Ahead of time

Spotify: https://play.spotify.com/artist/6dJ1iY51ZgNt93gelvdF3k?play=true&utm_source=open.spotify.com&utm_medium=open

link to buy >>> https://vague003.bandcamp.com/album/thank-you-vague003-discography

vocals : @onlyevva

piano sample : @tul-pa : https://soundcloud.com/tul-pa/tulpa-friends-of-mine

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where do i go? (ft. tulpa and onlyevva) (NOW ON SPOTIFY AND ITUNES)

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Ocean Eyes

Lyrics

red dust on the side of your face
never satisfied with just one taste

i need more
i need more
give me more

starstruck from just one glance
edging closer scared to advance
your hand my hand lets touch
i'm afraid that i’ve said too much

i need more
i need more
give me more

too shy, to say what i want
too shy, wish i could be blunt
i'm nervous when you look my way
so nervous, wish that I could say

i need more
i need more
give me more

i'm growing smaller
always the faller
cant get you out my head
the dust is turning red

By 4am

Prod. @soundsof4am & @kobina 

More.

♥www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cp-Iett7q_M ♥
prod/mix/mastered: @twdutchman
bandcamp download - https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/will-i-ever-care

[lyrics]
i think my feelings are gone forever
i don't think i’ll ever get it together
i don’t even miss you anymore
i can’t find anything worth living for
i can’t remember if i ever cared
i can’t remember will i ever care
will i ever care
can i even care 
break me, break me outta here
take away all of my fears
show me, make it fuckin clear
tell me, tell me why I’m here
will i ever even care 
can i ever even care
will i ever even care
take away my fears

Will I Ever Care (prod. The Wild Dutchman)

Six Feet Under

prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor
fan art by https://www.instagram.com/milkaesthetics/

[lyrics]
I know we all
Feel the same thing
Eating away
Inside at our brains
Why do we hide
The way that we feel
When the way that we feel 
is the only thing that's real

Stop hiding 
Stop tryin to smile wen your dyin
I see your pain and i see u tryna blind it 
You don’t have to run, let it out and cry 

Remember the whole world feels the same inside 
Remember the whole world feels the same inside

Guns to our heads 
That's just life
Everybody dealing with their own damn strife
Everybody tempted by their own damn knife
I’ve never seen a reason to lie 

I know we all wanna die sometimes 
We all wanna die sometimes 
Why do we lie 
Why do we hide
I know we all wanna die sometimes

I wanna die sometimes
I wanna hide sometimes
We all wanna die

We All Wanna Die Sometimes (prod. oilcolor)

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Bellyache

bellyache

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13 Reasons Why

Bored

prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor

[lyrics]

I wanna go back
Back to the old me
But she doesn't exist 
She already told me

I wanna go back
To when I was just a kid
On city buses in the back
With every reason to live

I wanna go back
Back to when I cared
Back to when I could stare in the mirror
Without crying

I just wanna go back
Back to when little things meant so much more
Back when my daddy would run through the door
Back to when I didn't hate so much that I can't sleep anymore

I wanna go back
Chasing ice cream trucks with my sister
Aint been in touch since I fucked up, damn I miss her

I wanna go back

I Wanna Go Back (prod. oilcolor)

dont smile at me

COPYCAT

idontwannabeyouanymore

produced by @EmmitFenn
co-produced by @finneasmusic

<3 on HypeM: http://hypem.com/track/2pwsj

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bitches broken hearts

prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor

[lyrics]
I'll meet you on the roof we met on
The same one that we never leapt from
The same one with that ledge we slept on
Snorting dust til the sun crept up 

I'll meet you in our bedroom 
Overlooking grass we tripped on every day 
With that old drawer where we kept our secrets tucked away
I keep reaching for my phone to tell you all about my day
I can't wrap my heart around the words that you will never say 

You made me promise 
That I wouldn't die without you
You made me promise 
That I wouldn't cry about you

You told me I should sing instead of cry
I made my first song that fuckin night 
You loved the parts of me everyone else hates 
You told me those were the parts that made me me 

And you made me promise 
That I wouldn't die without you
You made me promise 
That I wouldn't cry about you

But where is your promise
Why did you cry about me
Where is your promise
Why did you die without me

You Promised Me (prod. Oilcolor)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/kryptik_official
mix/master https://soundcloud.com/twdutchman

[lyrics]
It's like clockwork how my heart breaks 
Everytime it's winter
Warming up with all my mistakes 
This is just December

My fingertips are blocks of ice 
And no one's here to hold them
Snowflakes aren't as pretty
When you're the only one watching

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

I've never felt so much pain in my life
The grip that is held on my chest is so tight
Why does love try to kill me everytime
Or is it just my own heartbreak suicide

Bottles on bottles to bottle the thoughts 
Of regret and memories I never lost 
I'm letting everyone down, that's nothing new 
This winter will be so damn hard without you

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Velvet Winter (prod. kryptik)

baby ive been tryna fix my fkn life
tryna tell the wrong from the right 
tryna see the world from a different side
im fine during the day, its worse at night

babe i really miss u forget what i said
I'm tired of this fight let's move on instead 
you don't wanna hurt me 
you already have 
what's done is done 
forget about the things we said 

everything is different from the way it was
every fkn action has its own cost 
a single thing can turn a person upside down
turn every situation right back around 

theres always different ways to see the same things
sometimes it's hard to understand how people think 
don't waste your time worrying bout old things 
let go of the all past see what today brings

baby tell me how you gonna see a bright future 
if you keep looking at the past 
babe i know that everyday's a fucking struggle 
but it won't always be like that 

everything is different from the way it was
every fkn action has its own cost 
a single thing can turn a person upside down
turn every situation right back around

Upside Down (prod. lil happy lil sad)

lovely

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bury a friend

WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO?

all the good girls go to hell

bad guy

everything i wanted

Lemme guess... you just died... Or you just lost... doesn’t matter... love you still.

Selfish to my very core.

RIP peep (2017), x (2018), 999, Hellasketchy (2019), 6dogs (2021), Lil Bo Weep (2022) and beyond.

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