D-12 [PROD. REAPYY]

PRODUCED BY ALLIRT
COVER ART BY ANNA BIS 
MIXED BY ABI

I'M STARTING TO THINK THE GLACIAL WARDEN DOESN'T WANT ME TO LEAVE THE SUBZERO FOREST

MENTALLY IM NEVER FREE ⛓️

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Lyrics:

(Gory)
You dug a grave 
So why won’t you lay in it
run from the truth all you want 
there’s no changing it 
Feel like a troop
I shoot when I’m aiming in 
Call me a patriot fight for the state I’m in 

Mentally, I’m never free  
Don’t need your empathy Im emp-ty 
Can’t get a grip on things like amputees 
I got him missing things extremities (uh)

She want some kids I’m like bitch aren’t you tasting them 
Who said they gotta be born yet to play with them 
Wanna talk shit you can vent to the pavement
One stepping stone closer to one that your name is in 

Sorry I am not more sorry 
this ain’t what you wanted 
since when’s that my problem 
like end of the story or get in a coffin   
These bullets like commas 
the pauses get longer 
his breathes getting shorter 

(S!X)
DIE NOW YES

(Gory)
Bitch wear my hand like a choker 
Your time getting closer 

(S!X)
LIE DOWN BITCH

(Gory)
Give me one night and it’s over yuh

HIVEMIND W/ S!XBLADES

WERE OUTSIDE UR WINDOW!!!!
@creepystalkers

HAHAHAHAHAHA (PROD. TAB)

FEAT: KNIFEHAVER (@knifehaver)
PROD: DJ ZOVONVOG
ART: PUPPYBREATH

[PUPPYBREATH]
LIVING WITH MY CHOICES AND I CANNOT FIND A WAY TO STOP IT
IF I TAKE CONTROL OF WHAT SHOULD HAPPEN, THEN I HURT WHATS VALUED
MAGNIFICENT BELLOWS ECHO FROM A DISTANCE, I FEEL NOTHING
IF I DO NOT WITNESS WHAT I LEAVE BEHIND THEN I LIVE WITH IT
BUT IT ALWAYS FINDS A WAY TO REAR MY GAZE BACK ON THE SIGNALS
THEY ATTEMPT TO CONVINCE ME IM BETTER OFF WITHOUT MY CRUTCHES
CUT THE NET OF AFFIRMATION SO THAT I MAY REACH UP SKYWARD
WOODY STEM SUPPORTS THE FRUIT THAT HANGS ABOVE MY INNER CHILD
ITS MADE STRONGER FROM THE WEATHER BUT THE PRIZE CANT BE COLLECTED
NESTING IN MY BRANCHES IS THE FRAGILE HOME OF FEATHERED VAGRANTS
THEY CAN FLY AWAY BUT NEVER LEARN THEIR UNAWAKENED PROWESS
I CAN TRACK THE OVERLAP OF WHAT I BROUGHT FROM MY LAST PRISON
I DONT WANT IT SO I TRADE IT FOR THE ONE I CARRY WITH ME 
ITS CONCERNING HOW I ENTER BASED UPON THE JUMPING CRITTERS
IN MY TUMMY I KNOW IT WILL FADE BUT ONLY WHEN I CHOOSE IT
CUSHIONS DONT ABSORB THE IMPACT WHEN THAT MISHAP SENDS ME DOWNWARD
HOLD A DEAD CORE IF I TRY IT, WRAPPED IN DARKNESS IF I LEAVE IT
NOTHING COULD COMPETE WITH WHAT I NEED TO FEEL THE LIFE IM CRAVING
EVIDENCE ATTESTS THIS PATH IS NEXT TO GET THE CHOPPING TREATMENT
THINK IM HAUGHTY AS A CISHET WITH THE BODY OF A RODENT
ITS A WARPED PERSPECTIVE IM JUST BREAKING AND I LOST DIRECTION
WHEN I HATE THIS JOURNEY WITH A HAND I FEEL SO COLD AND NUMB TO
NEVER HOW I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD SETTLE, BUT I SOAK MY ANKLES
WHEN IM WELL ADJUSTED I JUMP IN TO FEEL IT WASNT WARMER
IT WAS JUST FINESSING SO I HOPE TO PROGRESS PAST THE HEARTBREAK
IN THE PILGRIMAGE I HAD TO LEAVE BACK WHAT COULD CUT MY TENDONS

[KNIFEHAVER]
OVERTHINKING IS A BITCH
DONT KNOW WHY I THINK LIKE THIS
MAKE UP WORRIES IN MY HEAD
AND THEN I GET MYSELF ALL PISSED
PEOPLE ALWAYS PISS ME OFF
LOUD PEOPLE ESPECIALLY
I DONT WANT AN INSTITUTION
OR TO GO TO THERAPY
WHY AM I JUST SO CONVINCED
EVERYONE WANTS TO HURT ME
I HAVE BEEN SO PARANOID OF EVERYONE
FOR FUCKING WEEKS
NOBODY CAN UNDERSTAND
NOONE HEARS ME WHEN I SCREAM
WHY'D I GO AND MAKE THE CHOICE
TO FUCKING QUESTION EVERYTHING
I JUST WANNA BE OK
FOR ONCE
WHY CANT I LOVE SOMEONE
WITHOUT THINKING 
THAT THEYLL PULL A GUN
ON ME
I JUST WANNA FEEL ALRIGHT
ONE TIME
WHY CANT I TRUST PEOPLE THAT I LOVE
THEY WANT ME TO DIE
I HAVE BEEN IN AGONY FOR MONTHS 
NOONE SEEMS TO NOTICE
SOMETIMES I CANT EVEN TRUST MY LOVE
I DONT KNOW MY PURPOSE
SOMETIMES EVERYBODY WANTS ME GONE
AND I CANNOT BLAME THEM
PUSH AWAY EVERYONE THAT I LOVE
AND ACT LIKE I HATE THEM
HOPING THAT ILL BE OK
ONE DAY
HOPING ONE DAY THINGS WILL CHANGE
ONE DAY
HOPE THAT ALL THIS GOES AWAY
IT WONT BUT
I STILL HOPE THAT THINGS WILL CHANGE
THEY WONT

VAGRANTS (W/ KNIFEHAVER) (prod. DJ ZOVONVOG)

GXTTI X ZILLVH-STOMP EM OUT (PROD. 715 BEATS)

HIGH NOON ft. Uncle Grant [prod. killingfrancis x vinvega]

Producers: GUARDIAN

mixing and mastering engineer: DRILL MY SKULL

Cover artist: MOKA18F

GXTTI X ZILLVH-STOMP EM OUT (PROD. 715 BEATS)

GXTTI

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