dalhart (demo)

please ignore the beginning and the end. i couldnt figure out how to trim the file… #professional

you’re out there,
counting bodies and starting fights
i’ll be here in my head 
waiting for a surprise 
praying to a god i dont believe in
that he’ll come along
and give me a reason

i’ve been killing myself
to remain indifferent
he lives thinking he’s right
cus i couldn’t hit him
i hate the way that he sounds, 
but it was the first thing
i missed when he walked right out
and had no mercy

this slow death’s
nothing pretty 
fucked again 
cus i thought you could fix me 
sorry i dont know what i want

dont know who’s saving face
on your side of the story
save me from the bitter taste 
of knowing who came before me 
let me sleep at night, 
and i’ll be alright
i’ll forget like i do every time

this slow deaths
nothings pretty
twist the knife
cus you hate when im free
well im sorry i wouldn’t
have waited this long 

you’re out there,
counting bodies and starting fights
i’ll be here in my head, 
waiting for a surprise 
something that i’ve been long begging for
feeling weak in my knees, 
i’ve seen this one before.

slow death (demo)

a short little thing i whipped up after listening to way too much fiona apple lol

i thought this was an amicable reconciliation i’d be thankful for
you would say you’re sorry and we’d be good friends again
but i’ve since put the pieces together
i’m not the only one you’re smoothing over
you’ve got your big plan to be the big man
with poor young girls wrapped around your finger
it makes me sick to my stomach, thinking about it
what i’m a part of, i wanna ask questions 
but you’re gonna scream and cry
“oh, why are you accusing me?”
but i wanna know, why are you using me still?
i’ve had my two years of torture, baby
and i ain’t getting one more 
right there is the door, why don’t you walk right out?
i wasn’t thinking then, but i’m thinking now
i could never know you again, couldn’t be kind
you don’t deserve it, i know it, i tried

hailey

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