LAST PLACE / 2MUCH ON MY MIND

WRITE IT ON YOUR FLAGS

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lyrics:
(shi)
where is my lighter at
i think ive lost it again
anti social 
hence im losing my friends 
converse, rain drops pain crosses my chest
scared eyes fucked up put a gun to my head 

smile smile for me 
fly u didnt fly with me
cry bad trip on ecstasy 
"lies" dont see the truth in me

burn a cross in my chest
tortured souls cannot rest
feelings scary sight is blurry
guess im a trainwreck

where is my lighter a-
NEVERMIND
why do you have to keep haunting me
all the time
i hate my postition 
any way i can resign any way i can decline
cuz u been there all the time 

emotions
they deal damage 
there is no heal no there is no potion
and i know it isnt real
gaping open

erase my memories 
feelings frozen

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lyrics:
im feeling trapped inside my head
my thoughts are screaming to be fed
the world around me feels so dead
im drowning in a sea of red
chains on my wrist cant see my escape
psychologist now my feelings erased
tell me can you help me (2x)

look at the trees
see the leafs are falling down
falling of a ladder like a king who lost his crown
been trying to fight it so bad (2x)

last seen in my rearview mirror
trying to reach reach reach
cannot get her
sky is gray
foggy weather
mental illness isnt getting better

my head keeps turning
but im standing still
im searching for a way to feel
i cant find it
keep getting lost in my thoughts
u r two sided
but i cannot get enough of you
shit

im falling down
i cant get up anymore
need to get rid of it
until the blood spills out my corpse
ridiculous
you are such a fucking whore
im sick of this
girl you went overboard!

reach

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lyrics:
i wish i could be
a good person for you
lifes falling apart 
now you gotta look for me too
and i believe when im gone 
see when im far
you dont message you dont care at all
drown sorrows in alcohol
realize i barely knew all my friend at all

dont know how to keep my composure
staring at the edge getting closer and closer
trying to keep up getting slower and slower
only a couple steps and its over

neighbours house used to have cat
now the cat is dead and i cannot rest
gun on my shelf fuck it shimmers black
bloodshot eyes my life complex

and i cant tell you 
what you meant to me
cause im still fucked up
from the love that you gave me

i wish i could be
a good person for you
lifes falling apart 
now you gotta look for me too
and i believe when im gone 
see when im far
you dont message you dont care at all
drown sorrows in in alcohol
realize i barely knew all my friend at all

when i lit my cigarette
fuck friends ignorance is the best
releasing feelings from my chest
thats why i cant let you leave yet

and i just wanted you to know
i didnt want you go
cause you left on your own
too many places to show

fuck didnt want you to leave
you said you know whats best for me
fucked up killing my fantasy
cause i been drowning in the sea

tell me 
how can i make it alright
girl do i still have time
to make you switch the sides

good person

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lyrics:
put another sticker
on my guitar
infront of the mirror 
wonder where u are

converse dirty 
resemble my heart
wheres my lighter 
shouldve known from start

sharp pain in my back
 think im gonna die today
would you smile and laugh
 would you watch as i decay 
all those cigarettes
and the ash it burns away (2x)

take a photo on my old camera
i been looking all around me wondering where you are
and honestly in honesty my brain dosent think far
so if i fuck it up
ima do it from the start

CHANGE MY WAYS 
and im still not enough for you
CHANGE MY WAYS
and im still outta luck cuz
CHANGE MY WAYS
and im still pretty fucked up 
change my ways change my ways
you told me to

STOP
where is my lighter at
fuck wrong song
still wondering you slept

hit the road and overdrive
had enough of wasting time
said i havent changed
now i hope you have a better life

FUCK
yeah i know that you cant handle it
thats why i left you to yourself
gotta deal with it

wanted me to change 
but yourself you havent changed a bit 
run around the city find myself
thats why i wrote that shit

change my ways

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lyrics:
black eyeliner and a blood red dress
floating through the room 
but her heart is a mess

white hair cigarettes
scars across my chest
racquet in my hand but i barely miss the smash

oooooh
insanity in your eyes
oooooh
i hate when i see you smile
ohhhh 
think im losing my mind (2x)

false promises and stupid restrictions
oh i just need your love
its a fucking addiction

i met a girl in hell
and now shes holding on my hand
and she wont let goooo
watching as the darkness grows (2x)

burn your voice into my soul
oh you just wont let me go
all the words you said before
soul is black just like a crow
all the things that i would throw
oh i thought youd let me glow

fuck
running to the store 
cause she needs some nicotine
cause only if she numbs the pain
shes able to dream

its so wasted
shes getting faded
demon got her soul 
and shes happy that she traded

oooha
i cannot feel myself

thanks for all the love :)

girl in hell

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lyrics:
Can someone turn the lights on
Can someone turn the lights on
Can someone turn the lights on
Can someone turn the lights on
My star bracelet broke apart last night
And the Polaroid turned the pictures white
Always two hands up ready for the fight
And now I'm out here longing for another life
And they won't say shit
I dont want to hear about it
Fuck your ignorance
Want to feel like me I doubt it
Won't make a difference
Not even if I change my name
And now my phone hits the floor
Screen shattered looks scattered
Saw the message before
Now I dont want to see you ever
When your mood changes
It switches like the weather
I dont want to talk to you
So fuck it it's whatever

Can someone turn the lights on
Cause I dont know where you are
This boy's gonna go far stumbling into the dark
Haven't flipped the switch in too long
Good friends turn out to be my nemesis
Wasted too much time here I should have just ended it
Can someone turn the lights on
Cause I dont know where you are
This boy's gonna go far stumbling into the dark
Quit asking myself im too wrong
Good friends turn out to be my nemesis
Wasted too much time here I should have just ended it

Blood in my nose and I dont know how to fix it
Now stop talking to me cause
I fucking hate predictions
Fucking hate predictions all the shit that you said
You know I'm only drinking to get you out my head
And now my phone hits the floor
Screen shattered looks scattered
Saw the message before
Now I dont want to see you ever
When your mood changes
It switches like the weather
I dont want to talk to you
So fuck it it's whatever

And I keep running and running just to get you out my head
And all the blurry faces passing by will end up dead
Because our life is just a cycle
Repeat it then go to bed
Know your'e a devil in disguise
Need to quit it at last
Dye my hair
Change my name
Fuck this shit still the same
Had enough of your games
Cut you off you're insane

lights on

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lyrics:
the darker night
the brighter the sun
the darker night
the brighter the sun

and she said that i'm alright
you brought back the night
now i'm pissed, pissed, pissed, pissed off again
no, i can't tell my fucking friends
good things come back
worst thing ever said
'cause im pissed, pissed, pissed, pissed off again
my headache it will never end

i lied you know
it's the half of me
that said i should'nt ever be
dark thoughts turn into evergreens
no i don't need no therapy
i been up there, down there, i been all around
never staying in my own lane
but im crossing people out
and i know this place is flooded
but i'm living in a drought
girl is claustrophobic
needs someone to let her out

i gotta run away, get away, run away
i got no place to stay
and she's been feeling kinda empty
won't come home today
i gotta run away, get away, run away
i got no place to stay
she's been feeling kinda lonely can't find her escape

and she said that i'm alright
you brought back the night
now im pissed ,pissed, pissed, pissed off again
no i can't tell my fucking friends
good things come back
worst thing ever said
'cause im pissed, pissed, pissed, pissed off again
my headache it will never end

it'll be fine and it'll be alright
and i'll be right home but i cant go back in time
everyday i get up going through a fucking fight
and that's the reason why i cannot be by your side
and when you wake up
i'll be long gone
forget the things, forget the songs
forget her smiles, forget what she has done
the darker the night
the brighter the sun

worst thing ever said

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lyrics:
smokey eyes and cigarettes
late nights in my bullet vest
look at me i wont look back
cause you told me that i will regret

pills of jealousy and addiction
i cant talk to you cause its fiction
4am the clock keeps on ticking
magazine is loaded shes flicking

with her words know it hurts
she keeps on talking to me
tell me my worth
she keeps on walking
but she fell of the curb

and i dont wanna go back (3x)

red dot
between my eyes
when she kissed me
shoot my face
not gonna miss me
i dont wanna go back
dont wanna see you
and i just need someone to love me
know that its true 

need someone to love me
and i know that its true but-
i forgot all my feelings for you
you dont really love me back
and its a f*** fact
you step into my sight and im seeing 
red

red eyes red guitar
stomp lives like cigarettes
signal failed
fight till the bitter end
toxic waste
under the glitter hands
keep on slandering me with your friends

october turned to november 
when she told me 
that i lied
i dont wanna go back
no i dont wanna see you cry
i dont wanna go back
dont wanna end this in a fight
i wanna break you for good 
cause then i know im alright

but she wont let me good (3x)
she knows that i-(4x)
she knows that i sinned

red dot

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lyrics:
Just put a gun to my face, you know it
Just put a gun to my face, you know it
Ah
Just put a gun to my face, you know it
I been doing the
I been doing the-

Not my fault
It feels like yesterday
So alone
I got my debt to pay
She left and came back
But drunk as fuck
She said I did it
I set her up
Oh
Told me she never spoke her mind
No
That bitch so crazy, starts to cry
Oh I felt the pressure is building up
Ran out the bathroom
I had enough

Letter to my younger self
Just go ahead, fuck the world
Hate all of their stupid shit
'Cause you're just a little kid

Just put a gun to my face, you know it 
Just put a gun to my face, you know it
Ah
Just put a gun to my face, you know it
I been doing the same

Left without a warning
Now I'll never come back
She said
"I know I keep on living rent free in your head"
Show me anything you do
'Cause I know that it's bad
Keep on yelling in the mirror
You know that I left
Face down, gun up
Lose it, fucked up
"All he does is make her cry"
Face down, gun up
Lose it, fucked up
Can't you see the fucking lie?

Face down, gun up
Lose it, fucked up
Face down, gun up
Lose it
Fuck
Face down, gun up
Lose it, fucked up
Face down, gun up
Lose it
Fuck

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GUN TO MY FACE

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lyrics:
Saturday night
December dream
Swear i felt the sparks between you and me
Can feel that her eyes light up my heart
But I have no idea who you really are
Take a cap
No just take my hand
Ill be with you no matter when
Crazy world filled with feelings

When the moonlight hits your face
Be my only lover in december
Make a night we 
When the moonlight hits your face
Be my only lover in december
Make a night we can remember today

You and I me and you together 
Snow is falling we could be forever

Well I guess Im alive
Same shit everyday
Shes one of a kind always saves the day
I feel like a nuissance
Sometimes pretty stupid
When I call her up and ask her hey girl how you doing
Hey whats up how is life bout your day was it nice
Got me wrapped around your finger cause I fell in love twice
When I see your pretty eyes and the night consumes the day
Only one thing to say 

When the moonlight hits your face
Be my only lover in december
Make a night we 
When the moonlight hits your face
Be my only lover in december
Make a night we can remember today

DECEMBER ALCHEMY

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NO WORRIES

9TH OF THE MONTH

WALK STOP DROP

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lyrics:
Honestly, it's no surprise you let it die
Call her up, she said in five
Not by my side
And it's always just the same thing
Just the same thing
Never wanna change
Sick and tired, keep on waiting

I trip too often
Hit six am
So dizzy, coughing
I'm not your friend

You said it's bad, girl
Six feet under, who I wonder
You said it's bad, girl
Thought I won her
Thought I won her

Honestly, it's no surprise you let it die
Call her up, she said in five
Not by my side
And it's always just the same thing
Just the same thing
Never wanna change
Sick and tired, keep on waiting

Honestly, it's no surprise you let it die
Call her up, she said in five
Not by my side
And it's always just the same thing
Just the same thing
Never wanna change
Sick and tired, keep on waiting

Can't help but black out
Come down, she said
Honestly, right now
I'd rather die than get you back

Or get you out my head
Out my head
Or get out
I won't read any text
Any text
Forget now

Honestly, it's no surprise you let it die
Call her up, she said in five
Not by my side
And it's always just the same thing
Just the same thing
Never wanna change
Sick and tired, keep on waiting

Honestly, it's no surprise you let it die
Call her up, she said in five
Not by my side
And it's always just the same thing
Just the same thing
Never wanna change
Sick and tired, keep on waiting

LET IT DIE

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lyrics:
get me out of here
get me out of here
get me out of
get me out of

hair is getting too long
killed your cigarette on guitar string
keys gone, new dawn
don't care what they all think
nails red and my nose too
talkin' 'bout my attitude
never keep on being you you you

wasted
i took too much
i'm fucking faded
get me out of here
huh huh
huh huh

tonight wave the flag
a knife to my back
all innocence slain
by lips devil red
just one year apart
think twice, flag's white
hate to see this
but my old self died

victim to my brain
everyone the same
flashlight through the night
smiling in disdain
and you said what you got
what you got
red dot
seventeen shots
i can see how i
rot rot

victim to my brain
everyone the same
flashlight through the night
searching my escape
and you said what you got
what you got
seventeen shots
don't mean that i
love love

and i hate to be the one
behind the barrel of the god damn
haha
and i hate to be the one
behind the barrel of the god damn
gun

someone at the door
someone in my walls
rotten apple dead
you don't wanna call

left you on the corner
wait just a minute
love like crack
and my head keeps on spinning

tonight wave the flag
a knife to my back
all innocence slain
by lips devil red
just one year apart
think twice, flag's white
hate to see this
but my old self died

victim to my brain
everyone the same
flashlight through the night
smiling in disdain
and you said what you got
what you got
red dot
seventeen shots
i can see how i
rot rot

victim to my brain
everyone the same
flashlight through the night
searching my escape
and you said what you got
what you got
seventeen shots
don't mean that i
love love
love love

VICTIM TO MY BRAIN

RING A BELL

NOT YOU

UR EYES

IN LATER LIFE

WHERE YOUR FRIENDS AT

2MUCH ON MY MIND

LAST PLACE

TALK BOY

FEEL IT AT ALL

USHANKA

SUNLIGHT HITS YOUR FACE

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merry xmas

lyrics:

fear in me now
brought u back in my head 
i want to leave u behind
keep my last words unsaid 
fear in you now
thought our ways wouldnt cross
cry when someone says your name
tears no one forgot 

 
grown out my hair 
fall on your face
i want revenge
ill make you break
but when i see you its so different
but when i see you kinda miss


i cannot move my legs
cause time just fucking froze
when i look in your eyes 
i want the gun to blow
voice ringing in my head
the world is getting loud      



turn it all off
make my brain just shut 
everythings been going wrong 
i need a cut
a break a minute to take
honestly i love u 
and i hate you just the same fuck 


same two eyes 
still looking at me 
i wanna see your world 
show you what you can be

dont wanna live no hope 
cant run im breaking my knees   
i gotta hide my face
cause i cant lose my feels

h3nce

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