Name: EXPLORING NOISE by Haggari Nakashe
Duration: 25 min

ig: hmakesmehappy ( i love ketamine btw) 

im a junkie of the past
shootin memories like veins
anxiety the leash
i walk in broken chains
every breath is a trigger, every mirror lies
cant hold sobriety just empty lullabies

WHO THE FUCK AM I, WHO THE FUCK AM I
i see me in the mirror and he wants me to die
WHO THE FUCK AM I, WHO THE FUCK AM I
i got blood on my teeth and a goddam smile


I WANNA DIE BUT I CANT EVEN DO THAT RIGHT
POP A FUCKING PILL AND IM SCREAMING ALL NIGHT
FUCK LOVE, FUCK ME, FUCK THE WORLD AND THIS PLACE
EVERYTHING I TOUCH TURNS INTO BLOOD ON MY FACE

i ripped off my face cause it whispered my name
(youre not real, it giggled youre just part of the game)
i stitched my mouth with barbed wire just to feel the sane
but i can only feel that im turning insane

tried to slit my wrist, blade laughed and broke
my mind is a gore porno, death is a dirty joke

WHO THE FUCK AM I, WHO THE FUCK AM I
A STRANGER IN MY SKIN WITH A DEAD MAN EYES
WHO THE FUCK AM I?!!!!!!!:"":!:": WHO THE FUCK AM "IIIAISFADGFASDG
BANGING ON THE WALLS TILL THE WHOLE WORLD DIEASFKJSHDFLUASHDGKLIAUHSDKLAUSHDEFILHUblekgahsd.gkjlahsliuggbjas,dfjahůclvmnas,fkjhase.lfkj

♫⃠  KANNYBAL KANNABYS ♫⃠   - HIGH VOMIT SESSION

ig: hmakesmehappy

she walks through dreams on
bleeding feet, with kisses sour
and perfume sweet.
a queen of ash, of soul, of sin,
i would lose my mind to taste her skin

o, carve your name across my chest,
drink my breath and steal my rest.
for though you tear my heart in two,
my every signle thought still kneels to you

i wear her sorrow in my veins,
i dance in storms to sing her name.
though thorns may pierce my every prayer,
i find my heaven in despair.

♫⃠ KANNYBAL KANNABYS ♫⃠ - 🜏 SHES MORE THAN A PERSON, SHES HOME 🜏

Hear my offering, "EXPLORING NOISE TEXTURES",  a two-track album that delves too deep into the interplay between sound, imagination  and sadness, rethinking personal experiences that might resonate with the listener's emotional landscape via sounds. Each 25 minute track serves as an exploration of the self, where dissonant layers of synth noise weave together delicate ambient like textures, challenging the inner peace and further exploring notions of music and art in therapy. I feel that in the noise genre, the often-overlooked spaces of sadness and introspection are neglected as the genre tends to be sometimes be more anger driven, transforming raw emotional responses and angst into an auditory assault; where this is an attempt to turn negative emotions into something that serves the purpose of healing, venting and sharing, both haunting and profound, but not as aggressive as HNW tends to feel. I invite listeners to embrace the beauty of chaos and the significance of emotional vulnerability, hoping this could leave you pondering upon your own rich tapestry of sadness and sounds long after the final note fades.

All sounds by Haggari Nakashe (synths, samples, effects).

Distributed via RZRecords as release RZR25HNENT:
https://rzrecords.blogspot.com/2025/03/exploring-noise-textures-by-haggari.html

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EXPLORING NOISE

Haggari Nakashe is your everyday depressed maverick sound artist, but also the co-owner of RZRecords!

EXPLORING NOISE

Haggari Nakashe

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