TRACK LIST
0:00-3:33 - gucci flip, kaneda
3:33-5:50 - celebrity, horror + od1
5:50-7:50 - at night, horror + od1
7:50-10:43 - in the moment, od1 + horror
10:43-12:44 - what r u gonna do, kaneda
12:44-16:36 - bloodfeast(clubland birthday massacre 1995),vivi
16:36-18:40 - i hurt myself, kaneda
21:07-21:07 - untitled, kaneda + horror
21:08-22:49 - friday night, horror
22:49-24:52 - weekend, kaneda
24:52-END - horrorz, horror + od1

nmh comp mixtape 1

w/ @gutzxx 
prod by @1stress

lyrics:
(@disoc8)
ur so fucking perfect, im so fucking worthless
treat me soo good baby i do not deserve this
ur so fucking perfect, im so fucking worthless
cuts all down my arms baby i know i deserve this

inhaling toxins, 
i dont wanna buzz i dont wanna function
i like chemicals fill me up with poison
i might kms cant handle compunction

(@gutzxx)
p-p-perfection 
baby ur so perfect
poppin fent pills
cuz my body feels so worthless
we're on live gore
cut me with a saw
pls hurt me 
baby im so worthless
shes so perfect
im not worth it 
k-kill me in my sleep
baby i deserve it 
p-p-poppin fentanyl
till my body fuckin falls 
she so perfect im not worth it

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, I'M SURVIVING IT.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

perfect <3 w/ gutzxx (stress)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7smXfIiUFfv5gP4Nk0cH4b?si=67c26be48b2c4b95

[@pr6blms]
i know you hate me...
but ill still be there for you when it rains
i can not feel, theres so much blood on my fucking face
making me feel so left out, left out 0.o
Its driving me fucking insane I feel mental
feel like a weirdo just being around all of you
because of how you treat me! X_x
how you treat me, you act like a bitch!!
and you drive me crazy, i got ur cuts on my wrist.
drink my blood from my veins, think ur making me insane
i think im fucking stupid, i dont wanna hear your n-

[@disoc8]
im like me so why do u like me?
shes in my head like surgery 0.o
i feel like a surgeon i make myself bleed
i feel like a merchant im making money!
in the bathroom give myself stab wounds </33
k1ll mys3lf soon ill do it just for you!
slicing up my wr1sts, all i feel is bliss
im a piece of shit, its why im off the drinks.

[@1stress]
i cud go go go im so nauseous!!
all these fans hml Wont stop talkin 
I wanna see u bleeding out X_x
watch the blood run the cover </33
baby dont tlk u'll be found inside aguttr 
im so nauseous bby give me adderall 
cover me in toxins make me feel like im a doll 
wont stop talkin and ik u luv it luv it 
luv it when u lie bby ur so toxic...

ik u hate me w/ disoc8 + 1stress *ON ALL PLATS*

[od1]
want my eyes on her
but she do not like it
thought i was ur only 1
but u rly like this
cut my throat and drown me out
ur words yea they bring my doubt
every day ur here
n i think i need some help
keep me away
and i think i'll be okay

miss everything that u used to tell me
now i lay here watching blood run down my wrist
now i wish i could burn myself to ash
and u know i want that
stare at me as i rot away to nothing
in my bed n im clawing at my skin
i cant forget everything that u told me

baby u dont know this
i fk around n i get soulless
cut it out
i dont like this
all my scars they burn
when the moons out

[horror]
i’m ur broken doll
do u see me in ur nightmares
tie me the fuck up and cut me everywhere
i’m sick to my stomach bitch do u luv it
bile and puke turn a pretty smile rotten
corpses dancing in my head
hands so fucking bloody
shaking in the bathroom
i feel so fucking ugly
pretty scars on my chest
sobbing in the rain i’ve never felt so alone

endure w/ horrormovies (withdrawn)

dead celebrity, u look so fucking cute
with @anorexicbeauty , old one
prod. loony

snuffcide:
diet coke and monster i am a celebrity
baby on ur high heels fuck u till the death of me
open up ur eyelids murder u w violence
you hear something on the woods u better stay silent
monster monster bae  gimme a kiss
tell em where i hid the bodies while shes begging on her knees
suicidal party cut my wrist shawty
think i want ur body, ur damn fkn right bitch
murder hoes on the daily, crucify me cuzz im a crazy
suicidal option maybe, i did all for you my baby
all black fingernails, Leave me bleeding in the hail
snow gon heal my wounds, I just wanna kiss ur bruises
i dont wana hurt , I dont want my heart pierced
im freezing cold, U left a mark on my wrist

vampyrska:
fasion scars icon, met her at a diner
dance until the moon shines, scary fucking nights
all the plates are shaking, could it be a poltergeist?
cant somebody help me, im so clueless jesus christ
she is such a monster, bby is a monster
when she cuts myself up, i just wannt to accept her love
she is such a monster, bby is a monster
when she cuts myself up, i just wannt to accept her love

Spotify

dead celebrity w/ snuffcide

Prod: ilybeam
Mix: everyone
Master: me
Art: @hollowhatusaying

Lyrics:
…

seams (ilybeam)

mistletoe w/ techna (6383)

prod @misalivee
feature @skellingt0nn

@gutzxx
I sense something coming down
im feeling frightend
stuck in a world of silence
can you hear me fucking suffering
ohh I cant forget my lifes mess
mental health is rubbish
I cant fucking stop it 
I wanna see my knife inside your guts
I wanna show you bae come be my everything
if you give me what I want
cuz im addicted im addicted yh im addicted
leaking red blood fuck it up
tryna be like us 
im feeling homicidal im tryna light this whole pace up
I heard you like violence I like it when ur silent
when your bodys mangled up im fucking crawl inside it 
woah I cant forget my lifes a mess
mental health is rubbish
I cant fucking stop it 
I wanna see my knife inside your guts
I wanna show you of bae come be my everything
if u give me what I want

@skellingt0nn

oh,
i think about u bleeding every fuckin day
i know u know im not okay
it was not meant to be this way
i know i said that i would change
im so sadistic, so insane
put a bullet in my brain, put a bullet in my brain

slit my wrist
just for fun
sippin vodka, getting drunk
just so i can feel a lil numb
u know u make me feel so dumb
i know im hated by like everyone 
u put me down until i feel like nothing
ur the reason im holding the fucking gun

i cant forget w/skellingt0nn  (p.misalive)

y r u afraid of me w/ skypebf (buhguul)

luvwillow - y r u afraid of me w/ skypebf (buhguul)

prod me
sample is elfen lied ost lilium 

https://open.spotify.com/album/5ep5K5RcsW5vy4ttrk0gbQ?si=RXQ56rxGSlyEicDd9aPp4w

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJ54Q2HRBos

https://www.instagram.com/deadsince2011/
https://www.instagram.com/cy4ne/
https://www.instagram.com/swaglikejoms/

lyrics

(wintr)

dont check the bathroom
omg shes fkn dead
yea im laughing at u
coz u let it get to ur head
i wont yield
my scars will never heal
i wish that u were here
so i could kill you, my dear

ladies and gentleman open up your eyes
welcome to the circus where people come to die
mommy didn't care, coz she was never there
and i cant even blame her so i rip out my hair

(cy4ne)

i feel like i cant even understand your sorrow (alright)
come on baby let me take another photo
you look so cute whenever i cut you into pieces (yeah)
sink my teeth into your flesh, because i need it

i stared the afterlife, right into the eye 
when i saw my future it made me fuckin cry
i went to heaven and hall and said goodbye
but before this happens ill make sure u fuckin die (what)

(disoc8)

welcome to my fucking life, welcome to the shitshow
lost so many years and all my friends over a bimbo
so much anxiety, i'm peeking out the window
i can't fucking sleep cuz its my third day up on mephedrone 

ur so fucking hot oh my god ur so deceiving
took too many drugs, sorry bbyg i'm leaving
ur too fucking good for me
overdose on xtc
love 2 fucking self destruct 
cuz ik that we're meant 2 be 

enjoy <3

open your eyes ft. cy4ne + disoc8

It'll all  be alright......

Rough as  but its an idea!

i cant forget w/skellingt0nn (p.misalive)

gutzxx

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