in the summer

ruptura

seleener

corruption

ahhh

ahhh

I dont wanna die young

smoke fills my lungs

never wanna run

can't have fun

everything it hurts now

I never wanna know her

I don't wanna die young

can't feel my tongue

smoke fills my lungs 

skull shaped thought

never wanna run

can't feel my nose

his brains gone numb

can't feel anything anymore

I don't wanna die young

smoke fills my lungs

never wanna run

can't have fun

I don't wanna die young

(everything it hurts now)

can't feel my tongue

l just can't stop running away from my fears

ohhh

ohhh

ahhh

fear

happy sugar life

white palace (w/ oujt)

signing off

Was originally just a lofi beat I was going to sell to a homie, but I had to sauce it up a bit and it made the cut

I Can't Listen to it

Lyrics:


Life hit hard, yeah, harder than I planned,
Tried to hold it together with a shaking hand.
Life feels cold when I’m on my own,
Love feels warm but it never stays long.

Some days feel fucking shit just to breathe
I fall apart, then I rebuild again,
Still hoping love will find me in the end.

Life hit hard, yeah, harder than I planned,
Tried to hold it together with a shaking hand.
Life feels cold when I’m on my own,
Love feels warm but it never stays long.


Composed, Mixed, and Mastered by Past Encounters

Vocals by Past Encounters

@pastencounters

Mixed, and Mastered by Past Encounters

no love

my first Solo project #thisway - available jan 9 2026
a world inside a page 📖 comes to life

##credits#
performed and produced by life2gray with features from AnHero⁶⁴ and HalfWit_Felon (track 3, track 11). track 11 "target" produced by august, ivo, and saivyn
artwork by life2gray

https://soundcloud.com/anhero64
https://soundcloud.com/schizo-owen
https://soundcloud.com/1_august
https://soundcloud.com/ivo5xx
https://soundcloud.com/saivyn

buy on bandcamp

now or never

I've always felt alone. My whole life. For as long as I can remember. I don't know if I like it or if I'm used to it, but I know this; being lonely does things to you.

fear

𝕲𝖀𝕸

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