Im just crying your melody is so beautiful

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80 proof inside my veins yeah
always drinking cause I miss you 
how am I ever gonna see you 
Only see you in my dreams 
Love broken right at the seam 

I’ll Reach for you 

it’s never the right time 
I always feel so blind 

always run away 
cause I don’t know what to do 
facing down my fears 
Of living my life without you 

don’t think I’ll be okay 
I only wanna be with you 
I swear I’ll find a way 
I’ll light the flame for our breakthrough 
distance keeps coming between us 
so distant 
but we’ll fight for our love 

Seasons change 
and our love went cold 
sing to you like i'm post malone 
never wanted you to be alone 
FaceTime every single call 

Wake up in the middle of the night and you’re not there 
Wish I can hold you through the dark when you get scared 
Alcohol is on my mind 
drink and drive to you tonight

prod. @hellahaunted / @jolst

miss u. (prod. Caves x Jolst)

ft. @skrxwd // prod. @sogimura

Rain clouds in my head 
Always pourin down inside 
feeling like I lost the best thing that I ever had in life 
Cause I’m trynna reach you 
but all I hear are dial tones 
I hung up the fuckin phone 
I hope that one day you will know
You always kept my heart beating 
no matter what 
and I just can’t ignore this feeling 
I fuckin miss you and 
I dreamt that you were still here 
I fuckin wish 
So I just dream of better weather 
Dream of better weather 

SKRXWD: 
I just wanna call you up and tell you that I love you 
You’re the only reason that I’m breathing and I want too
Hold you close, I don’t wanna let go
I know it gets hard no matter what, I’m standing ten toes Wasted through this season got me fucked up
I don’t wanna think too much and that’s why I get fucked up yeah 
Head in the ceiling 
Losing all the feeling in my body 
I wanna feel something 
Blame it on the weather 
Just wanna get better
Take me back to nights when you were sleeping in my sweater 
It’s a lonely weekend 
It’s a lonely feeling 
Baby come over and maybe we can pretend 

GXLKE:
Crying from the thought of you calling someone your sunshine 
that person should be me but I just never learned to not lie 
so I’m taking some more medicine 
wishing you would let me in 
I know I fucked up all those times 
but I just gotta try 

Look you right in the eyes 
I say I’m sorry it’s alright 
Again and again 
I’ll always admit to my mistakes but never learn from them 
honesty, honestly isn’t hard, it’s just embarrassing 

Always having an excuse so I blame it on the weather 
looking at the Polaroids of you wearing my sweater 
Doing drugs, staying high I hope this makes it better  
replaying the moment when you left when I read your letter

Better Weather (Feat. Skrwd) (prod. Sogimura)

self prescribing my own prescriptions 
To feed my addictions 
cause I never listen 
everyone will have their opinions 
So I keep my distance 
my mind in a prison 

wish that we could bridge our division 
it was my envision 
And now  I’m stuck missing 
Reminiscing Times we’d be kissing 
we’re in this position 
from my manic condition 

There’s no remedy 
So forget me 
The love I give is so fuckin deadly 
There’s nobody here that can save me
can’t even save me from myself 
yeah I’ve gone crazy 

Livin life 
I’m afraid to die 
bloodshot in my eyes 
feelin right 
cause I’m getting high 
hiding from my mind 
No reply 
When you lose someone 
that won’t come back like other times 
I crossed the line too many times 
And now you said your last goodbye 

I’m facing life back on my own again
back driving on the fuckin road again 
drinking away all of my pain again 
And doin drugs so I can make it end 

I’m Positively negative 
you’re the voice to my life’s narrative 
I’m sorry if I always get insensitive 
just give me drugs and alcohol those are my favorite sedatives 

give me more and more and more and more 
I ...just want...to be alright....

Manic Condition (prod. Sogimura)

It’s empty inside my heart 
I’ve got Nothing to give I feel so torn apart 
300 miles away from you, it’s too far 
Wish up on a star 
to heal up all of my scars 
I had to go 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 
you’d never know 
cause I’ll always stay so unstable 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 

so lonely it’s inescapable 
I know that you’re so irreplaceable 
your love was gravitational 
my damage unforgettable 
every time I lied 
you became more observational 

Now I sit in silence 
fuck all of the violence 
sick of all this fighting 
broke my heart I’m crying 
I just need some guidance 
Cant you see I’m trying 
to change my ways, your highness 
I present you with this diamond 

Remember 
every winter comes with this weather 
The same breeze that we felt in December 
reminds me of all the times 
I drove for miles just to see your face 
I wish that I could do this right but it’s too late 
left alone with scars on my heart 
you didn’t want to move far 
and now I’m broken so I try to live through my art

emotionally unavailable (prod. Afterlife x Xxajii)

meet me in the grove 
Yeah we getting litty 
Yeah we gotta let it flow 
pouring up my cup 
you already fucking know 
80 proof vibes and the truly’s drinking slow 
I don’t fuck with hoes 

meet me in the grove where we start the night 
Pop open the bottle got you sitting lookin nice 
wearing that black dress 
girl you’re lookin too fine 
undressing you with my eyes 
Got me so hypnotized 
yeah 
taking you out 
to the city we go
Wynwood brickell 
Where do you wanna go? 
Out to south beach 
we could drink out some mo 
got us so drunk 
we see life in slo mo 

rollin up the Jane 
Got us Floatin on this magic 
flying so high tell me all about your passions 
drop top jeep 94 that’s a classic 
in the eclipse swervin through Miami traffic

in the 305 and 786 
you 954 bitches 
yeah you ain’t shit 
still sipping on my drink 
bitch Im getting lit 
Take you back to the grove 
how romantic 

strollin down Mary street into coco walk 
green street cafe yeah I heard it’s all the talk 
fireman dereks now you got a fuckin WAP 
walk you back to my crib yeah you know what up! 

fuck it let’s get crazy 
amp it up and pop my pillys so you can see that shit don’t phase me 
get on top 
That ass is too amazing 
roll my blunts and treat me like a king 
Fill my cup we lit we blazin 

 laid back in my flow 
show you round the loft 
In the middle of the grove 
Crib too lit 
gotta let the neighbors know 
that we fuckin 
scream my name
they can hear all of your moans 

sit up on my face 
lick your pussy till you cum 
pussy too good gotta slurp it till you’re numb 
fuck I can’t wait bend you bang you like a drum 
play you like a guitar gotta show you how I strum 

now I take you down to key Biscayne 
you like my tattoos so you stopped to give me brain 
rollin up another blunt smoke away the pain 
when you’re with me I’ll always make that pussy rain

Meet me in the Grove (prod. Lxnely)

produced by: @jolst & @remghost
mixed and mastered by me

lyrics:

i dont like you, 
and I haven't for a minute
talking shit on twitter but these pussies never with it yea
right thru, see your heart and now im grinning,
addicted to the violence only care bout fuckin winning yea 
stay there ill be right back in a minute
gotta shut this kid up two black blades you know im twinning yea
slice you, now theres blood all on the ceiling 
maybe that'll stop it but who the fuck am I kidding

thats life tho
i’m prone to lose it, watch my eyes glow
running rings around these pussies on a tight rope 
blacked out, ur no king of a castle
I fuckin hate that flowrs guy he seems like an asshole

i be touring 
doing 60 in a foreign
couple years I swear I got it 
I dont even need to talk and I 

think I saw it in my dreams when I was snoring 
now its so close I can floor it
shawty love me but she not my type

she be callin
at 4,5,6 in the morning
but you'll never see me answer
tell that bitch she gotta wait in line

on my flex shit all these pussies they be texting 
but they'll never fuckin touch me swear to god I put that on my life

on my life, but I bet they still try tho
pussy see me he gon blame it on a typo,
think I need to chill out or just fight more
what am I so full of this rage all times of night for?

i dont like you, 
and I haven't for a minute
talking shit on twitter but these pussies never with it yea
right thru, see your heart and now im grinning,
addicted to the violence only care bout fuckin winning yea 
stay there ill be right back in a minute
gotta shut this kid up two black blades you know im twinning yea
slice you, now theres blood all on the ceiling 
maybe that'll stop it but who the fuck am I kidding
that’s life tho

imperial (jolst & remghost)

@qawikamri
both of my friends doesn't have soundcloud
buzzhead
mylo ping

Lyrics:-
QAWI KAMRI
i can't change my ways
demons in my brain 
im trapped in my own cage
always end up in pain

ice cold got the temperature dropping
my heart has a space but no feeling
i feel like my friends are slowly leaving
ive been searching for a meaning

my mum said get off the bed
i can't move a muscle i feel like im dead
well i got some shit inside my head
slowly fading i feel like im on some meds

useless, i feel useless all the time now
holding all my tears back, and you know now
fighting, ive been fighting for years now
no one even cares so i dont even try now

sorry, sorry for the love i can't give
sorry for the times i've wasted
sorry for all my mistakes
im sorry for everything

BUZZHEAD
I can turn down my voice
So just follow your fantasy
But I wouldn’t be me
If I keep on holding it

Let me show that i care
Show me that you fight fair
Stuck in my own nightmare
I need you but you’re not there

I dont wanna fight all night
I dont wanna cry all night
You say you’re alright, alright
Bitch i be alright, alright

MYLO PING
nauseate
nauseate
so much shit inside my head
in my wake
ive been tryna elevate 
prototype
ive been up tryna be great
no mistake
ah ah

i dont wanna miss her but  i can hear her calling
sorry for the way i am but i have never bothered
petty shit not caring sorry i misscalled and 
like my wraps around my racket whack it like its nothing

pull it back pull the strap on my ashaway
flick my wrist as i place it you can go away
in my back as a space for my short escape
nauseous i feel nauseous i dont wanna change

stuck in my own nightmare (feat. buzzhead, mylo ping)

prod frevel & 5head

i decided to try and recreate my old 2019 mix for this one and i rlly like how it turned out

lyrics:

run it back run it back, yea 
snow so cold that i cannot feel my hands yea
ima need to take a break lil baby 
but i’ll be right back
and her smile so sweet
that i can’t stay mad

but i can but i can yea 
runnin shit sendin shots at ur man yea 
she the queen, she hold it down
in the netherrealm 
when i’m not around 
catch the smoke
from 100 rounds
can u hold it down 
4 the GANG (no idea why i said that, i’m sorry)

think u need to switch it up
go change ur attitude 
and i can’t wrap my head round this shit
he can’t have you too 
x2

ur the sun and the stars and the moon and the sky, 
nah i don’t wanna talk to u lil bitch go get offline’d 
and i’m never fuckin sober smokin cookie till i die, yea
i jus need some help think i’m struggling tonight 
x2

run it back run it back, yea 
snow so cold that i cannot feel my hands yea
ima need to take a break lil baby 
but i’ll be right back
and her smile so sweet
that i can’t stay mad

but i can but i can yea 
runnin shit sendin shots at ur man yea 
she the queen, she hold it down
in the netherrealm 
when i’m not around 
catch the smoke
from 100 rounds
can u hold it down 
4 the GANG

netherrealm (frevel x 5head)

prod @taurs and @jolst

I need to call her again and get my head straight,
scrape my face on pavement when she drag me cus im dead weight,
I can smoke a pound easy babe they call me sensei 
I dont post on gram, hate my face and thats on everything, everything 
x2

is this true love 
gonna throw up
if u repeat that phrase
those 3 words make me go numb 
need to get up
been laying here all month
and this weight it holds me down
but the weed help me get up 

and thats ur man, is it?
hes kinda handsome,
well compared to me ur a muhfuckin damsel
think I got 2 greedy follow bread like im Hansel 
I fuckin hate this place and ur friends I cant stand
i can’t stand em 
x2

I need to call her again and get my head straight,
scrape my face on pavement when she drag me cus im dead weight,
I can smoke a pound easy lil bitch they call me sensei 
I dont post on gram, hate my face and thats on everything, everything 
x2

dead weight (taurs x jolst)

Come Back (prod. switch)

i should've told u~


--------------------------

and so, its a tragic, fuckin mess
i been so lost, i cant seem to depend
on ur  attitude, its all i ever meant
all i ever said

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

~autumn~

i let my roots dry
that shit has taken it's toll
so i sit instead consuming these souls
(oh) it's getting old
why'm i even scared of being alone?

i hear tapping on the glass
shadows engulfing my past
my thoughts growing rash
I watch the waves while they crash
let me assess where i'm at
because this shit's getting bad

oh if i tried a little harder, 
then i'll be what i want one day
but every chance that i get, 
all of the memories fade
it's like my lips are sewn shut
i'm playing endless charades
or i'm just stuck in a dream
i must be stuck in a dream
~
i was always on you, in yo messages
i wrote a song to fill the void, yet i created it
and yet we know, we said our sorrys, bitch i meant that shit
I WANNA PACK UP ALL MY SHIT AND TAKE A TRIP

BUT IMA TAKE A SHIT
think about my past life, and everything i did
i fucked up my system, with alcohol and wished
i never fuckin did that, i wish i only said
I LOVE YOU MORE, TO THE ONES WHO GAVE A SHIT!
i broke so many hearts, man i wish i never did
magnified distress.


*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch.

/end

break a branch w/ autumndropsdead (prod. dercept)

lyrics:

we sang this song in the shower too many months back
a memory and an hour ill never get back
pour me up in this cup cause thats a quick hack
for erasing these flashes my brain will still track

told you if it didnt work, youd be all my songs
told you im obsessed you didnt see it you were dead wrong
now im in this room just sipping steady so im headstrong
its my medication and its cheap id rather be gone

cause he’s touching your hair, got his hand on your hips
and he looks in your eyes, got your taste on his lips
so now im trying to sleep, but this is all i can see
im tryna get so fucked up, somebody hand me the bleach

im tryna bury myself, im tryna burn through my mind
i wanna black out the vision of you in bed every night
like is he better than me, and does he do what i dont
im sure youre glad as can be, while i just lay here and smoke

i just lay here and smoke
i just lay here and smoke

bacardi on the floor always spill some
soak it with my skin just to feel sumn
my night aint even started its a killer one
im faded out my mind and im not even done

i wanted to end it, i wanted to go back
i wanted to do it all over the way that it was when i knew that
nothing was changing, we all stay the same please
dont forget me forget it its okay im drunk on the daily

cause he’s touching your hair, got his hand on your hips
and he looks in your eyes, got your taste on his lips
so now im trying to sleep, but this is all i can see
im tryna get so fucked up, somebody hand me the bleach

im tryna bury myself, im tryna burn through my mind
i wanna black out the vision of you in bed every night
like is he better than me, and does he do what i dont
im sure youre glad as can be, while i just throw up the most

ive ever seen
now im seeing green
now its turning to black
ill just lay on my back

Obsessed

obsessed

just call me on my phone, if you text back,
I swear on everything I never meant that,
and I don't think I ever wanna go back,
to the days you said you loved me, never meant that,

Close your tired eyes,
and I don't know if I can make it through tonight,
cus you've been fuckin wit my head again,
and you've been out with him,
I know you know that I wanna die,
every second that I'm not with you,
like you're so beautiful,
and do you know it girl?
cus I would never wanna hurt you,
again.. again..

art cred: skvlpell (IG)

You never cared enough to hurt w/ skele (prod. irby)

sinking into the ground

ft. Chlo White of Snarls
prod. @prodbybrody & @cxldblxxd

swingsets

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lines (ft. Chlo White) [prod. brody & cxld blxxd]

prod. by me

big big thanks to @softhert for jumping on this track

eyes low (ft. Softheart)

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