rise up! o mother of all pains

lyrics:

~ verse 1 ~
pressure building spitting steam from the vents
you caught me in the middle of a fix of the lens
the portrait on the wall will show you what you protect
ironically you are the very lord you resent
tell me again about your mountain of men
i heard a little rumor you belittle your friends
i heard that every soul can lose a chance to repent
admonish me again and ill make war for the spent

~ chorus ~
my head is spinning
im moving sideways 
no chance of winning
its just like always 
the sky is all grey 
torment of all days
cant eat cant sleep cant just stop thinking bout it

my heart is lost now
so much for trying
given up hope now
reign on you tyrant
rusted my lifeline
no use in crying 
cant bleed cant sleep cant just stop thinking bout it

~ verse 2 ~
Rise up! 
O mother of all pains 
to the altar of my verses!
no god 
or hell can make up 
the pitiful misery you wrought thee 

[chorus]

~ verse 3 ~

pressure spent look at the mess you created
when all is said and done theyll only groan at your name 
no pride behind a legend full of nothing but shame
100 years of silence broken only in vain 

[chorus x2]

wand of tens

im so sorry ive been gone for two weeks
ive been busy reliving tragedies
that i never experienced

im so sorry you thought i was gone for good
ive been busy reliving my childhood
that never went away

when its all said and done
who who will care what ive done
when its all said and done
will you follow when i run

is it true, what you told me all those years ago
if i look upon you ill be sure to turn to stone
whats it take to be worthy i can change and i can grow
i can keep my distance but please dont leave me alone
hypocritical, i know more than i am letting on
knowledge means nothing if i cant fix me 'fore im dead and gone
ive said this before just hold me still and tell me im wrong
until then ill just sit here stuck singing the same song

when its all said and done
who who will care what ive done
when its all said and done
will you follow when i run

go outside and smell the flowers
heart beats faster by the hour
what will happen when we're gone
nothing left or nothing lost?

old odd ends

prod @vai5000 vocals @blissom master by @ryptage

searching for a reason [vai5000 + blissom]

Single 1 of 4
written, performed, produced & mixed by Micah Callari
mastered by @ryptage

LYRICS:
(It’s about… adventure!)

There’s a frog in my throat
And I think that she croaked
I get a little bit anxious
When I think about goals

Cuz I was made for the city
New York in the nighttime, felt so itty bitty
Walking down the street, do the people think I’m pretty
Came here to remember what I’m even living for
Cuz there’s something more out there for me

Where I am is fine, ‘til I step outside
This town isn’t mine, and I hate the damn state
Rich retirees, and their entitled pleas
It’s a tourist trap, and I’m stuck with the bait
And rent is so high, that I can’t even pay it
My job pays shit, but I can’t say I hate it
I know I’m much better off than most of my friends
But this place might be my end

Cuz I was made for the city
New York in the nighttime, felt so itty bitty
Walking down the street, do the people think I’m pretty
Came here to remember what I’m even living for
Cuz there’s something more out there for me

(I was made for the city)
(Cuz I was made for the city)

Oh, a dozen churches in a row
I can’t even count how much I’ve driven this road
I always end up at the same place, same place
I always end up at the, I always end up at the
Mom and Pop, comic store, arcade, the smoothie place
Coffee shop, grocery store, gardens, and my workplace
Creek Christian, Woodland, First Faith Baptist
Everybody moving here’s a motherfucking fascist

At least that’s what it feels like
To not have a car here, not even a permit
At least I can still fly
Even if only for just a little bit

Cuz I was made for the city
New York in the nighttime, felt so itty bitty
Walking down the street, do the people think I’m pretty
Came here to remember what I’m even living for
Cuz there’s something more out there for me

(I was made for the city)
(Cuz I was made for the city)

Cars 2006

yonklolz qlein & vai5000 - manifesting messages [yonklolz]

prod me // art halo

blood seeps through my eyes
cutting holes in my disguise
damn like who am I 
feeling numb from all the crying
I still want my heart
hear it when it beats I can't
seem to hold it back
blood falls from my chest my hands

falls my chest my hands
blood fall from my chest my my my
falls my chest my hands
falls my chest my
falls my chest my hands
blood fall from my chest my my my
falls my chest my hands
falls my chest my

blood seeps through my eyes
cutting holes in my disguise
damn like who am I 
feeling numb from all the crying
I still want my heart
hear it when it beats I can't- 
seem to hold it back
blood falls from my chest my hands

I can't breathe here now
I'll try to 
find you
hold my chest open
you hold it
hold me 
tear me open hold me
say you won't stop till it's gone
it seeps outward I feel
you take it all from me

falls my chest my hands
blood fall from my chest my my my
falls my chest my hands
falls my chest my
falls my chest my hands
blood fall from my chest my my my
falls my chest my hands
falls my chest my

blood seeps through my eyes
cutting holes in my disguise
damn like who am I 
feeling numb from all the crying
I still want my heart
hear it when it beats I can't
seem to hold it back
blood falls from my chest my hands

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ONE WEEKEND, 26 SONGS, 34 ARTISTS, ONE ALBUM

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veil - tayxm, gupsemicolon

paradise - daniboi, DWARDO, wormhole!!

THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE UPCOMING ALBUM

prod me
no mix, demo
extra guitar work by me
cover art from "chirk" game
production inspired by freger

so summer's gone
it's fun to act like it's not over
i'm ugly like i was back then
i ran away into a mountain
where nothing passes by but wind
and everybody's looking at me
but no one looks at me like you, no one looks at me like you
it all went wrong
i tried to tell you you were different
you never even paid me mind
and getting you to say i love you
isn't the same as ily
and if i wasn't so obsessed
i admit that it's a waste of time, admit that it's a waste of time

would you care to add me to the roster
my bones are getting weak
i know i've been acting like a monster
but don't be afraid of me
this time i don't wanna go home
i'll be one of your freaks
your sorry eyes put me to bed, wake me up from my sleep
gnawing every single bone you shattered
you're everything i need
lately you've been coming off as creepy, like there's something that you've seen
why couldn't things be simple as i thought they would be
i clenched my jaw hard onto you, now i ran out of teeth

summer's gone

written

veil ft. gupsemicolon

josa, she/it 22
i make space music ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
1/6 https://soundcloud.com/evil-bitches-inc
1/2 https://soundcloud.com/gh3band

(self prod unless stated otherwise)

old odd ends

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