't know where i'd be without you

the water flows back inside
don't know what i'll do if you drown

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Written, produced, and mixed by: calmness  
Mastering: ghost orchard

vocals, guitar, synths, and drums on track 1: calmness 
bass on track 1: calmness 
guest vocals: Flunkie, Fraternal Twin 

piano, guitars and drums on track 2: calmness 
synths, piano, and samples on track 2: FARWARMTH

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