'paranoid' produced by heylog

lyrics:
we go and hike in the woods
what a perfect place to be
all my troubles behind
no sign of reality
i could live here and build
a shelter out of trees
say goodbye to the world
no electricity
the way the sun hits the water
i swear i see god himself
i feel shame, i feel hurt
it's like i'm somebody else
i try to hide but it's not
gonna help or save me
cover up all the shame
like adam and eve

i intimidate her
i think she's scared of me
cause your biggest fear is that i'll leave
and then you'll carry on
like nothing happened
and then you'll think about me one night and leech in
why don't you try me
i'm always hiding
i'm like a needle in a haystack, u won't find me
my teeth, i'm grinding
feel like i'm flying
i told you once, i'll say again you'll never find me

hanging out down by the creek
couple deer following me
if i stop to look at them they just stand there as if they freeze
why haven't they ran away?
figured they wouldn't have stayed
hear some branches crack behind now i'm paranoid of this place
look to my left and my right
check my shoulder one more time
maybe i'm a schizophrenic, i be fearing for my life
you hear that, you hear the tones?
i'm convinced i'm not alone
maybe i'll go deeper in the forest to find out if i'm pyscho

we go and hike in the woods
what a perfect place to be
all my troubles behind
no sign of reality
i could live here and build
a shelter out of trees
say goodbye to the world
no electricity
the way the sun hits the water
i swear i see god himself
i feel shame, i feel hurt
it's like i'm somebody else
i try to hide but it's not
gonna help or save me
cover up all the shame
like adam and eve

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paranoid

Lyrics:
you ask why I do what I do
you'd never understand I told you
I question what I even DO
cause I don't understand I told you

you ask why I do what I do
you'd never understand I told you
I question what I even do
I don't understand I told you

maybe one day you'll see
you were wrong about me
didn't take the time
to try with me,

look at me from a different scope
you'll see a light you failed to know
so please leave me alone
cause I told you all that you need to know

you ask why I do what I do
you'd never understand I told you
I question what I even DO
cause I don't understand I told you

you ask why I do what I do
you'd never understand I told you
cause I question what I even DO
cause I don't understand I told you

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I walk alone, the streets fade away,  
Each step a memory I can’t seem to shake.  
Shadows dancing, telling their tales,  
Of vanished loves and dreams that fail.

Under the moon, I feel so small,  
The stars are bright, but the emptiness calls.  
Searching for answers in the silent night,  
But every whisper is just a promise slight.

Water reflections, your eyes far away,  
Secrets revealed in the breath of the day.  
Time stands still, yet my heart races on,  
In this labyrinth of fears and wants.

Under the moon, I feel so small,  
The stars are bright, but the emptiness calls.  
Searching for answers in the silent night,  
But every whisper is just a promise slight.

And when the dawn’s light bids me goodbye,  
What remains of us, between shadows and sighs?  
A distant echo of a love once true,  
An infinity of words I never knew.

Under the moon, I feel so small,  
The stars are bright, but the emptiness calls.  
Searching for answers in the silent night,  
But every whisper is just a promise slight.
 
I walk alone, but I won’t stand still,  
My heart beats strong, despite the chill.  
Under the moon, my soul seeks a place,  
A safe little haven where I can find grace.

under the moon

Ameliorate

148 bpm f#m

Lyrics: 
Last night in a long time
I felt alright, I felt alright 
We're too far to get things done
But maybe one day, I'll be the one to say
I was picking flowers out of the container 
that you gave me at your house
the other day, I felt so safe
think it's time I let it go 
And finally see how this all goes

Dont give me that look
when you're mad at me
you know what that does to me
I told you I'm fine, but what you don't see
Is that I'm lying through my teeth

Last night In a long time 
I wasn't too fine, wasn't too fine
Pricked myself on your vine 
for the first time, Is that alright?
I was picking flowers out of the container 
that you gave me at your house
the other day to throw them away 
I think that its time I let it go 
cause I already know how this all goes 

Don't give me that look
when you're mad at me
you know what that does to me
I told you I'm fine, but what you don't see
Is that I'm lying through my teeth x2

Flowers For You (prod.moriibeats)

Looking back
It was just wasted
Wasting time again
With you

With you


Time wasted
Lip tasting
I'd rather
waste it with you
With you

With you

With you


Time fleeting
Repeating
The same old mistakes from yesterday

Its fine though
Your mine still


Time wasted
Lip tasting
I'd rather
waste it with you
With you

With you

With you

Can we rewind
To when it felt right?
You dont want my piece of mind
But you're
Still a piece of mine
Still a piece of mine

Wasted time

Chuko

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