rise up! o mother of all pains

lyrics:

~ verse 1 ~
pressure building spitting steam from the vents
you caught me in the middle of a fix of the lens
the portrait on the wall will show you what you protect
ironically you are the very lord you resent
tell me again about your mountain of men
i heard a little rumor you belittle your friends
i heard that every soul can lose a chance to repent
admonish me again and ill make war for the spent

~ chorus ~
my head is spinning
im moving sideways 
no chance of winning
its just like always 
the sky is all grey 
torment of all days
cant eat cant sleep cant just stop thinking bout it

my heart is lost now
so much for trying
given up hope now
reign on you tyrant
rusted my lifeline
no use in crying 
cant bleed cant sleep cant just stop thinking bout it

~ verse 2 ~
Rise up! 
O mother of all pains 
to the altar of my verses!
no god 
or hell can make up 
the pitiful misery you wrought thee 

[chorus]

~ verse 3 ~

pressure spent look at the mess you created
when all is said and done theyll only groan at your name 
no pride behind a legend full of nothing but shame
100 years of silence broken only in vain 

[chorus x2]

wand of tens

i was at a low
lower than i'd ever been
i was at the floor of the deep blue sea
fighting for myself
with every bit of strength i had
but the killing blow was dealt by my own hand
you found me alone
and gave me a hand to hold
shoot for our dreams cause maybe we can
i dont understand
i dont think i ever will
you could have anyone and still chose me

i just need you
need you
to come save me
from myself, cause you know ive
been alone
by myself
for too long
don't you know how bad i need you?

anything you want
that's what i'll be cause i
need you in my life more than i need air
what would i do
without you around
nothing left to give but take it i dont care
you gave me a home
i gave you a sweater and cologne
if you returned the favor they would stop and stare
i gave you a hug and you embrace me back
don't you bottle up those feelings its too much to bear

i just need you
need you
to come save me
from myself, cause you know ive
been alone
by myself
for too long
don't you know how bad i need you?

intrusive thoughts inside my head
wont leave me be for days on end
why cant i just be normal and just
go outside and see my friends
self-hatred runs too deep for me
to say im fine and play pretend
keep on moving forward but
how will i be free again
when i look deep into your eyes
i know inside that we'll be fine
i say it cause i mean it
and i mean it cause i feel it
im hoping with my whole heart
that you don't think im full of shit
and that my wishful thinking is
a good investment of my time

i just need you
need you
to come save me
from myself, cause you know ive
been alone
by myself
for too long
don't you know how bad i need you?

wishful thinking

prod @vai5000 vocals @blissom master by @ryptage

searching for a reason [vai5000 + blissom]

Single 1 of 4
written, performed, produced & mixed by Micah Callari
mastered by @ryptage

LYRICS:
(It’s about… adventure!)

There’s a frog in my throat
And I think that she croaked
I get a little bit anxious
When I think about goals

Cuz I was made for the city
New York in the nighttime, felt so itty bitty
Walking down the street, do the people think I’m pretty
Came here to remember what I’m even living for
Cuz there’s something more out there for me

Where I am is fine, ‘til I step outside
This town isn’t mine, and I hate the damn state
Rich retirees, and their entitled pleas
It’s a tourist trap, and I’m stuck with the bait
And rent is so high, that I can’t even pay it
My job pays shit, but I can’t say I hate it
I know I’m much better off than most of my friends
But this place might be my end

Cuz I was made for the city
New York in the nighttime, felt so itty bitty
Walking down the street, do the people think I’m pretty
Came here to remember what I’m even living for
Cuz there’s something more out there for me

(I was made for the city)
(Cuz I was made for the city)

Oh, a dozen churches in a row
I can’t even count how much I’ve driven this road
I always end up at the same place, same place
I always end up at the, I always end up at the
Mom and Pop, comic store, arcade, the smoothie place
Coffee shop, grocery store, gardens, and my workplace
Creek Christian, Woodland, First Faith Baptist
Everybody moving here’s a motherfucking fascist

At least that’s what it feels like
To not have a car here, not even a permit
At least I can still fly
Even if only for just a little bit

Cuz I was made for the city
New York in the nighttime, felt so itty bitty
Walking down the street, do the people think I’m pretty
Came here to remember what I’m even living for
Cuz there’s something more out there for me

(I was made for the city)
(Cuz I was made for the city)

Cars 2006

yonklolz qlein & vai5000 - manifesting messages [yonklolz]

prod me // art halo

blood seeps through my eyes
cutting holes in my disguise
damn like who am I 
feeling numb from all the crying
I still want my heart
hear it when it beats I can't
seem to hold it back
blood falls from my chest my hands

falls my chest my hands
blood fall from my chest my my my
falls my chest my hands
falls my chest my
falls my chest my hands
blood fall from my chest my my my
falls my chest my hands
falls my chest my

blood seeps through my eyes
cutting holes in my disguise
damn like who am I 
feeling numb from all the crying
I still want my heart
hear it when it beats I can't- 
seem to hold it back
blood falls from my chest my hands

I can't breathe here now
I'll try to 
find you
hold my chest open
you hold it
hold me 
tear me open hold me
say you won't stop till it's gone
it seeps outward I feel
you take it all from me

falls my chest my hands
blood fall from my chest my my my
falls my chest my hands
falls my chest my
falls my chest my hands
blood fall from my chest my my my
falls my chest my hands
falls my chest my

blood seeps through my eyes
cutting holes in my disguise
damn like who am I 
feeling numb from all the crying
I still want my heart
hear it when it beats I can't
seem to hold it back
blood falls from my chest my hands

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cutter

COVER BY @biggart_ on twitter

ONE WEEKEND, 26 SONGS, 34 ARTISTS, ONE ALBUM

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veil - tayxm, gupsemicolon

paradise - daniboi, DWARDO, wormhole!!

THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE UPCOMING ALBUM

prod me
no mix, demo
extra guitar work by me
cover art from "chirk" game
production inspired by freger

so summer's gone
it's fun to act like it's not over
i'm ugly like i was back then
i ran away into a mountain
where nothing passes by but wind
and everybody's looking at me
but no one looks at me like you, no one looks at me like you
it all went wrong
i tried to tell you you were different
you never even paid me mind
and getting you to say i love you
isn't the same as ily
and if i wasn't so obsessed
i admit that it's a waste of time, admit that it's a waste of time

would you care to add me to the roster
my bones are getting weak
i know i've been acting like a monster
but don't be afraid of me
this time i don't wanna go home
i'll be one of your freaks
your sorry eyes put me to bed, wake me up from my sleep
gnawing every single bone you shattered
you're everything i need
lately you've been coming off as creepy, like there's something that you've seen
why couldn't things be simple as i thought they would be
i clenched my jaw hard onto you, now i ran out of teeth

summer's gone

written

veil ft. gupsemicolon

josa, she/it 22
i make space music ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
1/6 https://soundcloud.com/evil-bitches-inc
1/2 https://soundcloud.com/gh3band

(self prod unless stated otherwise)

wishful thinking

gupsemicolon

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