I made this based on the middle section of Dance of The Ghosts and I really wanted to bring out the sinister essence of the song. I don't want to write anything to go with it, I want to leave the listener to interpret the story.

Battle Of The Ghosts

Dance Of The Ghosts

I'm not gonna write a whole story for this one; it isn't worthy. I will tell what I imagine when I hear it though.

Basically, there's a girl walking through a dark, foggy, forest, and she sees a pink floating light. She chases after it, but when she gets closer, it just gets further. She chases it until she falls into a hole in the ground, and she looks behind her to see a multitude of glowing pink lights. They all move away from her, teasing her. She eventually gets close enough to it to see that its a floating pink crystal. She finally touches one. It falls to the ground and loses its color. She feels disappointed for a moment, but then the other crystals circle around her and begin to fly. (I don't know how to word the rest of it..) SHES NOW A SUPER NEAT PINK ANGEL THING XD.

Crystal In The Fog

PpfFfF, It's been forever, hasn't it. I finally wrote something after months of having no ideas. I'm happy to finally be back into the swing of things.

This is my entry for a challenge to write about your year in chronological order. I decided to scale it on the four seasons.

Challenge rules: My competition (if it doesn't freaking get taken down again) is to write a piece about your year in chronological order, scaled to the year. Yeah I know it sounds confusing but hear me out. Let's say that you had a terrible year, but the summer was incredible. So, you write a piece that's really depressing, except for the middle section, which is really bright and cheerful. Some ways you could go about this is by doing 365 measures, 4 movements for each of your seasons, or 365 notes. You don't have to do any of these tho...get creative! There's no required instruments or length, but I just need an explanation on why you made your piece the way you did (it doesn't have to be super in-depth if you don't want it to be, a simple "this time of the year was a bad time for me" will do). It will be due to me by January 31st at midnight. DM me if you want to do the competition and I'll invite you to a group DM for the competition. Have fun!

The Feelings Of The Seasons

This piece is about the times of the day as the sun rises and sets. Hope you enjoy!

Sunshine

Before I say anything else, no, I haven't seen avatar the last airbender (intend to tho). If anything the idea entered my brain while playing Little Alchemy, don't ask why I was playing Little Alchemy.
Anyway, all four movements were going to be in one score because I thought it was too short to publish, but I came to my senses and published it after sitting on it for like a month. I really want to compose more but to be entirely honest my mental health isn't in the same place it was before, and I'm finding it kind of hard to find the motivation to do so. If anyone is having mental health problems please, pleaseeee talk to somebody. Although I'm not known for being very comforting my dms are always open :). Anyway I hope you enjoy this piece.

Earth - Four Elements Mvmt. 1

Air - Four Elements Mvmt. 2

This piece is about a girl named Lily and h er imaginary friend (her name is rose which is irrelevant to the song but yeah) that shows up in her dream. Lily wishes to stay in the dream forever because she prefers it over the real world. Rose comforts her by saying that she's always there for her and that she loves and cares for her despite those in reality not.
Sheet Music: https://flat.io/score/5fb214cd9f5b8d0a3b22a75c-imaginary-friends

Imaginary Friends - If My Dreams are Heaven, then You're an Angel

Ok first things first go like @callisto_system's new piece right now. https://flat.io/score/5fe27cc496f76b2899d6201c-through-her-eyes-original-song-live-recording#c-5fe29fe146d2ac4525d0197e one like towards them is worth a million likes towards me. Also my previous piece isn't in search or discover for some reason so you can listen to that if you want.
Anyway this is movement 3 of dance of the ghosts. I really need to end it or it will go on forever so yeah this is the last one. I don't know what to put in this description, I never do, okay hope you enjoy.

The Final Ceremony Of The Ghosts

This is a piece about recovering from mental health issues, with emphasis on addiction, self-destructive behaviors, and trauma. It's meant to show the beauty of recovery, as well as the tough parts of it. Recovery is a bumpy road, everybody has their highs and lows, and it may seem like you're going nowhere or that it's impossible at times, but what's important is where you make it in the end. I'm hoping that some people who are in the process of recovery will resonate with the piece. 

This piece is part of Callisto System’s project: Breaking The Stigma. It’s meant to bring attention to mental health issues and break the stigma surrounding them.

This isn’t in chronological order or anything, it’s just meant to convey the overall feel. It’s great sometimes, but other times it seems hard. I obviously can’t touch everybody here, because everybody’s feelings are very different. If you want to talk you can reach me on discord HaiMaiNameIsAni#6632. I’m not a professional or anything but I am willing to listen :)

Tw below as I discuss this in more detail (no examples only recovery methods.) 
 
When trying to recover from addictive substances and behaviors, it's important to find something to do when you're getting urges. Sometimes just doing something distracting like watching tv, playing a game, socializing, going for a walk, etc. works well. If you have unhealthy coping mechanisms, these can also work as healthier alternatives. Sometimes it can be hard to stay focused while doing these things; I typically try to do something that requires all of my focus like a game that needs multitasking or something. Relapse is normal, and it doesn’t mean you’re a failure. You aren’t, and you don’t need to be ashamed of yourself.

I also want to touch on recovering from trauma. We all react to trauma in different ways, there is no wrong way to react and cope with trauma. If your reaction to trauma is having a profound effect on your ability to function how you would like to, or you have developed unhealthy coping mechanisms, I highly recommend that you seek professional help. (in all cases it's best to have professional support to help guide if you feel comfortable with it.) All that being said, in order to help ease the symptoms, it's important not to isolate yourself. You don't have to tell people about the event if you're not comfortable, but sometimes it can be good to talk about your feelings, or even just socialize in general. It's also important to keep yourself active and take good care of your health. 

It’s important (in both cases) to recognize your triggers. What causes flashbacks or bad memories? What causes urges to relapse? What makes you anxious? etc. It’s important to identify and avoid these things. If someone you know says they have a trigger, please, please, please respect that. Being exposed to triggers often causes extreme stress, or worse, without giving examples. It can be easy to mistake it for “slight discomfort,” but it’s more than that.

I thank you for reading this, even if you aren’t struggling with any of it. I think it’s important to learn about these things in order to understand and help those you know who might be struggling with it. Again, I can’t really touch everything, because there is so much. But you can always reach out to me and I’ll be willing to listen.

Anyways, thank you, and I hope you enjoy this piece.

Recovery - Breaking the Stigma

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