WEDDING

6AM ON VERNON

Track 10 from The Fast Lane.
Taken in a new direction stylistically.
This one's emotional, enjoy.

The Fast Lane

Message In A Bottle

Prod. JammyBeatz
I Talk about my struggles in my past 

Album Recorded on Phone

In My Ways

Lil OrmEO - BIRDIE! (Prod. AMPROD)

Drippy

Stacks

Different color Money

Starry skies is slow paced Indie Pop song.
It was originally  written as an acoustic guitar track and played/ preformed with some light drums and beatbox.
In  post production we added new layers of strings and synths.
The light drums made way for deep and tribe like precussion.

Christopher Ladoix - Starry Skies

Lyrics:
My momma teared up when I told her that
You weren't gon' be with me
I said I guess you weren't the one
But I don't think she belives it
When I told my dad, he pour'd us out
Two shots of whiskey
I knew letting someone in would be risky
But damn...

My brother heard you were on the run
So he came here to smoke
My homies ain't say much
Thought it was all just a joke
I don't really think you know just what you've done
Baby, it ain't just my heart that you broke

You can tear me down but I'll survive
Cuz I've been hurt a hundred times
And it ain't a thing to say goodbye
Thats just the story of my life
They always slide 
Thats really the whole reason why
I never invite them in my life
Get too involed
And then theres too much on the line

Momma tryna tell me find a wife
Cuz I been getting older
Well momma I can't find a girl to stay,
I'm getting colder
Just when you think you find the one,
You blink and then its over
I think thats the reason I keep tryin'
But I just can't get sober

I stay high cuz when you wrecked my life
I could not go no lower
I cannot stand to see my momma
cryin' on my shoulder

Askin' where'd you go, I can't lie
I do not know, her love just faded
Like the sun does color
So I'll stay on my lonely

My momma teared up when I told her that
You weren't gon' be with me
I said I guess you weren't the one
But I don't think she belives it
When I told my dad he pour'd us out
Two shots of whiskey
I knew letting someone in would be risky
But damn...

My brother heard you were on the run
So he came here to smoke
My homies ain't say much
Thought it was all just a joke
I don't really think you know just what you've done
Baby, it ain't just my heart that you broke

Love these days is so fucked
Its too much, theres no trust
These past girls with no class
Turned my heart straight to dust
I must not get my hopes up
for this fake love when its just lust
My hearts made of steel 
But that just don't mean
it still won't rust

The problem with love is all of these negatives
With no plus
No silver lining for these clouds
when it pours down there's only mud
Just like its Black Jack 
No matter how you play your cards
You can always bust
When I was young my dad would tell me
If you gon' be dumb, you best be tough

And that some facts
Dammit if he wasn't right
I won't even cap
I only cry in bed at night
I like to think about the past
And how my future looked so bright
Never thought I'd be so broken inside
from this love that I keep tryin' but 
I just can't seem to find

My momma teared up when I told her that
You weren't gon' be with me
I said I guess you weren't the one
But I don't think she belives it
When I told my dad, he pour'd us out
Two shots of whiskey
I knew letting someone in would be risky
But damn...

My brother heard you were on the run
So he came here to smoke
My homies ain't say much,
Thought it was all just a joke
I don't really think you know just what you've done
Baby, it ain't just my heart that you broke

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It started when I spent 18 hours straight making the girl a song for Valentines day, only for her to take her ex back the day I finished her song. The next week was a drug fueled heartbreak grind  with many 8-16 straight studio sessions. I slept in the yo. It was rough. And uncomfortable. But the pain was washed over the mic for your listening pleasure. Enjoy <3 

P.S. You all are my Valentines c:

Memories

Ain't Just My Heart

TERPS - phoenix

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Message In A Bottle

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