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I'm drowning these thoughts out
to keep me from falling down
I'm trying not to feel like such a freak
I keep testing my virtues
and crying in bathrooms
I'm as human as I can be

oh I love when you cry
It shows me that we're only human inside
and we need therapy
cause like the song
hush hush
we all fall
down
down

every time I open my eyes 
it's like I'm watching my life
passing right by me 
like another movie
could I feel something
better than nothing?
cause I'm so tired 
of being tired

wake me up from this lucid dream
I need to break routine, catch a flight to Orleans
through a curveball face first right at my thoughts
maybe then I'd find a way to stop 
overthinking

oh I love when you cry
It shows me that we're only human inside
and we need therapy
cause like the song
hush hush
we all fall
down
down

my minds pulling my heartstrings
like a puppet, I feel nothing
cause everything I do is not enough
why can't I feel serotonin?

I think I shouldn't have thought
about thinking of everything that
could've happened by now
my heads bouncing off of the walls
overthinking it all
I really hope I don't fall
down
hush hush we all fall 
down

stuck on the carousel of doubt
where everything never seems to work out
just keep going round and around and around we go
but it's time to let it go

the overthinker

Josh A - Darkness

Josh A - Sleepless

Josh A - I Miss My Ex

Josh A - Suicide Benz

Josh A - So Tired

Josh A - Disgrace

Josh A - Wont Die Young

Josh A - Better Alone

Josh A - Not Enough

Josh A - Heartbreaks

Josh A - Save Our Souls

Josh A - Worst Mistakes

Jake Hill & Josh A - Endless Nightmare

[prod. Vision4k]

If i killed myself
Would you care?

Got flown out to LA by a man in the game
Said id be a fucking legend have em screaming my name
Promised me everything like the money and fame
Now my ass back at home man and nothing has changed

Everyday full of pain and they feel the same
Used to be sunshine Now im stuck in the rain
Used to see big growth now im stuck in my lane
But i aint ever giving up get the fuck out my way

Everybody treats me like a pain in the ass
Judge me right now for the shit in the past
When i say i wanna die just know it aint cap
Put chrome to my dome wanna feel the blast

I wanna die
I wanna die 
I wanna die
I wanna die
Yeah i wanna die
I wanna die
Yeah i wanna die 
I wanna die


I wanna die
Its not a joke 
everybody hate me but i hate myself the most
Yeah im always angry keep emotions on me close
Yeah im never happy when i smile and say hello

Tell me that you love me come and call me on my phone
You dont ask if im ok but say that you’re my bro
Now you hear me talk about it maybe let me know
But i dont have no real friends so i know that you wont

Put the bars on my tongue now im drinking
How could you know what im thinking
Hope youll be gone for the weekend
Belt round my neck im not breathing

I wanna die
I wanna die 
I wanna die
I wanna die
Yeah i wanna die
I wanna die
Yeah i wanna die 
I wanna die

x2

i wanna die

Jake Hill - Wither

Jake Hill & Josh A - Too Many Dead

Jake Hill - All Along

lyrics:

whatcha know about love from the start?
cause you burnt a hole through my heart
quit saying you cared about me
I'm a mess in my head, an emotional softie

I broke down last week
in back of my car
what's wrong with me?
have I gone on too far?
I can't seem to shake
feeling of inadequacy

whatcha know about love from the start?
cause you burnt a hole through my heart
quit saying you cared about me
I'm a mess in my head, an emotional softie

I can't see the light am I going blind?
creatures of the dark, turned to allies
my mom always said don't go out at night
but where does she lurk when I'm out tonight?

you're detrimental to my health you make me ill
deep down inside I won't deny it gives me chills

whatcha know about love from the start?
cause you burnt a hole through my heart
quit saying you cared about me
I'm a mess in my head, an emotional softie

I wanna scream, I wanna shout at you
but I'll just cry, and pout it to the moon
you're not worth all the pain you put me through
so let's pretend, we're never met again

whatcha know about love from the start?
cause you burnt a hole through my heart
quit saying you cared about me
I'm a mess in my head, an emotional softie

lately I cant see
I'm blinded by the future this is more than a dream
I need to move on from you there's a future for me
so I'll say my farewells, cause it's growing old

emotional softie

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