I’m always changing up my mind 
To change up how I feel inside 
impulsive cause I ride to die 
Get high as fuck to feel alright 
I dont think that I’ll change 
I know I’m stuck I know Im never gonna be okay 
I’m addicted to all of this god damn pain 
I can’t make this go away 

( @denverkell )
i take my meds
feel the side effects
i don’t think that i would be here 
without all my friends 
i still uh pay the price 
i genuinely can’t uh change my mind 
i’m praying for the day they stand in line 
i make these songs so i can save a life 

i don’t wanna pay somebody just to talk to me
so i record another song to get it off of me 
apparently this is my therapy 
my thoughts racing now and theyre scaring me 

i still want you to give me that look you used to 
before the weed and alcohol that i abused 
they say don’t let the past control you let it fuel you 
well i’m still somewhere stuck in limbo i can’t choose 
i might just go take my meds i might just go take

(GXLKE)

Shift my mind up with the seasons 
Close myself up, there’s no reason 
To feel like this, but man I’m bleeding 
black from my heart, I don’t believe in myself 

I don’t believe in Myself, 
I don’t take care of my health 
spending all of my wealth 
Smoking on that top shelf 
Drinking truly like hell 
Staying crossed can’t you tell 
Faded under your spell 
miss you and our talks about 
nights where we always fell 
in love again 
I fucked up yeah i know I did 
You always wanna think about
feelings but I’m too shut out 
always make myself left out 
self inflected shout me out 
that’s all I ever think about

How I Feel Inside (Feat. Yung Kell) (prod. Afterlife)

Prod. Roxa 

Gobbled up two strips while you call me useless 
Don’t you think I know this lover 
Gobbled up two strips while you call me useless 
Don’t you think I know this lover 

Came back tonight and you smell like liquor lines 
And I can not see your eyes with those bags just like disguises 
I’m crying wine which you’ve seen like twenty times and you know I’m fucking feening while I’m leaning on my knife 
God damn 

Can you a hold back a little for me
You don’t see what I see 
Breaking two bones in two weeks 
All just from what I receive  

Gobbled up two strips while you call me useless 
Don’t you think I know this lover 
Gobbled up two strips while you call me useless 
Don’t you think I know this lover 

Gobbled up two strips while you call me useless 
Don’t you think I know this lover 
Gobbled up two strips while you call me useless 
Don’t you think I know this lover

Useless

Useless (prod. Roxa)

@riphomesick

Help find the consequence 
For stealing my heart and leaving for good this time
Help me find my way back home 
I’m tired of the problems In my head 
I can’t see clearly 
I guess we’re falling apart 
I guess your body is a work of art 
Got a head full of problems and I don’t wanna start again 

Help find the consequence 
For stealing my heart and leaving for good this time
Help me find my way back home 
I’m tired of the problems In my head 
I can’t see clearly 
I guess we’re falling apart 
I guess your body is a work of art 
Got a head full of problems and I don’t wanna start again

(Morgan Bates)
i dont wanna say it
but i'm missing yesterday
holdin on with drastic changes
somehow always feel the same
but i fight it
help me understand
i always miss the point with you
i dont wanna start again
i dont have to make amends
left my life vacant
scribbled down in past tense
the things you say are vapid
its lackin passion
layin on the floor
givin in to these distractions

(nevrwrld)
Help find the consequence 
For stealing my heart and leaving for good this time
Help me find my way back home 
I’m tired of the problems In my head 
I can’t see clearly 
I guess we’re falling apart 
I guess your body is a work of art 
Got a head full of problems and I don’t wanna start again

Consequence (remix) w/ homesick [+ sogimura]

Only You (Prod Splashgvng)
Key B Major
Bpm 128

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🎸 Guitar by Splashgvng

Only You

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

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Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

Lyrics:
sometimes i really wonder if im only gettin dollars cause i fucked up
never kept a job they told me kid you better buck up
no one ever like you if you sad and you be stuck up
thinking on my past and all the things that really fucked up

my mental i be on a roll im smokin menthol
mix it with the ganja now its foggy in the temple
thought that i saw god but only really saw a rental
everybody sellin it its only fundamental

washin my hands, cause ion really wanna get sick
steppin outside, and then we'll prolly all just get hit
that was all for nothing, you get hit with the stick, your brain gon be split, aint no one remember what you spit

and i could go all day
sippin whiskey out the bottle just to be okay
i destroy my fuckin guts and put it on display
you hear what i say, yall just cant confront the thoughts i wanna convey

bitch, i get some money piling checks
you could check my bank account and see these numbers all the rest, is just pretending they got gucci and some prada just to flex, but ion even play that shit i keep it humble im a mess

you could hand me the glock, i point it straight up at my brain
everybody lookin at me like they think i went insane, so i wont pull the trigger even at the end of the day
im going insane, im drowning in pain, i wanna be named

as the big bad wolf, you could catch me alone
im in a big bad mood, while i sit on my throne
a messy ass room, you know how we do, im makin it through, im paying everything that gotta be due

im, sippin some whiskey while im writing writing these words
i know they coming out too real and you just think im absurd
for all the thoughts inside my brain, its getting worse like every day
no im just kidding im just playing i know ill be okay

how the fuck i get here?
was supposed to be a big year, now im sittin in my room i got a grave to dig here
know its been a while since i really only been here
grinding every day just to really only get here

yo, like where the fuck did my life go
i wake up every day like where the fuck did the time go
could really give a fuck its all about the survival
im writing all this down like issa verse in the bible

i get stuck, inside this part of my mind
that says im really not okay but i just wanna be fine, but fuck it we just keep on ballin gettin money in time
cause maybe if i just ignore it then ill really be fine

they say, hk cant spit
what you call this boy, got me chompin at the bit
got respect for all the OGs and the new skool kids
we could really take it over now watch this bitch

heard me spit now you coppin my flow
gettin lit while im pullin the dough
dont wanna talk so just leave me alone, im blowin smoke on my own all my OGs know

and i believe that we could get it, everything we ever wanted everything you ever listed, all the money and the fame, and the bright and sunny days, all the dreams we always had before the happy went away, im

never stoppin you could try me bitch,
every day im holding on, call that shit true grit,
i never even really thought of all the times i slipped, im over it, im taking real control of it

people pay to hear me talk,
listen to me while they walk, gettin money in stocks, workin to the same old song, flippin burgers or they thuggin while they run from the cops

or they be raising their kids, with all my music in the back
i know that shit be really hard when you been staying off the crack
but you been stayin on the track, so why you even lookin back
i know you got this, yeah you got this, its a war but you attack

we all just got one quest, gettin money when we aint at our best, gettin paid fuck the rest,
doing what we do upon nobody request, i know that ima make it so i say it with my chest

i got more bars than a penitentiary
more than just a check is what it really meant to me
staying on my path cause i said fuck the enemy
speakin with my flow cause i know it was meant to be

76 Bars

I don't get no rest
I'm good as it gets 
Pop shit at my head because there ain't shit in my chest 
I swear y'all just look depressed ay 
I think I got 'em stressed
How y'all was talkin' 'bout that bitch I really thought she'd be the best
She the worst ay 
Anything I touch turn to gold uh cursed ay
Drove up to his home so I could kill him at his birthplace
When you on you really fuck that bitch before the first date
When you on they try to drop they little songs 'round your release date 

She been with the boy a day she 'bout to feel like shit a sweepstakes
They could never be the boy they gotta face it ain't no deepfake
I'm employing all my brothers huh y'all's probably work at BK
Yeah them boys undercovers ain't no sheets I don't sleep ay 

I don't get no rest
I'm good as it gets 
Pop shit at my head because there ain't shit in my chest 
I swear y'all just look depressed ay 
I think I got 'em stressed
How y'all was talkin' 'bout that bitch I really thought she'd be the best
She the worst ay 
Anything I touch turn to gold uh cursed ay
Drove up to his home so I could kill him at his birthplace
When you on you really fuck that bitch before the first date
When you on they try to drop they little songs 'round your release date 

Let me take it easy
I'm the realest in the room fuck what he say
Watch how I do it ay
Watchin' the movement 
Do your bae need a man that run the zone leave the truest 
I'm the best one to do it 
Since I stepped into prove it 
I don't gotta prove shit 'cause I back what I do bitch
I'm a young fly killa since I stepped in the middle 
Everybody actin' different 
Bitch I'm hot let it sizzle 
It's a lot not a little 
Get the rock make it dribble 
In the pot let it sizzle
In the pot let it sizzle 
Got the Scotch for your muzzle
Buddy you in trouble
Call me on the double
Call me on the double 

I don't get no rest
I'm good as it gets 
Pop shit at my head because there ain't shit in my chest 
I swear y'all just look depressed ay 
I think I got 'em stressed
How y'all was talkin' 'bout that bitch I really thought she'd be the best
She the worst ay 
Anything I touch gonn' turn to gold yeah cursed ay
Drove up to his home so I could kill him at his birthplace
When you on you really fuck that bitch before the first date
When you on they try to drop they little songs 'round your release date

the worst w/ nolovedoza (p. jey on the beat)

prod. Ramsey

intro:
3 years old when my dad first left,
Shit hurt but I know he didn't mean it.
6 years old with nobody else left,
I was young and was snappin for no reason.

I was young and was snappin for no reason.
Shit hurt but I know he didn't mean it.

-

Busy makin money moves,
yall aint show love so you never gonna get shit,
heard that you the man lil boy, ima weapon.
Did this on my own, I don't need no extra friends bitch,
that bitch give me top in the back of a honda,
her pussy so trash, finna write a sad song.
Make a few racks off that shit, and then some.
dick every girl in the high school cheer club,

Im dat boy don't you get it,
She sing my songs so you know ima hit it.
Don't call me daddy cus that shit pathetic,
pull her hair back when im finna get ready,
I beat her up then I beat up her mans too
Fuck on her sister and give her some attitude,
I'll fight her dad what the fuck is he gon' do,
pussy lil boy wanna talk till it's time to.

Im dat boy don't you get it,
She sing my songs so you know ima hit it.
Don't call me daddy cus that shit pathetic,
pull her hair back when im finna get ready,
I beat her up then I beat up her mans too
Fuck on her sister and give her some attitude,
I'll fight her dad what the fuck is he gon' do,
pussy lil boy wanna talk till it's time to.

Busy makin money moves,
yall aint show love so you never gonna get shit,
heard that you the man lil boy, ima weapon.
Did this on my own, I don't need no extra friends bitch,
that bitch give me top in the back of a honda,
her pussy so trash, finna write a sad song.
Make a few racks off that shit, and then some.
dick every girl in the high school cheer club,

Busy makin money moves,
yall aint show love so you never gonna get shit,
heard that you the man lil boy, ima weapon.
Did this on my own, I don't need no extra friends bitch,
that bitch give me top in the back of a honda,
her pussy so trash, finna write a sad song.
Make a few racks off that shit, and then some.
dick every girl in the high school cheer club,

Misguided

ɪ ʟᴇғᴛ ʜᴏᴍᴇ, ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇғᴛ ᴍᴇ

@connflicts
@wubz205
@bornhero

lyrics:
(connflicts)
I don't wanna feel
Fucked up,
I don't wanna deal
Bitch trust imma close the deal
Glock in my pocket and mixing with the pills
Yea I'm off pill
I don't wanna fuck
Nah I don't wanna deal
What's the deal
I don't wanna fuck with you
Messing with my whole ass crew nah

I left home
You left me
Pills in my pocket
Now I'm gonna rock it
Don't fuck with that forty

I don't wanna deal nah
I don't wanna feel so fruitless 
In the way that I do this
Living shit like its the end of a new clip 
I don't wanna fuck with the bullshit nah
I left home
You left me
Clip in my pocket
Now I'm gonna pop shit
That fuck with that forty

I left home
You left me
Clip in my pocket
Now I'm gonna pop shit
That fuck with that forty

(wubz)
I never could
Now I'm back on my shit
Baby look what you doing
And look what you did
Poppin' these pills
Got me feeling
I'm killing me
I'm all alone
But you're better with him
I'm on the road
Doing this shit on my own
And I'm still checking my phone
Breaking my bones
Solo dolo all alone
Bitch, I will make you atone
Got me fucked up bad
Hopeless yet again
I won't play pretend
At me, you shall fret
Gotta new shawty
A model, A model
Got readings
Got bitches
All gripping the throttle
Fuck what you thought
I'm not with it, not with it
Got money 
Got guap and its touching the ceiling

(connflicts)
Reaching the ceiling
I don't wanna feel it
I don't wanna fake nah
I don't wanna deal it
Poppin' the pills 
And they make me feel really
I don't wanna fuck nah
I don't wanna deal it nah
I don't wanna know you
I don't wanna show you
You know what I told you nah
I left home for a reason

I left home
You left me
Clip in my pocket
Now I'm gonna pop shit
That fuck with that forty
 
I don't wanna deal nah
I don't wanna feel so fruitless 
In the way that I do this
Living shit like its the end of a new clip 
I don't wanna fuck with the bullshit nah 

I left home
You left me
Clip in my pocket
Now I'm gonna pop shit
That fuck with that forty 

Yuh I don't wanna feel
Fucked up,
I don't wanna deal
Bitch trust imma close the deal
Glock in my pocket and mixing with the pills
Yea I'm off pill
I don't wanna fuck
Nah I don't wanna deal
What's the deal
I don't wanna fuck with you
Messing with my whole ass crew nah

I left home
You left me
Pills in my pocket
Now I'm gonna rock it
Don't fuck with that forty

i left home ft. wubz (prod. born hero)

i guess ill just suffer through the pain

vocals - deep october
produced, mixed, mastered by jackson sadinsky
love u zac

@fatherfuneral

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