pretend (disbelief)

prod @lynyou @trustt @omgisai
video / visualizer: https://youtu.be/W2jl_vXwRsc

lyrics:
@lynyou
yea it dont really feel the same no more nah
yea getting tired of the lies i been bored yea
i just say im fine then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn
(x2)

yea i closed my eyes i can still see the tv
say u dont like me but u really need me
yea the trophys mine ima win u gon see me
ima take whats not mine feeling greedy
(x2)

@trustt
close my eyes and i still see you there
but i still stay walkin round im the man yea
but you dont really know that yet
so you dont really know a thing about me
runnin round the town with my head fucked up
i cant find my phone think im boutta throw up
i said fuck all your friends and fuck what you heard
yea fuck all your friends they belong in the dirt

closed my eyes i can still see the tv
say u dont like me but u really need me
yea the trophys mine ima win u gon see me
ima take whats not mine feeling greedy
(x2)

@lynyou
yea it dont really feel the same no more nah
yea getting tired of the lies i been bored yea
i just say im fine then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn
(x2)

yea i closed my eyes i can still see the tv
say u dont like me but u really need me
yea the trophys mine ima win u gon see me
ima take whats not mine feeling greedy
(x2)

need me

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@trustt
i write it, then i fucking trash it
i can't stand it, i keep doing damage
to myself and, all those all around me
you don't like me, tell me if you like-

am i a nuisance?
tear my fucking walls down
i can't do this

"you're a problem"
that's all that i hear now
i can't do this

@lynyou
i think i got a problem 
i keep spiraling
i'm losing track of the time
feels like i'm blind to it
burn it up watch it fall
i'll just tear it down
but i don't feel a thing
i just like the sound

wish i could start from scratch
i cant do this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving
i got nothing left to love
i wish u knew this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving

@trustt
i put my feelings in the backseat
that's where i sleep, that's where i sleep
do you think of me? i don't think you do
it's poison in my dreams and all i see is you
do you still think that i'm pretty? 
can you tell me before i sleep?
i feel bad in the morning, in the night
and in between
i thought i had a life
but i got no memories
and i think i wanna die
i don't know 
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just-

last week
i'ma pass out in the backseat
i'ma laugh when i'm passing
i'm not healthy for your safety
you don't know me
you just knew me last week

i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star
i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star

blinded

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cover art @trustt

@lynyou
i got 2 racks on my body i got 2 racks for my twin
i cant switch up on nobody thats a mf sin
i feel like im chosen bitch all i do is win
dropped a bag on these jeans then i do that shit again
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
i got money coming fast bitch i cant even count to 10
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
bitch dont hit me up again boy im not ur fucking friend

@trustt
if i cut you off throw you out and you still complain
this is why i dropped you little bitch  don't taint my name
showing my true colors i hope god decide my fate
breaking through the canvas when i spray em i see paint
i got jewels on my body and especially my waist
that percent of hating i got all of in my bank
all that time you wasting i can tell you got no play
im so done with winning i got nothing left to say 

@deepinparis
if you cant catch all this shit im saying you not listening
how am i supposed to count these racks when i cant count to 10
i just took a break to come back better than ive ever been
ive been going too damn hard i need to ease it up a bit
i got so damn rich remember the day it clicked
you said you think its out of reach i know it never is
maybe you wouldnt sound so bad if you put effort in
when i get up on the mic im leaving an impression bitch

prod me ib my friends
samples voyage 1969 & voyage 1970 from touhou 8

lyrics:

u wanna talk abt top 10 put me on that list
i cant be ur friend u a stupid bitch
my mouth full of blood
baby i dont talk down i hiss
im worth more than that
diamonds in my spit

im worth more than that

page five im continuing my story
decline in my health but i dont worry
i wrote my name on the page but it looks blurry
i didnt save ur life
i was in a hurry

im worth more than that 

i lost my friend tryna keep my life together
watch him go tryna look for something better
u ever feel like that?
i want more than that, i think i want forever
i lost my friend tryna keep my life together
watch him go tryna look for something better
i always feel like that
i want more than that, i think i want forever
(baby save my life)

im worth more than that

story // voyage 1969

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theres some snakes up in that grass
go and test ur luck promise u wont last
yea they always tryna bite me - stalk my past
tryna fight me like id let u walk that path
talk behind my back but i hear it back
came a long way from crying in my drafts
came a long way i had to detach
yea u prob think u know me its a fucking mask

im where its at but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone

i dont believe shit
my idols arent real they only tweet shit
dont talk to me sweet it dont mean shit
get up off yo ass Stop subtweeting 🖕
whine about somebody then delete it by the evening
would u rather live or die for ur demons ?
u want a reaction ok. heres a reason
i dont owe a damn thing to u boy u leechin
i said my piece i go on ghost mode 

but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone

Test.Ur.Luck

**updated master as of december '25**

prod kay @3eight9 , qlein @qlein <3 「デモ」

you know that it's all out of love
pressure in my chest 'cause i'm dumb
and the picture's out of frame 'cause i broke it
you know me too well just to go, yeah

last time when was it the last time
i could have been the person for you
my mind i thought i had messed up
'cause i'm the worst person you know
oo-ooh
you know x5

you know it's not ok but you're still alright
'cause there's not much left to go
i know we don't have time to say goodbye
but i still want to know (oo-ooh)
was it worth it i don't know (oo-ooh)
promise i'll think of you some more

you know that it's all out of love
pressure in my chest 'cause i'm dumb
and the picture's out of frame 'cause i broke it
you know me too well just to go, yeah

last time when was it the last time
i could have been the person for you
my mind i thought i had messed up
'cause i'm the worst person you know
oo-ooh
you know x5

uKnow {kay, qlein}

demo (file will probably be replaced later on)

It's a turning point in my life
what can I say?
nothing I say sounds right
hold it in for one more night
what have i done?
i swear, i'll make it right

I look like a mess today I know
I hope you still love me
feel like I'm on the edge of letting go
it's starting to show
I look like a mess today I know
maybe I'll just shave it all off just to see how you'd react

i know what your expecting
but im giving you something else
when you tell me you love me
i wish i could say the same
cant think of the words
you want me to say
you ask how its been
i dont say a thing
i wish i could say something

I look like a mess today I know
I hope you still love me
shattering my brainstem
wandering away, hoping things are still okay
I look like a mess today I know
maybe I'll just burn the fucking house down
maybe I'll see you react
i swear, i'll make it right

pretend (disbelief)

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