The Upload

single off my EP, dropping March 26th :)
prod. killedmyself x taylor morgan

lyrics:

[verse]
you shut me out but you’re still talking to him
i know that i just can’t compare to him
no matter how hard i try
i’m not the one inside her eyes

can we try another time
i wish that i could make you mine
i lose my breathe now death seems fine
just bear the burden, you’ll be fine

and when it’s time to leave
i’ll bring you with me
i know you hate me
your enemy

but that’s what i’ll be
then maybe you’ll see
what you could have had
been for me

[chorus]
i’m better now no thanks to you
the spirits haunting down this avenue
and when i return through the summon rune 
i hope you know that i’ll see you soon

im better now, i think (prod. killedmyself x taylor morgan)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2vleUuv3Q4

Forever (prod. Splashgvng)

self prescribing my own prescriptions 
To feed my addictions 
cause I never listen 
everyone will have their opinions 
So I keep my distance 
my mind in a prison 

wish that we could bridge our division 
it was my envision 
And now  I’m stuck missing 
Reminiscing Times we’d be kissing 
we’re in this position 
from my manic condition 

There’s no remedy 
So forget me 
The love I give is so fuckin deadly 
There’s nobody here that can save me
can’t even save me from myself 
yeah I’ve gone crazy 

Livin life 
I’m afraid to die 
bloodshot in my eyes 
feelin right 
cause I’m getting high 
hiding from my mind 
No reply 
When you lose someone 
that won’t come back like other times 
I crossed the line too many times 
And now you said your last goodbye 

I’m facing life back on my own again
back driving on the fuckin road again 
drinking away all of my pain again 
And doin drugs so I can make it end 

I’m Positively negative 
you’re the voice to my life’s narrative 
I’m sorry if I always get insensitive 
just give me drugs and alcohol those are my favorite sedatives 

give me more and more and more and more 
I ...just want...to be alright....

Manic Condition (prod. Sogimura)

sun w/skele & flowars (prod. sorrowbringer)

Nostalgia (noun) - a sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations.

Nostalgia is something that has always troubled me, as I found that it's difficult to properly put my emotions towards it into words. It's not necessarily, or at least in my opinion, a happy or sad emotion, it's just something that we feel. Remembering a possibly warped perception of the past to focus on because the present seems so grim. Looking back upon my childhood and early teenage years does invoke a sense of melancholy and nostalgia, and I tend to think that things were much more simple back then. Maybe it's because the problems of that time are over now that I am able to look at them so clearly, as the problems of the present are shrouded in fear and uncertainty.

I remember stomping through the woods with my friends, then going home to play my gamecube or gameboy, not really caring or thinking about the world around me. Maybe I get stressed out when thinking about nostalgia because I can't properly explain how it makes me feel, whether it's positive or negative, I'm not sure.

It's like a purple mist that surrounds distant memories, just slightly altering my perception of that time. It's interesting.

Thanks for listening <3

Retro Fantasia [prod. xmichaelwarren]

prod. @metlast
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

Lyrics:
Sometimes i get so fucking cold
All i know, all i know
Its etched so deeply in my soul
My soul 
Yeah i got ice inside my bones

But i dont mind its alright
Baby stay with me we got all night
Its alright, its alright
Those memories make me cry

got my eyes closed
Ill never go home
Im getting high tho
Everything turn slo mo

Im in this ride hoe
I see the end grow close
So would u hold me close
And never let me go


Let me go
Let me go
I know u let me go
I let myself get low
Pick up my self, cry alone
Wipe up the blood, check my phone
I just cant take it anymore
I just cant take it anymore


got my eyes closed
Ill never go home
Im getting high tho
Everything turn slo mo

Im in this ride hoe
I see the end grow close
So would u hold me close
And never let me go

Never Let Me Go (prod. Metlast)

No Advice

produced by heylog

lyrics:
the birds all sing a beautiful song
light beams through this is where i belong
peaceful people who fear to talk
they mimic them and love to mock
women from different countries
i feel pressured there's people watching me
pull u in with the sound of harmonies
they say this kid's gifted with prodigy

occupied i'm tired of people
that look in ur eye tells me u are deceitful
you live knowing this time your whole act has been a lie
you walk by the garden and every flower dies

THE BIRDS ALL SING A BEAUTIFUL SONG
LIGHT BEAMS DOWN THIS IS WHERE I BELONG
PEACEFUL PEOPLE WHO FEAR TO TALK
THEY MIMIC THEM AND LOVE TO MOCK
WOMEN FROM DIFFERENT COUNTRIES
I FEEL PRESSURED THERE'S PEOPLE WATCHING ME
PULL YOU IN WITH THE SOUND OF HARMONIES
THEY SAY THIS KID'S GIFTED WITH PRODIGY

yeah u better run from me i said
i'm used to this and being lonely
conversations don't extend when i'm
short on words i guess i don't feel like talking
spare my life it's just begun
i'm still tryna get us back but i know we're done
growing old too fast i'm too slow to outrun
problems chasing me but i know that they won

spotify

this is where i belong

bring the knife out, you're already killing me 

prod. @nevrfall

guess it's my fault
i just have to take it all
say you love me, don't mean it
you wanna play along
my fault
i get too emotional
losing feeling, i need it 
so treat me terrible

i'm a puppet
got your hands wrapped around all the strings
pull em tighter 
baby come on, make me bleed
i know you love it 
all the words you've been saying to me 
bring the knife out, you're already killing me 

head to a gun
whisper to me so softly
never enough
leaving marks on my body
isn't it fun
keeping tabs on my heartbeat
but this isn't love
my hands shake when you call me

treat me terrible

treat me terrible (prod. nevrfall)

tell me that it's all a lie, that u loved me for life

prod @thersx

tell me that it's all a lie

sounds of the silence (prod. hazenova)

regret

ROI - JUMPIN

Take Me Down

Produced by @nevermadeithome 

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Lyrics Below;

*hook*

Oh, so you started seeing him now 
What happened to “don't worry about him your over reacting” 
Oh was I now? 
Guess who got caught lying
Its you with the pretty face!
Or should I say? Devil with a mask on 
I hope you and that fuck boy don't last long 
How come I find myself coming back to you 

*bridge*

Sick scrolling your timelines
Looking through your likes like
Tears in my eyes I 
Hate myself sometimes  x2 

*verse*

Does he buy you anything you want 
Gets you diamond rings so you can flaunt 
For other boys, little does he know 
It happened to me. 
I was the first never gonna be the last 
Should of known from the start that she wasn't after love
Just taking souls, moving on, buying clothes 
This fucking girl, broke my heart.

*hook*

Oh, so you started seeing him now 
What happened to “don't worry about him your over reacting” 
Oh was I now? 
Guess who got caught lying
Its you with the pretty face!
Or should I say? Devil with a mask on 
I hope you and that fuck boy don't last long 
How come I find myself coming back to you 

* second bridge*

I cant watch you with him 
It makes my stomach turn 
But for some reason 
I cant fixate my eyes on you x2

*bridge*

Oh, so you started seeing him now 
What happened to “don't worry about him your over reacting” 
Oh was I now? 
Guess who got caught lying
Its you with the pretty face!
Or should I say? Devil with a mask on 
I hope you and that fuck boy don't last long 
How come I find myself coming back to you

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Pretty Face (me)

Hear my cries,
angel please,
I've been up for days,
no one feels my pain,

somewhere I lie,
here in a pit of shrooms,
hiding from the truth,
I can't be with you,
you make me feel anew.

who are you to run from me?
say that you care,
pretend that I'm god,
and make this life fair

Lets Play God (ft. romeo!)

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