my Alternative Rock for hard vibes

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lyrics:
i dont know if i like you
but we can stick together 
for so long

why dont you like me
said we could be forever
well so long

going back and fourth in my mind
wasted my turn but i wont this time

cause we could be so cool together
just dont make me wait forever

i took my time and now i know
this time i wont spend it alone

cause i cant stand to see you with him
i'll get you back and then i'll win

together forever

this is the worst thing ive ever made lol

lyrics:
It's time to jump up in the air
Jump up, don't be scared
Jump up and your cares will soar away
And if the dark clouds start to swirl
Don't fear, don't shed a tear 'cause
I'll be your 1-UP girl
So let's all jump up super high!
High up in the sky!
There's no power-up like dancing
You know that you're my Super Star
No one else can take me this far
I'm flipping the Switch
Get ready for this
Oh, let's do the Odyssey

1-up girl

i regret making this

lyrics:
hey girl did you
know i like you
saw you online
yeah x4

hey girl whats up
youre my new crush
and im just jealous 
when you blush

at him not me 
see you staring
im just fucked up
yeah x4

so fuck u
always in a bad mood

dyed hair black nails 
wont fix ur attitude 

but u got issues 
anger that misuse

talkin lotta shit 
acting like somebody likes u

but your wasting all my time
with all your stupid lies 
i can see it in your eyes
you hate yourself and want to die

scene crush

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / GUMI https://twitter.com/GUMIfromMegpoid
illust / https://soundcloud.com/ponkansoup: https://twitter.com/citrus_soup?s=20
MV /  https://youtu.be/z41Twyf7atQ
Inst /  https://piapro.jp/t/PjYS

[lyrics] 
Letting everybody take what’s mine
Giving everything, so divine
Keep our universes on a line
Mixing everything, we intertwine
Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside
Everywhere we go we cannot hide
Hide from such a lie
In your hands you hold a broken heart
Dark remains that you had torn apart
“Show with words” where do I even start?
A shitty, mediocre piece of art
A faded memory of how we were
When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd
“Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear
Nodding passively, can’t help but stare

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
So leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal

Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Rid the evil, rid the evil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the thing that once consumed me
Set me free
Waiting here forever on repeat
Walking in, the watchers take their seats
Long gone now, the feeling of defeat
Replaced by the slowly rising heat

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
Leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal
So please appeal

BEDEVIL

Lyrics:
im sorry i fell asleep, im drowning im six feet deep
you had my heart to keep yeah, but now you forgot and i bleed

im only as good as my rhymes
i said it a thousand times
if you really wanna be mine
gotta love all of my wild sides

im too depressed and im drinking on that codeine
youre not impressed not until i fucking OD
im on your bed yeah but you dont even know me
you climb on top but at least you coulda told me

ruin all my life like
wasting all this time like
you were never mine like
so i hit the fuckin pipe like

i just got too tired
i used to be the one admired
im only on that tango and cash, cause i been lookin for a way out and i be fuckin trash

im sorry i fell asleep
i swear its not what it seems
i wanted to see you in my dreams
i wanted to see you in my dreams

but now youre gone forever

i shouldve been there to keep you safe
i shouldve brought you to my place
i shouldve called you on my break
but i just thought youd be okay

Sorry I Fell Asleep

sorry i fell asleep

part 1 brighteyes

as the cold air breathes through my skin, i look back at you again, your brighteyes they stare at me, but its only a memory, and your smile is a sight for - sore eyes and much more, i guess you're everything, but you're only a memory

and i, would like to suggest, a night
where nothings so stressed, and as you hold my hand, i hold you back as tight as i can, as i can

tell me what you found inside your mind, you can hold me as you cry, you can hold me as you cry, oh you say it is worthless to keep on going on, i think we deserve this, for all that we have done

dont wanna waste your time, dont wanna waste your life, sick of being wishy washy, tell me what you're really wanting, from me, i know that you was here, you tell me im not here, but i was always here, for you...

/////////

part 2 i'll set you free

tell me what you want from me
one day i'll set you free
tell me what you want from me
one day i'll set you free
tell me what you want from me
babe what you want from me
i know, one day i'll set us free

tell me what you want

brighteyes

sorry for not uploading </3

i dont see
how i was the fastest seed in the race
cuz now im so slow
and i cant outrun the pain

and all those fucking years
of being told that i was gifted
they've made me so indifferent
to any task that comes near

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a dick

all my bad qualities
anxieties, insecurities
culiminate into a really shitty tasting soup

and all those fucking years
that i wasted online
of all the possible universes
i know im living in the worst timeline

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a piece of shit


im living in the worst timeline

The Worst Timeline

im freaking out
coz i got a lotta shit to think about
and i dont know which of it that i should count
coz theres so much
my body hurts and my brain is fucked 

im out
out of reasons to care
my mind is everywhere
ive got 20 missed assignments
i havent made a new song in like 5 months

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

im out
im out of luck
cuz my brain is full of stuff
stuff which never gets done
cuz i find it fucking dumb
im up til 6 am
staring at my phone, im alone again
ive got no friends, ive got no future
so i spend all day on the computer

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

BRAINSOUP!

idk wut to call this lol

(lyrics)
stacy smokes cigarettes 
on the way to the bus

tell her, her lifes a mess
well i dont give a fuck

say its all in her head
well im pressing my luck

said its all for the best
if you're falling in love
if you're falling in love

:( (demo)

*art drawn by me

lyrics:

i woke up feeling like a total
fucking tr*nny today
i dont think that is such
an unreasonable thing to say
i hate my legs, my ass, my voice
the fucking hair on my face
fat chance im looking in a mirror
what a fucking disgrace

i wish i didnt exist x8

i wrote your number in the back
of my journal today
i think im too much of a
dramatic coward to say
i love your hair, your lips, your feet
that fucking grin on your face
i hope stick around long enough
to hear me say

i wish i didnt exist x8

(awesome drum breakdown)

i wish i didnt exist x8

I Wish I Didn't Exist

ex-boyfriend

H4rtbrkr - Drug Approved

h4rtbrkr - girlfriends

h4rtbrkr - fuck u (demo)

Staring at the ground
just thinking to myself
I wanna talk to you
but you're looking at someone else

My head is full of smoke
it's getting hard to see
You're so far away
you're so out of reach

I don't know what to say
I don't know what to do
wish I knew how to be
wish I was more like you
you float right through the air
and I can't keep my cool
wish I could run away
wish I was more like you

scene crush

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