Marigold

Complacent (feat. SadBoyProlific)

Chorus:
feel like a kid.
playing with blocks.
do it alone.
cuz I hate when they talk.
Get treated different.
they think that I’m smart.
Guess that I am.
But I can’t play the part.

wanna be cool.
wanna be special.
I wanna play sports.
And i wanna win medals.
Yea I want a trophy.
But please don’t approach me.
I’m anti-
Wait, just got a nosebleed.

Verse 1:
moms gonna get mad.
time flies, gotta rest from the jet lag.
Getting bullied at the park, can’t step back.
Sixth grade, broken heart, I regret that.

Next year, was a mess.
Still zero friends.
Middle school drama.
Stay home again.
I broke my hip, had to limp to my classes.
Getting made fun of, while people walked pass me.

That was reality.
It never changed.
Eighth was a blur.
Ninth wasn’t great.

I found a girl.
Who I thought was the one.
Then her parents found out about what had begun.

Yea they took her phone.
Called up the principal.
Said I was problematic, acting cynical.
I had some problems, I didn’t acknowledge.
Then I heard the rumors, and all of the gossip.

I was abusive and she was a bitch.
Both weren’t true, but that’s just how it is.
Try to be cool, and somebody get jealous.
Now you and girl, are just constantly yelling.

Then one day she left.
Blocked me on everything.
I couldn’t blame her.
After that, you could say we were strangers.
Sane people get attracted to danger yea.

Chorus:
feel like a kid.
playing with blocks.
do it alone.
cuz I hate when they talk.
Get treated different.
they think that I’m smart.
Guess that I am.
But I can’t play the part.

wanna be cool.
wanna be special.
I wanna play sports.
And i wanna win medals.
Yea I want a trophy.
But please don’t approach me.
I’m anti-
Wait, just got a nosebleed.

Outro:
Life is like building with toy blocks.
Build up to something amazing.
Someone destroys it.
That gets annoying.

@sorrow - toy block (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

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I'm So Good at Lying (feat. Powfu & Thomas Reid)

I Smoke To Cope

Down In The Dumps (feat. Jomie)

Upside Down in the Backseat

Upside Down in the Backseat (feat. Jomie)

STREAM/SPOTIFY

Im Losing It w/Matego (prod. moon)

Lyrics... 

My fate is sealed I don’t know what to do 
I been contemplating everything while locked in my room
I revolve around hate and I’ve been paying my dues
But I think I’m too late it’ll have me end in a tomb
Anyone can be snake and they never teach
That’s why you never see me trust they all deceased
So I’ve been taking pills I admit defeat
Honestly I’ll take it anything at all if it helps me to sleep

That’s the cards that were dealt 
And I’m sorry but my body I can feel breaking down
My mind ain’t any better I’m deceiving myself
And It’s funny cause the money yeah can’t buy my health
I need help
I need it bad
Mentally and physically I don’t have money to spend
Ain’t that crazy cause Every penny go to family and friends and that’s why I say I’m quitting music I like it but I’ll prolly be dead

I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired
I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired 
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired

feeling well 
I ain’t been feeling well
And I’m done with trying to talk I only bring people down
Seems I fuck up everything I swear I’m destined to failI
I’m breathing regret every time I fucking inhale

Moving on I can’t
Man I’m trying but my mind is stuck back in the past
I’d be lying if dying didnt seem that bad
I’m writing the facts I’m fucking fighting for this 
I give my life but that shit wouldn’t last

Yeah I’m giving my best but still want me to change
Man I’m trying to change
And I hate when they tell me I’ll see better days
Man that shit never came
Half of the help I’m getting feeling it’s fake

Fake as a bitch
I’ve been pushing but my mind it can’t handle this shit
I’ve been battling depression ever since just a kid
I’m a shell I’ve been broken and I’m sorry I got nun left to give

Honestly, I'm tired (prod. 4lexf)

Caffeine

Caffeine (feat. Chevy & Nalba)

Verse 1
Does heaven have wifi
I'm trying to call
Wanna come see you
But gates are 2 tall
Your hug was a drug
Now I know the withdraw
These pictures don't help
They’re just eating me raw
Are you an angel? 
Do you have cable? 
I wanna connect 
But I guess you’re not able
I wish you were
But the illness was fatal
A hole in my heart
Now it look like a bagel
I graduated but you didn’t see
And I’ll never know
It’s not a mystery 
I’m imaginating all our history
And hoping you will know all
That you meant to me, yeah
I miss your faces
I miss days when 
We would hang out 
But death had to take it
My heart has been aching
I see it all breaking
I hope you’ll come back
But I know you won't make it

Verse 2
This is hard for me
Honestly 
Got a missing part
Where my heart should be
I didn’t love you enough 
cuz I was too young
I didn’t take in all the art to see, yeah
Tell me now
What do you do?
Are you in heaven?
Is everything new?
I’m reading my Bible
And learning the truth
Hoping that I can come 
Be with you too 
Do you pray for me?
can you stay with me?
Are they games up there?
Will play with me? 
Maybe I wont ever 
Get to see you again
But if we’re friends
Will you wait for me? 
Do you talk to the angels at all?
Does God have a phone?
Does He ever call? 
I hear Him sometimes
A voice through my wall
Please know that I love you
And don’t ever fall

drunk (feat. Laeland & Rxseboy)

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