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PROD: https://www.youtube.com/@septfree

MIXED BY: itsaedanhill x myself

LYRICS: https://genius.com/Xdium-constructive-self-abandonment-lyrics

COVERART: (IG @itsaedanhill)

$KUM Inc.; ℗ 2023 $KUM Records, a division of AKIRA Recordings, Inc

Constructive Self Abandonment [Prod. Septfree]

told that bitch to hit my line but dont call back 
selling dope with my lil bro we split a half a sack
i been left for dead shawty at least my pistol packed
check yo mail box cause thats why they call me post man pat

carhartt jacket on my back cause my swag better
same people that hated me are hand writing fan letters
i dont wanna be here more or less then you
my heart is so cold i think it caught the flu
dual wield cattleman pointed at you
blow my fucking head off right after i popped a couple blue

dontt call bacc€,prod.4boolean

all credit goes to the original creators.

if you have the original cover & who produced it let me know

GOREFUL - BENADRYL W/ ROTTEN

coverart by me mixed by me

faggot talking shit bust yo lip get my face mask

git ma face mazk (prod.digital god)

REAL MANIC MUSIC

PROD. @FUCKDISTURBED

JOHN DOE AIN'T NOBODY GONNA RECOGNIZE HIM
DNA DOE AIN'T HELPIN IF THEY EVEN FIND HIM
HE WAS TALKIN TOO MUCH SHIT I WENT AND DID HIS LIFE IN
CHOPPED HIM UP AND SPREAD HIM OUT I DON'T KNOW WHY THEY EVEN TRYIN
I BEEN SPAZZIN OUT AND SPITTIN UP ON EVERYTHING
I DONE PULLED UP ON THAT BOY AND DOUSED IN KEROSENE
MAN IT'S CRAZY ALL YO BOYS SOME FUCKIN FEINS
I JUST SOLD YO HOMIE FENT AND I WAS LAUGHIN WHILE HE SEIZED
IT WON'T TAKE ME 6 SHOTS BUT I GET THE SHIT DONE
??? (REDACTED)
HE GON GET HIS ASS SHOT BUT IT AIN'T MY PROBLEM
I AIN'T GIVE A BITCH NONE IF SHE AIN'T MAKIN ME CUM
AYE IT'S ON MY BUCKET LIST I NEED THE BITCH TO RIP ME UP
BITCH I SAID IT BEFORE
I NEED A BLADE IN MY GUT
SHE SAID SHE JUST WANNA HIT THE PIVOT
I SAID IT AIN'T MY SONG IF I AIN'T TALKIN VIOLENCE
I SAID IT AIN'T MY SONG IF I AIN'T TALKIN VIOLENCE
I SAID LIFE A SIMULATION
MOST OF Y'ALL DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU BE ENTERTAININ
PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH BEFORE YOU FUCKIN SPEAK ABOUT IT!
PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH BEFORE YOU FUCKIN SPEAK ABOUT IT!

JOHN DOE [PROD. FUCKDISTURBED]

Lyrics 


I GREW UP IN THE DARK
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU ON!?
I JUST SPENT AN ETERNITY PLANNING YOUR FALL
ALL EMOTIONS I FELT RUSHING STRAIGHT TO THA GONG
I FEEL SO DAMN ALONE IF IM NOT SCREAM ALONG

216 WE NOT ALONE
216 THIS IS OUR HOME (x2)

I REBUKE EVERYTHING CUZ THIS SHIT NOT OK
THEY KEEP TAKING THE CLOSEST OF PEOPLE AWAY
IF I END UP IN HEAVEN IM FALLING FROM GRACE
IM ALREADY IN HELL ILL CRAWL OUT OF THIS PLACE
WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT OF ME HOLDING MY KNIFE
ITS TO VENT MY EMOTIONS OF ANGER AND SPITE
IM SO SORRY BUT PSYCHOSIS MIGHT TAKE MY LIFE
ALL THIS ARDUOUS EFFORT TO SILENCE MY STRIFE

MY PAIN
IBECAMEWHATIHATE
MY RAGE
BORNTHISWAY(x2)

IBECAMEWHATIHATE AND ITS HELL IN MY MIND
I WAS BORNTHISWAY EVIL EYE LOST ITS SIGHT(x2)

I GREW UP IN THE DARK
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU ON!?
I JUST SPENT AN ETERNITY PLANNING YOUR FALL
ALL EMOTIONS I FELT RUSHING STRAIGHT TO THA GONG
I FEEL SO DAMN ALONE IF IM NOT SCREAM ALONG

216 WE NOT ALONE
216 THIS IS OUR HOME (x2)

BORNTHISWAY ! (• TRIPLESIXDELETE)

E.C.W
FT SLDTLOL
PROD VYLE

last song for a while. when i come back it will be much better shit

E.C.W

E.C.W FT SLDTLOL [PROD.VYLE]

download straight from soundcloud if you wanna use it, just lmk :))
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Wait, what the fuck u stop for
Getting bitched by Ken what you talkin bout a fight for
All yall pussys dox never pull up for a fight tho
If u wasn't such a bitch maybe someone might be frightened hoe

Bitch I stomp down blocks like im fucking king kong
Won't talk back crack ya paddle like it'd ping pong
Fuck XT imagine suckin for weak song
Don't need other people at yo door ding dong

Shout out babyg come & meet the foehammer
Ego based cucks type to sue as "slander"
Who tf are you, I'm a punk w no manners
"Out in ohio" shayden is a doxxer

I'm designed for death I got nothing left to lose
What kind of punks cry bout chipping a tooth
Kaito is a bitch and yowai is too
All yall some pussys can't handle life too

Kuda u a bitch
Trapstar u a bitch
Toxinz u a bitch
Boozle u a bitch

Never forgot yo brother was a snitch
So sum1 reply and make a good diss

U A BITCH (prod. fuckdisturbed)

[Verse 1]
First of all, let me think about how I begin
This song or whatever is holding me back from being legit
I honestly have no desire to writing this in the first place
But I wanna get hold of dopamine again like people singing at birthdays
There's nothing wrong with taking a break from your hobby
Getting older and time's getting shorter, now I have to think about job shit
I wasn't born for that, I was born to build moshpits
Everyone can dream, I guess, well, guess what, I'm not synoptic
Hätte, hätte, hätte, Fahrradkette
Now I'm sitting here like a fucking moron rapping
Why can't I treat this music shit just like a business?
I'd keep going and won't have a reason of why being persistent
I'd keep going and won't have a reason of why being persistent
They find me boring but I'm mighty fine of keeping my distance
Unknowingly, this shit takes time, man, It won't get better if I close off
But this is really just how I got taught for long

[Verse 2] (translated to English per request)
10+ years in the spot, yet the number feels higher
It may not be a hood, but the place never toils prettier, man
I tell myself I'm not a kid anymore, but still
Playing with a Nintendo DS and hoping to make money by yapping
Turning the new Kendrick diss up loud; my neighbors are bothering
Could actually do other things, but leave room; please don't be outraged
I'm close to the goal of life, even though it just began
Life is short, and getting shorter 
Due to the dopamine release that you draw out
Thinking positively about every little thing? Sorry, somehow I'm on the wrong track
My head is just pulsating, somehow I'm on the line
All these years, behind my back, I've been slyly influenced
Started from the bottom, but throbbing with despair throughout
Done with everything that gets in my way now
Just get me ready for the dough
And put me on my knees for God

I might be ready to get some proof
Everything would still be fine, as long as I just mind my time
I might be willing to get some proof
Everything would still be good, as long as I just mind my time

deep cut

a few labs
1 & 2 w/ https://soundcloud.com/vinzyl0ve
3 w/ https://soundcloud.com/bloodpr1nce

some more stuff +vinzyl0ve +bloodprince

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member of @warhiveswarm 

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