I love this song it speaks wha my heat feels about my father I lost him recently its been the hardest thing in my life to ever have to overcome that you honestly it exercises  my heart to keep pushing I didn't think I'd make it this far thank you

glad i found it again after all these years

this is the first time ive ever heard something like this. its so pretty.

i think i might put out an album soon but i'm shy & just stick 2bad recordings ...

if you really wanted to die
i would gladly join your side
and if youre ready to leave
i'll pack my bags 
and i'll go with you
cus id follow like a shadow in the ground
silent with you
making no sound
cus if you werent here
i think id
disappear
and i cant imagine a life
without you by my side
loyal like a dog without a chain
chasing after your remains
id dig myself up to the bone
just to lay next to you
and no we dont have to breathe
ill understand that you
wanted to leave
and ill love you forever
even after were dead
lay with you forever
in a graveyard bed
and we'll go to sleep
we'll go to sleep
we'll go to sleep

sleepingdog

Tamed Struggle [prod.P.A]

TOMBSTONES PT. 3713

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prod/mix/mastered: @twdutchman
bandcamp download - https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/will-i-ever-care

[lyrics]
i think my feelings are gone forever
i don't think i’ll ever get it together
i don’t even miss you anymore
i can’t find anything worth living for
i can’t remember if i ever cared
i can’t remember will i ever care
will i ever care
can i even care 
break me, break me outta here
take away all of my fears
show me, make it fuckin clear
tell me, tell me why I’m here
will i ever even care 
can i ever even care
will i ever even care
take away my fears

Will I Ever Care (prod. The Wild Dutchman)

IWASWAITINGINVAIN

Original Sample - Nicole Dollanganger : Mean

☣☥♂♵♹♳♵♂☥☣ - cccxxiii

prod ʎpoqou
vocals recorded at bridge east studios by john dello lacono 
the love means so much, thank you <3

sitting in silence
with nothing between
but the air we breath 
and the words we don’t speak 
blue eyes 
just holding tight 
i see you smile 
fingers can’t seem to type
just taking time 
never knew much of it 
but i didn’t mind 
we become more alined
just you on my mind
and holding on to the wrong things
at times 
just know that i try
to make you as happy
with each calling of mine
no poetic nature
just me and myself and i
blue seems so fitting
to match a purple hairline

blue seems so fitting
to make up for the things 
we can’t seem to get together

it all seemed to fit so nicely (prod ʎpoqou)

i undermined whats undetermined 
whats on your mind i dont mind silence 
i prefer it i know i deserve it
i feel so imperfect
i work so hard for myself
and it never comes out worth it 
but we can work it out 
we can work this out 
i know my demons hurt you 
i hope you're not afraid 
i know i dont deserve you 
i think its all the same 
i dont think its gonna change
all the things ive seen inside my fucking brain
tell me the same
people live and 
love then 
they leave
what can i give when you already have every fucking thing
you're so pristine worth more than diamonds 
but im stuck in things ive seen 
people live 
and love then they leave
and i just wish 
i could give you every thing
i dont have shit 
im so dirty you're so clean 
and innocent
sometimes i feel like im mean 
what does it mean 
why have we seen the things we've seen 
its part of we 
its part of you and part of me 
the worlds a screen
i think we're stuck inside tv
our lifes a show 
a comedy and tragedy 
cus people live and 
love then 
they leave
what can i give when you already have every fucking thing
you're so pristine worth more than diamonds 
but im stuck in things ive seen 
people live 
and love then they leave
and i just wish 
i could give you every thing
i dont have shit 
im so dirty you're so clean

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Live, Love, Leave  (prod ʎpoqou x ÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ )

Sticks and stones may break my bones 
But words can kill my soul 
I could sleep outside don’t need a home 
Just need to fill this hole 
instruct myself to self destruct 
So I feel in control 
Its been so long since things went wrong 
When can I feel whole 
Its beautiful 
The way it falls apart 
ive never seen pain be that intoxicating.
its horrible 
The way it comes together 
When you know it won’t work out forever.  
Step by step we move along 
To the beat of our own song
Everyone hears different music 
Nothings right or wrong 
So keep it moving keep it goin
Dont slow ur down pace 
i try to hurry up but just end up 
Running in place
motivated by the pain I feel 
When I see ur face
I still think ur beautiful 
It just isnt the same

;(

tamaoochi

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