anchorless

@maknae

lyrics:

don't wanna live i wanna die
u make me hate being alive
all of these things they on my mind
wish that i could leave them behind
oh oh u told me u hate me like
no no i still don't believe it let
go go i'm so tired but still i
know know everything will be okay

it feels like this every day
made me wanna put a couple in my brain
im so tired i don't know if i can stay
every day is getting worse my mental state decays
try my best i wont succeed
i need some rest i'm gonna sleep but
its a test my inner peace is
breaking and now i'm falling into pieces

[@7serene]

rest prod maknae

@blushxoxo
@emotionals
@176s
@prodpitfall

blushxoxo + emotionals - trying (waifu pitfall)

on all platforms friday 9th
prod @neohnq, master & micro edits by @chriad #00decayed they all wanna b us <333
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hbd 2 me ig.. ly all sm fr ty 4 everything

lyrics :

#
ik its gna be the end of me
ik u dnt care at all but i wld do the same thing
n my feelings numb think i need molly
grl im falling i can feel my hrt breaking

##
im so afraid ab whats nxt 4 me
oh im so lost, look at us we grown up
its getting hard for me js 2 hold on
pressure weighs heavy i feel it breaking on my shoulder

##
i look back like what happened?
why'd i get attached man
why do i feel so wrong.. i cant have it
iv been chewing pills ts turned into a habit
if i reached my hand 2u, tell me wld u grab it?

##
iii i need a reason 2 stay.. or else i gotta go home
anytime i try it just seems like smth always gotta go wrong
its my fault
#
oooo i think i lost myself a long the way
for uuuu i hope i get to see the day i pull thru

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i look back like what happened?
why'd i get attached man
why do i feel so wrong.. i cant have it
iv been chewing pills ts turned into a habit
if i reached my hand 2u, tell me wld u grab it?

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iii i need a reason 2 stay.. or else i gotta go home
anytime i try it just seems like smth always gotta go wrong
its my fault
#
im a fuck up uh i get fuckd up
i dnt deserve help ig im not enough
guess im js another im a decoy im a bother
i keep tryna stand taller i c the light its getting farther

SPOTIFY

i regret everything i've done (neohn)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2omDqZiWiMFRdP0DKLxhY6?si=fe8095140d844e35

ib: @lumminaa

@remiliaxd :

oh what a sight
i don't think i want to fly, no
and i don't really want to die there
keep this world to myself
'cause i can hide there
but i don't really wanna die

i reside in this wasteland
dying but i'm awake, and
smile but i fake it
i don't want to take this
i know the way, and
escape from all of the pain
but i can't fall asleep
my anxiety has been changing me

ohhh
and how could i sleep here
i'm alone, i'm on my own, i really need you now
oh, but you hurt me, i guess we're through
no, i'm not you

i need someone to rest with
you wouldn't get it, no
and you didn't care, i know you won't
the words were stuck in my throat
i loved you but you don't
love yourself but i won't
i have to hide away again

(i swear i don't think i'll make it)
(i'm not you, i'm not you no)
(i swear i don't think i'll make it)
(i'm not you, i'm not you no)

ohhh
and how could i sleep here
i'm alone, i'm on my own, i really need you now
oh, but you hurt me, i guess we're through
no, i'm not you

i need someone to rest with
you wouldn't get it, no
and you didn't care, i know you won't
the words were stuck in my throat
i loved you but you don't
love yourself but i won't
i have to hide away again

shelter

@luvbackpack
@kudasaithree

ice around my neck and its cold
you wanted me to leave and now ur crying alone
lost in the streets and idk where to go or what to call home
ima jump off of the bridge and fucking die slow

ice around my neck and its cold
you wanted me to leave and now ur crying alone
lost in the streets and idk where to go or what to call home
ima jump off of the bridge and fucking die slow

im never going home
wanna be on my own
all the memories with u that i cant unfold
guess u were never told
now that im on my own
dont matter if yk
since ur not here anymore
cuts on my wrist and it burns
i really wanna know if u love me because it hurts
i cant regret what i said to u the other night
feelin like i pulled up w a knife to a gun fight
all this money on me and it shows
u want me to stay w u but now idc at all
u told me to leave u alone back then
so i put the past away now the tops ahead

die slow +luvbackpack [kudasaithree]

@ihateukidu ^^ 

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2


fuck it all i guess its over
one look at you fucked up to sober
im looking at these pictures on my phone
tears runnin down my cheek 
i cant stand the thought of me being alone
its really damaging

(ohhh, just forget ab it
yea ill just forget ab it
ohhh, these thoughts r makin me go violent
ohhh, just forget ab it
i cannot forget ab it
all dese fuckn memories r rushin back makin me go violent)

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2

song inspo by @whyhaze and @mental

get it back (kidu)

and the strength of my words can't manage to bring you back <3

thx u @m2monroe and @kyoakyo for the awesome beat!

https://open.spotify.com/album/1R88VRhHoWeN7BSKQlK5Zt?si=0W84gLXsRzi4O2eXx-_WLA

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@remiliaxd :

(and lately i've been stuck inside these walls)
(scared of losing feeling, scared that i might lose it all)
(staring at the same damn picture waiting for the fall)
(and it hurts, i promise that i won't ever forget you)

i cannot wait another day
another way
see your face, a different face
so far away
i can't feel 
and the strength of my words can't manage to bring you back

ik you can't come back
hope you're happy where you're at
don't have to see you when you're sad again
but i wish i could've saved you

but idk, doing too much it's psycho
you lose control, you never cared about you
to let you go, there's one more thing you must know
it's sorrowful, but i still love you

take it all away
see the tears run down my face as i watch you fade away
miss the things that we could do before
you never change, always stuck up in your ways
but i hope you're back some day
cause it will never be like before

sorrowful (monroe x kyoa)

@whyhaze
@prodkirian
@ripwarheart

[arid]
bc it feels like the last time idrc ab it
i dont wanna think rn yea my memories clouded
u told u would hit me but i rlly doubt it
u told me youd leave me yea go right ahead
i dont need u on the right hand
i feel it killing me am i dead
its all ok lay on my shoulder
i dont think u wanted me had to take it slower

[whyhaze]
take it slower
take ur time girl
i'll give u the whole world just stay by my side yaa 
she wanna feel my body
only mine only mine
ur the one one i want with me
when i lay awake at night 
pain in my chest sometimes i feel like im not enough
sit and wait for ur response
girl u got me feeling rough
feels like the last time
u said i didnt care enough
little do u know u rly tear me tear me up
last night
u opened up told me ur tired
that time works against us
im still behind u if u need me
if u got me i got u

slower w/ whyhaze [kirian + warheart + riki]

w/ @kiryano 
@1luvpurp @pyu

(@whyhaze)
since last week i've been thinking abt you
when you called me and said you want it to be true
i run away from all my problems
i wont run away from you 
know you're exactly what i wanted
girl you make my heart move
im right here if you need someone to talk to
i stay awake at night off these pills body cant move
i need you for life girl im hoping we can pull thru
i knew it was love at first sight the first time i saw u
what you want girl i got it for u
dropping pills inside my cup just to feel smth thats brand new
staring at your eyes pretty face i adore you
now that i finally have you

(@kiryano)
all these girls just wanna come n talk to me but ion gaf
ur the only one thats on my mind the only one i love
i wish i could go back to the day when both of us metup
ye i still remember how the leaves fell in that september
i need u
i dont need anything 
she dont need anything
but us here
its not just the pretty things
ur conscious so clear
this love only hurts whenever ur not near
it doesnt matter
it doesnt matter 
yea its whatever
well be there for each other
we both need something to not lose our heads
i think ill write a song n then smoke go to bed

all platforms ##

adore w/ kiryano (luvpurp & meta)

@pyu
@1luvpurp

you could give me one more kiss
i feel like a piece of shit
i wish i didn’t exist
i would touch your fingertips
hold them til my body slips
hold you til i wanna live
hold you till you’re gone again
i wish i was really fine
i wish i could go a day and night without missing your eyes
i wish i could show you that there’s still light on the other side
i wish i could fall into your lies and trust you every time

i wish you would leave me alone
never make me feel at home
i miss being something whole
i wish i could be a ghost
never missed me anyways, i try but i still feel so dull
i wish i could, i wish i could be a ghost
but i guess thats typical
i feel so invisible
i mistook a broken heart for you being invincible
we’re back at the part again where i’m bit by the winter cold
we’re back at the start again but this time my heart isn’t yours

until ur gone prod meta & luvpurp

produced by: Victxrw
performed by: August, Kid Sora
written by: August, Kid Sora

[hook: August]
of the things that i caught in my eye
when you laugh all the time passes by
baby i only live for this moment
its my life but youre the one that controls it

one love in the city it was left in
enough of the poison that we let in
true love isnt something that ive dealt with
stand up cause our time was just an estimate
x2

[verse: Kid Sora]
Damn. And I know that I'm losing time
Like, you could sit there and just watch me die
Like, bitch you trippin, I aint goin' down without a fight
Test the gang and imma show you how I lose my mind
I'm on attack. I don't need a strap to push you back uh- uh- uh
Perfect plan concocted in the back- ugh- back
She know I aint perfect, at least I'm in tact
That's another song, and I don't wanna miss the rhythym ahh- haa
I can't risk that much to miss your love- ahhhh
I can deal all alone, but its not enough- ugh.

[hook: August]
of the things that i caught in my eye
when you laugh all the time passes by
baby i only live for this moment
its my life but youre the one that controls it

one love in the city it was left in
enough of the poison that we let in
true love isnt something that ive dealt with
stand up cause our time was just an estimate
x2

August + Kid Sora - Rosario

feels so good to be back i missed this
prod me and @makemeapromise featuring @remiliaxd

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

@remiliaxd :

i can't hear you calling
why can't i stop myself from falling down
idk what's left tonight
beware my love, don't hold me tight

let it go
so alone
lost control
but i don't know where to go
oh, but i don't know where to go
gotta find another light, gotta find you love

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

spiraling + remilia (me + surgeon)

i'll scream my lungz out T_T #heaven_Bound

prod @1luvpurp & reno (idk their @ ://)

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/gGa0gRue2fg?si=qzPJeD1iT5eOPH6S

Thank u for all the ❤️ on the project 
###We Back to dropping consistent singles Tho  >:)

Lyrics :

she don't like it when i breakdown
can you hear me shout ?
i'll be calling for you
i'll scream my lungs out T_T
still hear your voice in my walls
at nighttime when you're not around
I can slide to yours if it's the right time
i need you right now

Do you care at all ?
you can tell me it's alright
I'll just think about it all night
now i can't get you off my mind
Remember last fall ?
when i would call you up on Facetime
i'd be tweaking off the pillz
and we would talk and stay up all night

crush some pills and then i snort it
i can feel it in my stomach
she feel my body, say she love it
sometimes i think i;m disgusting
dropped a project just about you
i don't think she even heard it..
dropped a tape they say they love it
i turned Nothing into Something Yaaaaa

So wsp !!!!!!!!!!!!
Nowadays this ain't nun
i know it's my turn ya
i know she see me go up
i do Drugs in my Bedroom
I'll text you when i wake up
i drop pills in my cup
just so i don't feel nun

Spotify

Breakdown (Luvpurp & Reno)

@pw4prez
@resolve1k
ty sm for 1 mil streams :3

words -

interlinked.
what's it like to hold the hand of someone you love? interlinked
interlinked.
do they teach you how to feel finger to finger? interlinked
interlinked.
do you long for having your heart interlinked? interlinked
interlinked.
do you dream about being interlinked?
interlinked.
do you feel that there's a part of you that's missing? interlinked
interlinked.

im falling apart inside
you act like your sorry you lied
i told you a thousand times
said goodbye and have a good life
but loving eyes are blind
i need to get out of my mind
no i dont like seeing you cry
but im falling apart inside
its getting harder and harder to breathe
girl look what you're doing to me
i didnt do anything
girl i think you just love to deceive
you were the girl of my dreams
it was gon be you and me
why do i fuck everything up(x2)
i swear we were fine
get the fuck out my mind
i hate when you lie
girl i wish you would die
i hope you're happy now
take drugs til im passing out
you said you still wanna be friends
dont expect me to come around
but now im up and its inside out
where was that through our ups and put downs
but where was that when you lied out ur mouth
when you said you would put your life down
because you lied and you know that you did
and i was sad but it was my benfit
and i hope you feel bad like shit
im tryna get into my bag and get rich

falling apart (sochi + inno)

thanks jacko for the beat and verse @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

nope your too late i died w/ jacko

@decago
@k4rson
@afterstory

really in love w what im making finally feels like im doing something right.
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build me up again
and i wont pretend
ill be right right here hold me till the end
always wanna be a savior 
so go and reachh your hand out 
when ive been a man down

going thru the same things everyday
and yet my heart still hearts the same
wont u take away my painn

listen to my soul break

@karson
do u think we cld pretend, that we are okay
i dont want ts to end, but u lie right to my face 
miss i wld hold ur hand, but you will never change
drawing hearts in the sand, looking back on better days
i rly miss u girl, but ion wanna do this just to hurt 
you used to be my everything, my world
then you left me crying in the dirt
i think that its only getting worse

build me up +karson (decago)

prod @mental

they like blx u flakin
sorry guys im shakin
they ask what im takin
i don't feel like sayin
fake it till you make it
i don't think i'll make it
if you hate me say it
i still smell your fragrance 

i need hp baby my heart is so low
i love you so much u dont know 
u miss my face go ahead take a photo
spread my wings and fly away like im ho-oh
and its alright
give me one night
to make u mine
girl it's alright
cus ur mine
tell me that ur mine
do i cross ur mind

do i cross your mind?
i dont know
is this goodbye?
im still not sure
i wanna try
but i dont know
no i dont know
no i dont know
grow wings and fly
but not too close
open your eyes
you might see a ghost
keep wasting time
cause i dont know
no i dont know
no i dont know

fragrance ft. mental

thank u @1fangs for saving me
@kyoakyo 
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just leave me here to die
and let my body rot
i sacrifice myself just so you get what you want
theres no one left to help
or rearrange my thoughts
id do it by myself 
but dont know where to start

did anybody change when youre not around
glass heart barely beating did it make a sound?
everything thats on my mind can u listen now?
everything thats on my body can u feel it now?

just lay my body downnnnnn 
swear it hurts all the same when i see you around
go & pick up my body corpse on the ground
&& im cut like a zombie
(dont u want me arounnnnd?)

seek help
like i been the whole time
been like this my whole life
but for now its alright

this hell  been like this the whole time
these welts on my body all mine.,,,

anchorless

hina