2nd track off my 1st EP 'Chronic Sonder' that is now out on all platforms! Lmk how it sounds!!! 

(yeah)
Wake up in the morning then i go for a walk
Wake up in the morning then i
Wake up in the morning then i go for a walk (a walk)
Leave my phone at home cause i do not want to talk.
They say, they're there for me but they do not want to call, (to call)
I guess they'd rather see me lying down on the block. 
And why is everyone staring at me like a hawk. (like a hawk)
Can anybody tell me what the fuck going on?
I'm just trying be myself, why you calling the cops?
Why you looking at me as if im about to erupt?
They're not 6 feet away and im bout to blow up. (blow up)
They're gonna call the cops and tell em its a setup.
I remember when when my teacher told me keep my head up. (yeah)
I remember alot of things that you never heard of.
I think its best we never jump over that hurdle. (why)
Cause then we're gonna talk about what you deserve....
And i don't want to know what you've earned (earned)
This year I've learned, 
This year I've been burned 
And I've yearned
And I turned 
And vectored
Left the 
Sector 
(yeah)
Seeked out
Creator
Left home
Traitors
How can you leave me, she told me.
Its not you, it is me, these fantasies. (yeah)
Believe me, beseech me, disdain.
Ive walked the walk
I've talked the talk 
In vain (yeah)
Now i have to move on now with your pain
Wake up in the morning then i go for a walk (a walk)
Wake up in the morning then i
And I turned 
And vectored
Left the 
Sector 
Seeked out
Creator
Left home
Traitors
Wake up in the morning then i go for a walk 
Wake up in the morning then i

Chronic Sonder

A Walk

Lyrics:
I wasn't the man that she wanted
No need for the toxic language
I can't breathe
Toxic energy
Surrounding me
I guess its time to leave
Don't follow me
Toxic tendency
Toxic fantasy
It's you or it's me
Who's meant to bleed
Fight for needs
Fight to see
Ignite gasoline
I wasn't the man that she wanted
No need for the toxic language
Now I'm stuck in the middle like a sandwich
All she wanted was to fuck and now I'm damaged
I ask myself every day what the fuck happened
Smoke this blunt live happily ever after
I wasn't the man that she wanted
No need for the toxic language
I wasn't the man that she wanted
No need for the toxic language
Now I'm stuck in the middle like a sandwich
All she wanted was to fuck and now I'm damaged
I ask myself every day what the fuck happened
Smoke this blunt live happily ever after
I wasn't the man that she wanted
No need for the toxic language
Now I'm stuck in the middle like a sandwich
All she wanted was to fuck and now I'm damaged
I ask myself every day what the fuck happened
Smoke this blunt live happily ever after
I wasn't the man that she wanted
No need for the Toxic language

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Toxic Language

Let it all go
Watch it fly away
Don't look back
Look for yourself
Find another way
Don't even hesitate
You deserve more from this place
Don't let it go to waste
I would be there to blame
Now I stay in my lane
Learned from the heartbreaks
Grew from the outbreak
Now I'm stuck cause I won't play
All the games with the Words they say
Outcasting me like I caused the pain
The best thing to do is walk away
Like freddy krueger chasing tina gray
I made an oath that I'll never break
Let it all go
Watch it fly away
Don't look back
Look for yourself
Find another way
Don't even hesitate
I wish you
Could love me
I thought that
You did
For real
Now I
Can see that
You never
Cared for
Me
The distance
Between you
And I
Will always be far
The way I see it
You won't admit it
You had a chance to
Come clean & you didn't
You lied to my face and
Put words in my mouth and
Set my life on fire
Man this girl is a liar
Let it all go
Watch it fly away
Don't look back
Look for yourself
Find another way
Don't even hesitate
I wish you
Could love me
I thought that
You did
For real
Now I
Can see that
You never
Cared for
Me
The distance
Between you
And I
Will always be far

I Thought That You Did FR

All them people staring while you climbing the mountain
This ain't no game I don't play bitch
Mansions and fountains
And all my life I ain't doing this to hit it and quit it
Been spending all my life like I'm independent

Yeah
Like I'm independent
Don't need anybody cause I'm all up in it
Yeah
Like I'm independent
All these mother fuckers trying to get up in it
Yeah
Claiming my percentage
All these mother fuckers trying to get up in it
Yeah
But in this dimension
You live and you let live and you bury it

Yeah
Like I'm independent yeah
People come to me because they the dependent ones
Claiming my percentage yeah
All I want is the Benjamins so fuck the ones
Who never believed in me
Can't you see what that did to me
Can't you believe it now
I just want freedom now
I'm the realest
Can't you see why I'm doing this
There is a reason

I'm just trying to learn from all the mistakes I've made
Can't believe that was me
Will never do again
And just because I ask for help
Doesn't mean be mean
I'll never be dependent 
Like I'm independent

Yeah
Like I'm independent
Don't need anybody cause I'm all up in it
Yeah
Like I'm independent
All these mother fuckers trying to get up in it
Yeah
Claiming my percentage
All these mother fuckers trying to get up in it
Yeah
But in this dimension
You live and you let live and you bury it

All them people staring while you climbing the mountain
This ain't no game I don't play bitch
Mansions and fountains
And all my life I ain't doing this to hit it and quit it
Been spending all my life like I'm independent

Yeah
Like I'm independent
Don't need anybody cause I'm all up in it
Yeah
Like I'm independent
All these mother fuckers trying to get up in it

Mansions & Fountains

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Never U

Never U (Extended Version)

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BACKTOLIFE

I can't
Do this
Is all you had to
Say
I spent
My love
In the worst
Way
How can you miss me
Stuck in misery
You're all that I see
Silhouette in green
Makes me feel im seen
Want you to chase me
Go a round or three
I just want to be with you
Wanna be with you
I miss the scent all over you
Miss the scent of you
I just want to see you
Just wanna see you
I just want to heal you
Just wanna heal you
I just wanna bleed with you
Wanna bleed with you
I just want to feel you
Just wanna feel you 
Woah
I meant nothing
You stole something
I remember the day you ran off
You gave me your stuff
You said nothing
I knew something
I remember the day you felt off
You knew you messed up
I can't
Do this
Is all you had to
Say
I spent
My love
In the worst
Way

Silhouette in Green

original by https://soundcloud.com/heylog
reprod, vocals, etc by me

Lyrics:
Can you keep a secret? Don't tell anyone
These butterflies around me resting on my thumb
I think they're a sign that I've made it from numb
Dodging my own hatred but I fail to duck
We've tried but it's so hard
I'm just another kid reaching for your arms
Like I said, can we try again?
I swear to you, I'll make it up
But this is probably the end

Into light
Hold my hand
For the fight
War's ahead
File in line
Hold the stance
Here the monsters like to dance
Viruses versus pesticides
I'm hoping I'll sleep through the night
Hold my hand as we go high
Do not look down, just close your eyes

So if you keep this secret will you go and tell?
'Cause if that's the case I'll keep it to myself
But you can tell me yours, I won't tell anyone
This stays between us and no one else
I miss talking with our eyes, it hurt like hell
So are you doing fine? 'Cause I'm wishing well
I have your turtleneck, but it lost your smell
I think of you too much, you're killing my brain cells
When I was a child I had everyone
Now I'm older and I don't feel like growing up
I've changed since, I've hidden for a couple months
And they still been the same, try it for yourself
The war is on its way, can you hear them run?
They're raging, but they laugh when the job is done
And the boy who's in his gut sobbing 'cause he lost
'Cause everything he did had no purpose and not even a cause

Into light
Hold my hand
For the fight
War's ahead
File in line
Hold the stance
Here the monsters like to dance
Viruses versus pesticides
I'm hoping I'll sleep through the night
Hold my hand as we go high
Do not look down, just close your eyes

The war
Is done
Set fire
To them all
Silence
Peaceful
Finally
(You've escaped)
(You're so lucky)
(You've run from me)

Can you keep a sec-sec—? Don't tell anyone
These b-b-flies around me resting on my thu-umb
I-I think they're a-a sign that I've made i-it f— numb
Dodging my own hatred but I fail to duck
We've tried but it's so-o hard
I'm just another ki-i-i-id reaching for your ar-ar-ar—
Like I said, can we try again?
I swear to you, I'll make it up
But this is probably the en—

the war (heylog cover)

withoutyou

Hey There I am Gurudine & I'm Moroccan/Egyptian and born in Queens, FL but raised in Miami, FL. I love to write music, play the drums, produce beats and so much more. Art has always been the way for me to go. I am very introverted but an extrovert when it comes to music. Each song of mine is piece of who I really am so if you wanna know more about me, definitely dive into my universe

A Walk

Gurudine

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