Semi Siren - Luna

Prod. ?

lyrics:
i let you play with my heart again
had it on the righthand sleeve of my cardigan
i let you play with my heart again
talking to the man in the mirror like hes my only friend

world is turning upside down
idek who the hell i am now
wish i could turn it all around
so much i wanna say but i cant make a sound (x2)

i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)

there must be something wrong with me
i dont know what it is but i cant breathe
need to run, im so damn anxious
cant help but feel so nauseous (x3)

i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)

i dont know whats going on with me
i think theres something wrong with my health
anxiety been creeping again slowly
and honestly im not doing so well

i could kill myself here tonight
its probably easier than living my life
when i tell everyone im doing fine
i know its a lie, im too tired to cry


i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)



nauseous

For Now

Chillin' in my Crib [prod. cxrter & cloud]

.shove.

Collaboration with artist B-RizzO of 3CMB Entertainment, Synesthetic & NTR(NicoleTheRapper) from Dallas, Texas

Produced by Synesthetic

Links🔗⬇️

NicoleTheRapper:🎼🎤🔥
https://soundcloud.com/user-381264258

NTR YT: 🎥🎧⏯
https://youtube.com/@nicoletherapper727?si=tu0KoNZGx69glpgP

PsychoGurl [Explicit] Ft. B-RizzO x Synesthetic x NTR(NicoleTheRapper) [Prod. By Synesthetic]

Collaboration with Artist MiloTheMartian & B-RizzO of 3CMB Entertainment 

Produced by Forgotten
Mixed by B-RizzO & MiloTheMartian

Song for Project 
⛓"Unchained Tales of Hallow's Eve"🎃

MiloTheMartian:🔗⬇️🎧🎼
https://m.soundcloud.com/milothemartian1

RecIPe R.I.P. [Explicit]  Ft. MiloTheMartian X B-RizzO [Prod. By Forgotten]

ive been thinkin
its not my fault
back on the wall
had my back up on the wall but they makin feel horrible no matter what I thought
i know this cant be enjoyable for as long as i want
but my thoughts still seem recorable so i tell em wassup
its making me feel terrible when you say what you want from me
i can see through your smile when you dont whats wrong with me
i promise that ill get there one day
dont wanna say probably
but maybe this is all the reasons why they been bothering
theyre not following
its cuz they dont know what its been like when i get to work
its been hallowing
see me spill pain on shirt
and they like oh my god what is wrong w him
maybe this could be something thats really good for me
so it would really be something if i would back out
wish that i could walk through life somewhat comfortably
feel like a zombie homie need a nap like right now
Been tryna tell em this ain’t something i can write down
i hope these words thats in my head will help my bank account
but thats not really why im here not here to make it out
im just tryna tell em how i feel from the confines of my house

just give me time ill turn nothing to something
all these restless nights alone this shit aint something i wanted
im in the gutter now
his bones are no longer solid
just pull me out
i can barely stand for this let alone stomach
its too much for you
i know that feeling myself
but how do you think i feel after "letting you down"
the path to life is steep
if nothing else than you should stay for me
im floating right before i fall asleep
if nothing else ill see you in my dreams
just know that ill love you eternally
but i feel so worthless
i wanna see
wanna see ya
wanna show you my song and give your head a kiss
i look disgusting bae got blood coming out my lips
i fear the day you call me trash i think ill fucking flip my lid
some days i think that my shit trash but nah fuck it im him
im fucking drunk right now so fuck it aw fuck it im him
baby me and you got love like pam and jim
this feeling inside of my heart so hollowing

hollowing (p. under the maple tree)

prod. pyctur // @justdxnt

(Riddle)

wonder what you saying to me?
underwater with my eyes off 
waiting to be 
i keep playing off my ipod
sing me to sleep 
feeling warmer with the lights on 
she tryna take a picture with a nikon
i’m only a performer not an icon 
i wonder what you saying to me?

she thought i was someone who i wasn’t 
but i love her i ain’t budging 
probably shocked her when i changed 
look,
i said that i’m honestly the one you’ve always wanted what’s the benefit to change
strange 
lobotomy to brain 
hurt me when i oughta be the one out of her lane 
plain 
sighted
have you been on plane? 
let me take you somewhere cause here i couldn’t explain 
baby you look awfully like someone i know you wasn’t 
why you always tryna keep me outta place?
  
(JustDxnt)

she always wants to facetime
makes my world turn cold cause she ain’t mine
so dark 
where am i?
i’m on standby 
ima make it out bitch yeah then i’m sky high 
i’m high
i’m so high 
gonna cry 
i wanna die 
i’m on it
my life’s a lie 
wished you’re mine upon a star
upon it
is that bizarre?
you’re my superstar
i might go and raise the bar
we go reservoir dogs supersonic
i don’t need nobody else cause i feel right at home with you 
i hope you see me now 
see me dancing money moves 
so fuck 
who you wanna fuck with?
shawty say what’s up
hold me where the tungsten 
grind the metal love
damn it babe i want you bad 
times passed from the time that i want you back 
too bad
you already had a chance
look me in my eyes and you caught me in a trance

nikon w/ justdxnt

album art photo by mxtthxw

lyrics:

always too selfish, always too soft on myself
im a burden, clasping at my pearls while i shout
trust the process, i can turn this garbage into clout
grab the forceps and rip the joy right out
desperation the only thing that you have left me here to hold
tore my heart right out and now my chest is but a hole
i push back against any progress headed towards my goals
i hope i sing this loud enough that this time i can

take back everything you said me
cause they never meant a thing
you just wanted the best of me
and now im hollowed 
out 
but i still cant seem to understand
that you were bad for me
so ill come back like i always do

i put pedal to the metal but im never headed anywhere
any words out of my mouth are met with just a vacant stare
i passed through your city but i didnt seem to find you there
i guess hell has new rules about linking up the violent pairs
i lurk in the shadows, in the gutters, in the underground
find me downing bottles that i ripped out of the lost and found
i thought i made progress but im only heading backwards now
trusting my own process left me reaching out for something else

damn all this shit in my head
cause i cant get out of my bedroom
i think im better off dead
but my family dont got the headroom
i just rot and fill up with mold
infected inside, from head to toe
i just wanted to feel somewhat at home
but i still cant

take back everything you said me
cause they never meant a thing
you just wanted the best of me
and now im hollowed 
out 
but i still cant seem to understand
that you were bad for me
so ill come back like i always do

ill come back (self prod)

Pink is A Shade of Red EP just 4 U ⊹⋛⋋( ՞ਊ ՞)⋌⋚⊹ 

Engineer: Paul Ian Bailey
Beat Maker: Xavi Prats

Lyrics:
Disappearin is a hobby
Underground, who gone stop me
Seein villains in the lobby
That's why I fake out everybody, woah
Never knew me I do clone jutsu
Shadow work so deep, I split in two
I split in two

Call me, I'm not up
That's my faded, love my numb
Eyes so vacant, mouth is shut
Call this torture, call it fun
Wearin pink won't make us one
You can't copy who I was
Ain't it harder than it looked
Not my kin you're practice run

Disappearin is a hobby d d d d d d d d d
Hidden mist they'll never spot me, yuh h h h h h h h h
Keep my calm just like Itachi d d d d d d d d d
Tryna mimic, you're no Kakashi, yuh

And the point is who gone stop me
Symbols all over my body, yuh
Nagato I'm feelin godly
Can't have peace until you feel Pain woah
Pacifist until the hatred grew
Shadow work so deep I split in two
I split in two
Disappearin is a hobby
Underground, who gone stop me
Seein villains in the lobby
That's why I fake out everybody, woah
Never knew me I do clone jutsu
Shadow work so deep I split in two
I split in two
Wearin pink won't make us one
You can't copy who I was
Ain't it harder than it looked
Lost so much to get this good

Disappearin is a hobby d d d d d d d d d
Disappearin is a hobby d d d d d d d d d

Pink is A Shade of Red

clone jutsu :<

singer/rapper for the saddest humans

dm me for beat related stuff

ill come back (self prod)

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