ty ryn <3

lyrics: 

gutter:

i hold back, all these feelings that i couldnt brush past
i still hear your voice like its on playback
i cant escape all these wants that i have
i just need you here with me but i-

i still see you in my room
there's a burned in shadow next to where youd forgotten your perfume
keep these thoughts all under wraps to not appear like im uncouth
but inside im screaming out cause every day im missing you
and now i got a little movement from the time i spent in the booth
but nothin fuckin matters if i cant share it with you
i lost the best part of me when i failed to tell the truth
every day's a fucking struggle when i dont wake up with you
with you

ryn:

Everyday I wake up
Sweating in my sleep 
Having a withdrawal 
Since you're not right next to me 

Every moment passes
While I suffer with this void
Missing you like crazy 
In this life that I destroyed

I watch from a distance 
As you live your best life
Regretting everything 
That I did, it serves me right 

I messed it all up
By not telling you the truth 
Your scent lingers on my hoodies
And my tears blocking my view 

Every night
I think of us
What we could have been 
That warmth of your touch

In my dreams 
I can feel the rush
Like from when we met
When I felt your love... 


perfume (with ryn.) [prod. s0ftskelet0ns]

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perfume (with ryn.) [prod. s0ftskelet0ns]

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