@kvvader

Am I back in my own land 
Getting harder everytime to open up again
Feel it in my chest again
Bleeding memories I’m staying here the best I can
Bones are at unrest again
Feeling like a heart attack

Look around
Everyone is gone I don’t hear no sounds

Your sound
Echoing back in my dreams too loud
Ur words too loud
Safe and sound 
Hollow hell
Ur no help
Sleepless cell
My head hits hard
It pounds
My heart 
My soul
Getting far from home

safe and sound [KVader]

everytime i dismissed her 
i broke an arm and a leg for you aint playing twister 
i play the role of the grim reaper 
hate to say it but i miss her 
and do not talk about 
i send my choppas out
just watch that shit get shot down 
we are simply none but a compound 
did all i can its just too late to fall in love now 
not on my level you is not on my pedigree 
say what u want and in the end i just will not agree 
they not themselves they just not who they wanna be 
u just cannot match my energy 
butt in the convo i just weigh in 
stay away you just fucking with my cadence 
and every time i dismissed her
ill just keep waiting i keep waiting

u wanna save me
but im not tryna be saved 
i wanted everything 
u wanna break me 
but im not tryin to break
i wanna run away 

oh, oh
wont send another text like
fuck y'all, u never had my back like
i helped you make it to where u wanted to be
and then you switched up
like why u change on me?
so i'm never giving another chance
like there's no second chances 
lie
why?
you took my heart
and ripped it out from the inside
so i guess you're the reason
that i never go outside  
don't ask me to fight 
if u don't want a fight for life 

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save me (w/ epiz0ik) [+zzdox]

lyrics:

depression's taken over me
i don't know who im supposed to be
i'm just so over everything 
take responsibility

depression won

@anem0s

sleepy tapes is a community music event hosted on blisscord where everyone has 5 days to make a song based on a given cover art

sleepy tapes vol. 3 took place november 4 - 9 2022 with cover art made by @neverendingweekend

thank you everyone who participated <3
discord.gg/rxY6UKjWKM

anem0s - destination

nd when im with her, it just feels like

lyrics:

i hope its painless
i sit talking 2 my phone
ur scared unprepared nd so alone
nd the angel on my shoulder yea he knows
that last embrace it feels so cold

i hope u eat ur words nd i hope u choke
but dnt let the guilt fucking eat u whole
she wrote something new on the same old scroll
nd the words she wrote, they werent ones i know

nd we might fight but we talk nightly
theres rain outside nd doubt inside me
i cannot think when ur right beside me
shes spreading like a virus, poison ivy

(nd i keep running into these ppl from my past nd they keep asking like “y r u still w her?” nd honestly i dont even-)

willow trees
u said they never sleep
nd then i asked u why
when u were here with me
nd u said they cry nd scream nd weep
but we can only hear their voices in our dreams

new drugs new friends hows it working out ?
uv got a new plug a new life in ur big new house
but ur still posted up on the edge of town
where the ivys thick and the air is ground

nd she dnt make a sound nd she wnt meet my eyes
its a matter of trust, its a matter of time
nd she cries nd she says dat she cares abt life
nd i cant even be mad cuz she can put it aside

ohhhhhhh
im losing ground im losing time
i lost my friends nd i lost my mind
nd no u cant go back, go back in time
no itll never be alright

poison ivy (p. mngo)

lyrics :0 

just do what i tell u
take another shot to just fake it
i know u wont make it

no i  
know we never get along
ill die 
hangin after ur touch
ill try 
anything but ur love
i might 
put my soul in a horcrux

ill die
7 differint times
vampire
i come baack every damn time
red eyes
matchin my hair dye
night skies
im suprised were alive

get by
it is just a habit
im alive
just because i have to 

the only thing
is theres someone else
hang u on the shelf

 just do what i tell u
take another shot to just fake it
i know u wont make it

know u wont make it
cant do conversation

kay i wont say shit
dont care cause ur basic
not fair how u play with
my heart wheen u aint shit 

no i  
know we never get along
ill die 
hangin after ur touch
ill try 
anything but ur love
i might 
put my soul in a horcrux

ill die
7 differint times
vampire
i come baack every damn time
red eyes
matchin my hair dye
night skies
im suprised were alive

get by
it is just a habit
im alive
just because i have to 

bug bite
sleep tight
runnin through the red light camera
smokin on the cannabis

i might 
put my soul in a horcrux
ill die
7 differint times
vampire
come baack every damn time
every single damn night

horcrux prod. (DefWish X Glacies)

A sudden attack or violent expression or a particular emotion or activity.

This is gonna be my second ep, my first one I made 2 years ago when I was tryna do the whole emo rap thing, during a time where juice wrld was a huge influence and I made a bunch of songs due to being a mess of a human .So now, 2 years later, when i finally felt like me again, I decided to drop another one. It's only 4 songs but I made these all in a fit of anxiety and depression, since then I've gotten alot better but these songs mean alot to me bc it's the start of my progression and is what lead me to where I am now, I thank everyone who's stuck by and watched my progress as a artist but most importantly as a human. I have way better songs OTW, but until then, thank you, and have an amazing day everyone!

My Fault

Fau!t

torn (feat. ryø & counter) 🌀 troiner

new jeans but they're drainers

bustys 38: the internet is scary

feeling kinda down,
i dont wanna talk it, 
sitting in my room,
the net's kinda scary, ain't it?

you influence my fever,
let me take my breather,
bright lights hurt my eyes,
just how you shake my ether

internet pathways,
kinda funny how you make friends these days,
should've known that you'd treat me that way,
but im better now, thanks for the decay

chorus x2

you must take me for a fool
because you still text my phone
do you think im gonna take you back?
'cause the internet is scary,
need kill the thought that drains me

feeling kinda down,
i dont wanna talk it, 
sitting in my room,
the net's kinda scary, ain't it?

you influence my fever,
let me take my breather,
bright lights hurt my eyes,
just how you shake my ether

internet pathways,
kinda funny how you made me this way,
i don't know what to do now you're away,
but you still on my mind, im in disarray

chorus x2

you must take me for a fool
because you still text my phone
do you think im gonna take you back?
'cause the internet is scary,
need kill the thought that drains me

influence my fever

prod by seems*
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
light bright luminous 
shine just like the stars!
up at night thinkin' 
bout the shit I lost
now I move like a bandit 
but slick like silk so soft
i can't go out keep my head
all wrapped up (x2)

sick to my stomach
think that I'm buggin'
I cant go down bad
nah not again!
sick to my stomach
think that I'm buggin'
one fucking shot
aim it for my head!
turn me nothing
I thought you were bluffing
one fucking shot
aim it for my head!
turn me nothing
I thought you were bluffing

cause I know they plot on me 
constantly watching me
I head to clean my back
cause I know they plot on me! 
constantly watching me
I head to clean my act

is it something I don't need?
cause you could ask or tell me!
and I would give it all right back
I swear, my patience going on empty
its like everyday something tempt me now
had sneak can't be loud
they wanna aim me down

horcrux prod. (DefWish X Glacies)

gypsum

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