I pray 2 gods below
o lord I need some help
succumbing to my thoughts 
I cannot feel myself
put my soul up on a shelf, mutilate myself
these nggas dont kno pain, pls feel it for yourself
i really hate my flesh 
my body isnt mine, her body so divine
bugs crawling down her spine 
o lord im such a slut, o yuri mi amor
they keep on throwin shade, they callin me a whore
didnt even get to know me you dont even know my lore
i feel just like a clown, im posted in the cirque
dont even get to know me, i don't even know my worth
i think that ive been cursed, i think it happened at birth
ive been begging, ive been waiting for rebirth
wont stop grindin, bitch im on timing
nggas keep biting, im posted like tyson

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Mutilated for your Enjoyment

niggas love to piss me off, they treat me like a fggot
i might sacrifice ur soul and burn ya fuckin lashes
yea i feel sum like a barbie, life is made of plastic
imma cut these pussy nggas off like, bitch thats it
put me in a casket, like ari in a casket
i just rlly wanna starve, i feel like a fat bitch

high asf im lacking, but i love the acid
bitch ik that its my life so imma fuckin grab it
yea that nigga took my heart and put it in a basket

bby i cant comprehend, i cant fucking grasp it
"um like damn I like shibari, can you tie me up?"
we were fucking in the backseat, now shes in my trunk
omg im lighting up, bby I feel light enough
imma spread my wings bby, fly just like a dove
wonder if there is a god above or maybe theres a god below
y do niggas love to ego, treat me like a ho

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Letter 2 Ari

Feel so heartstruck dont kno how to cope with it
Buddy got his glock tucked
U dont even know your limits
Baby kno you're so gifted 
Got me mad ik im trippin
I said that the perc did it
but you aint even working with me

Kno i've been on raw shit
 "my ho pretty ratchet" 
Know that you've been hoing can you stop all that acting
Nigga got his glock took, the pussy boy was lacking
Kno im off the perc bae, could tell just by the caption

I'm high and im wasted, i feel so out of place
And my mental might be breaking every time I see your face
Idek kno your name, you treat my feelings like a game
But for you I'd take the blame
I don't even feel the same
Nigga said he luvs the bass
I caught a nigga sum like ace
But bae ya know i love the taste
It burns my eyes just like it's mace

I don't think this shit gon work out yk that you don't want me
I don't think that I enjoy it talking to you is so daunting
Going to my bros crib, raw shit, roll up
They saying that im pussy, but nigga that's below us
I don't even like me, in me I don't give no trust

This nigga so oblivious i swear im tryna cuff him
Sometimes i dont like me i dont know how to function
Niggas love to talk shit but they always been bluffin
I don't think I'm really worth shit, nada nothing
Think im in a  bad mood might just get to cutting
Think i might obsessed, for you im always lusting
How could I ever love you when i don't even love me
Believe my every word, ur way too fucking trusting

I'm high and im wasted, bitch i feel so out of place
And my mental might be breaking every time I see your face
Idek kno your name, you treat my feelings like a game
But for you I'd take the blame
I don't even feel the same

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