one of my most favorite songs

https://soundcloud.com/apriltool/egirl-spit

egirl spit (april tool cover)

i really dont like life (i need to keep this up somehow)

sorry for the reupload

my life is such a pity
my life feels so shitty
nothing is interesting
why am i even breathing

i suck at everything
had a gf but only for 3 weeks
she wanted to cheat on me
with my friend and then she blocked me

what is the point of this shit
hate school i wanna quit
but i have to get the paper
so i can be a wagie later

i really dont like life
but i cant afford to die
i have to keep smiling rn
i have to keep this up somehow

i really hate life
everything and everybody sucks
but its too early to back out
i need to keep this up somehow

how do you keep on going
with nothing in life that makes sense
i feel so demotivated
to do anything i feel out of place

my anxiety is killing me
only when im alone i can breathe
i dont think ill ever be happy
its so over not gonna make it

i really dont like life
but i cant afford to die
i have to keep smiling rn
i have to keep this up somehow

i really hate life
everything and everybody sucks
but its too early to back out
i need to keep this up somehow

my life is over
im an empty shell
cant let you get closure
i dont trust women

my life is over
cant you see
why waste your time
on someone like me

i really dont like life
but i cant afford to die
i have to keep smiling rn
i have to keep this up somehow

i really hate life
everything and everybody sucks
but its too early to back out
i need to keep this up somehow

i really dont like life

roller coaster cover

never thought id ever fall for someone again
ive always kinda hated romance and all of  that stuff
twitter girl she made my 
heart flutter
and melted my head 
like butter

she posts on twitter everyday
likes its r9k
i really dunno why but i like it anyway
and if she looked my way
i think id pray
that she would stay

never thought id ever fall for someone again
ive always kinda hated romance and all of  that stuff
twitter girl she made my 
heart flutter
and melted my head 
like butter

twitter girl

#swagapinostyle

nxp cover :P

lyrics:
Left on read
I wish I was dead
I need some love
I need a hug
I need to get my fucking dick sucked
Stare at my screen till my eyes bleed
I need some love
I need a hug
I need to get my fucking dick sucked
When you send a text
That's just too much
What do you expect
You're so out of touch
Feeling bored and kinda sad
Want to chill, want to love, want to get a fucking blowjob
Feeling tense, and kinda mad
Want to kill, want to fuck, want to blow my fucking head off
When I send a text
That's just too much
What did I expect
I'm so out of touch
I was left on read
I was left on read
I was left on read
I was left on read

left on read (cover)

prod me lol

every day, I imagine a world where I can be with you
in my hand is a pen that will write a poem of me and you
the ink flows down into a dark puddle
just move your hand, write the way into his heart
but in this world of infinite choices
what will it take just to find that special day?
what will it take just to find that special day?

ddlc your reality cover

hi im back very short song 
prod me
ft. @odihu

im so damn lonely
u call my name
i get ecstatic
only u understand me
when im manic
im just waiting
for the day to end
so i can play pretend
act like im a movie star
then life wont be so hard

im so lonely please hold my hand
im not used to romance
glad that i can be ur man
cause you gave me a chance
i dont know whats wrong
with the thoughts inside my head
but i know that if you left me
there i would end up dead

im so damn lonely
u call my name
i get ecstatic
only u understand me
when im manic
im just waiting
for the day to end
so i can play pretend
act like im a movie star
then life wont be so hard

im so lonely!! (ft. odihu)

recorded this to test out some new production methods

i have waited for too long for you

guess this means youre sorry
youre standin at my door
guess this means you take back
all you said before
like how much you wanted
anyone but me
said youd never come back
but here you are again
cause we belong together now yeah
forever united here somehow yeah

my life would suck without u

deadcouple - 4chan girl

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

#swagapinostyle

h2rtbrkr