V I E R R E

pretend (disbelief)

i guess i'm homesick

⭐️ lyrics:

Lock myself in my room again
When I'm alone I can play pretend
That you're with me, laying in my bed
I guess some things are better left unsaid
You don't know how much I miss you
What more can I do?
I just wanna kiss you again and again, and again

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm homesick
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Till I can't feel a thing

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm (homesi-)
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Till I can't feel a thing

But I feel guilty for staying inside on a nice day
Guilty for going outside on a weekday
Gave up, I'm staying in bed for the whole day
Put on a smile even when I'm not okay

But I feel guilty for staying inside on a nice day
Guilty for going outside on a weekday
Gave up, I'm staying in bed for the whole day
Put on a smile even when I'm not okay

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm homesick
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Til I can't feel a thing

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm (homesi-)
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Til I can't feel a thing

homesick

stream

🦌 FIFTY FIFTY (피프티피프티) - CUPID *DEERMIX*

Megan's piano

prod me ++
https://soundcloud.com/tropes777/ridin-solo-prod-dolly bit this flow Srry

lyrics:
when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish >c

something must be going on

Blessed be the one who rests

symbiote

april 2025

when i was younger, everybody seemed much older to me
now life is changing and i don’t believe anything i see
farewell, i always knew that you would make it out
i’m still going but as time goes on, the silence gets loud

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i put my whole life at risk ‘cause i tried to fit in
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
i end up starving myself, breaking my fucking hands
they never taught me to stop being codependent

i put down the guitar
sing to myself in my bed as i’m sinking in
i never thought it’d be hard
and when he passed, i had tried to breathe it in
who knew that life would be like this?
my old friends told me i’m psycho, and i didn’t like it
and i try so hard, i’m always trying to fight it

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i’d rather kill my best friend than take my fucking meds
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
if only i would’ve told them i’m a fucking mess
i could’ve learned how to stop being codependent

Codependent

gotthem

floatinginthefuckingbay

0:00 - swum - clouds (https://swumbeats.bandcamp.com/track/...)
2:02 - sweetbn _ - row flip (https://soundcloud.com/sweetbunmusic/...)
3:12 - sweetbn _ - i hear the rain (https://soundcloud.com/sweetbunmusic/...)
4:55 - rook1e - I fell in love with you one night in september (https://soundcloud.com/byrook1e/septe...)
6:31 - tomppabeats - emotional (https://soundcloud.com/wrathofthestor...)
7:45 - lil que - paradise shawty (thttps://soundcloud.com/lilquexxx/para...)
9:48 - alembic - exceptions (https://soundcloud.com/alembicmusic/e...)
12:01 - high eyes - i'm sick and in love (https://soundcloud.com/hieyes/bump5)
14:22 - wun two - ship (https://soundcloud.com/wun-two)
15:56 - wunsche - snowfall (https://soundcloud.com/samuelwunsche/...)
17:59 - cold - existence (https://soundcloud.com/coldhp/existen...)
20:15 - made in m - lowrider (https://soundcloud.com/madeinm/lowrider)
22:52 - sleepdealer - molly w_ けｍ SURF (https://drtybeauty.bandcamp.com/track...)
24:34 - krygan - days of wine and weed (https://soundcloud.com/kryganbeats/da...)
26:47 - CRÆTION - wish (https://soundcloud.com/craetion/wish-1)

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Alembic: https://soundcloud.com/alembicmusic
high eyes: https://soundcloud.com/hieyes
wun two: https://soundcloud.com/wun-two
Wunsche: https://soundcloud.com/samuelwunsche
Cold: https://soundcloud.com/coldhp
Made in M: https://soundcloud.com/madeinm
Sleepdealer: https://soundcloud.com/sleepdealerbeats
Krygan: https://soundcloud.com/kryganbeats
CRÆTION: https://soundcloud.com/craetion

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