My win is not your Loss G
Penned Fall 2024

Produced by Isaiah 22 look him up on YT

(Lyrics)
Until I get there, I’ll be here 
well aware of the world 
some sweet, some sour like citrus 
gearshift been on a cloud
 like Citrix, 
envious of my harvest, but the toil they never mentioned 
60 to 70 hour weeks 4 to 5 hours of sleep 
We dream chasers,
full sprint to the mint picking up a sack,
seeing love in my pops eyes, 
put the battery in my back
charged up by the hate can’t measure the watts
Rising like dough sights set on the ends 
Thats the only plot,
Focused on the finish line,
Path beaten by those before me footsteps showing me where they stopped,
Wise told me the only way to make it here
Is to leave here,
Since then I start to see clear,
Some niggas think I made it, 
always careful of the perceptions,
Too much demonstration could be misdirecting,
 I had to check it 
hard to tell when it is love ,
Some can’t handle your successful expressions 
My win is not your loss 
me winning is not your loss

me winning,
 is not your loss 

me winning,
 is not your loss 
me winning is not your loss 

pleading for either the love or the distance
 I bear witness negative affirmations, detractors and signals,,
looking in mines you missed your own windows,
Apologize to yourself your failure is your penance
Getting harder to blend in,
Like me playing humble is me now playing a Benz or real life monopoly playing with keys instead of kilos,
it’s more than that way to your shot,
Crossover 

Got me coaching up the bench on how to get a start, for the Family already I made my Mark,
fourth annual, 
Bugsy is in the ether, The influence is still present,
uphold your heroes rap with the older gods one of my tenants,
Stay patient while you half time shooters looking for cheat codes,
This shit here for glory 
expectations. 
We already beat those

Lose for Winning

Acts of Service

these lyrics and arrangement is by haki, this beat is not

solace [fplease]

this is off the album "xao panes" the album of my just went quadruple platinum, it only has one song on it.

lol this beat was produced by black milk. he's good. 

cover art is a picture i took in the "asian art" section of the art museum then i drew a cup of soy milk on statues fee and put soy milk above the window.

soy-milk

*not on stones throw roster
spelled prosthetic wrong on cover.

05. prosthetic

Life was just gym and the ladies, so it all seemed I was thinking on how I could make the Old Navy look like Abercrombie, that was the hot take like the “have you heard” though I was still a little zombie.

Schoolyard  Roy Jones was knocking jackets off in the cross, with the cross, never crossed me what all of that was for r-e-s-p-e-c-t, T-H-P-S on Mr. A’s Macintosh computers. That was always sticky had to practice my maneuvers staying cool while getting screamed on was no joke. here comes detention, in house, ECT. just a baby boy trying to be a bloke.

See, that was Gompers but at the rest I was happily snoopy at the feet of mother dear, heaven was close as hell I couldn’t tell as long as the bodega accepted EBT. my mom quit her job said she ‘didn’t like the way they were treating me’

I’m thinking she stupid. “Arrows don’t matter you’ll never love the 9 to 5″ said Cupid. that shit won’t light your fire, those past dues won’t either. in comes the candles and electric stove in the bill collector knows but will freeze a family to death for that income. He’s now the bone collector. Gasworks knows that it’s winter 35° mid December. Love thy neighbor is just a proverb.

Me and my brothers straddled the divide between storebrand and the battlefield so long we forgot where we fell but as long as the Xbox was kicking we was kicking back, comedy specials, we special handled London bridge so well.

Where is the Innovation of the Nobel winners when families have a hard time eating. Mom was messing with the homegrown trying to be a artisan while me and my brovs was all partisan. I was Wu-Tanging as Jay Swiff. Retrospectively a method to man the confusion, practicing flares in my living room.

Too young to be in the party kid getting real naughty all for a little Wally or bump and grind, then bumped and grind back to my pad only to learn we got evicted. That swift kick to the ass, 5140. Always a race on the strip.

2009, 5140 (prod. by Bombay)

[Alpharetta]
yeah, i'mma dependent, never ending
and to most a burden, especially 'cause he ain't fretting 'bout a pension,
awaiting my solace.
it's always pending, like grandma in that '98 toyota,
telling myself that i'm just one iota of what i'm going to be and i believed it,
until i'm in solemnity, and swallowed by the gallows of anonymity,
the cancerous thoughts just keep on pinning me down,
so quiet 'cause i'm in a pool of my thoughts and i'm fixed to drown,
i'm just saving my breaths reptilian style,
only open up to shoot the embers,
hoping the cosmos don't remember all the bad stuff i do, 
aristocratic, so i think but then i always refute it, 
internal contrast, twist me just like a rubiks,
took some time to push around cupid, he called his big sister karma,
she put me back where i belong,
been autonomous way too long, guilt harbored for two wrongs,
i thought two lefts made a right,
i don't know but i hope that decision wasn't out of spite,
me and my small ass appetite,
he needy as an infant,
catch sight of the wrong thing eyes go greener than a gremlin.

that's all i got right now.
GRAND

[jamal's perspective]
it's crazy how that's good and bad,
it's crazy now that i'm leaning more to the sad,
and how a knowing that's supposed to create a glow,
but no instead i feel like i felt a fad,
jive say we more of sacramento thats royalty,
it'll probably cease proverbially on some "the bigger they are the harder they fall"
but who's to make the call

 balance is the most peaceful and righteous equality between two opposite forces. This equality doesn't always has to be 50-50 it's the division that allows the individual to be most productive and harmonious. Change your ratios to fit your self,
Also be conscious that some things hold with more meaning or weight than others. For example, you may be the nicest person that does 100 good things a day but once you do one wrong all the good came before is out weighed and overlooked that said, find your balance.

alpharetta solace

alpharetta/jamal's perspective

*Supposed to get a female for the female vocals but i don't get no gata.*

PEACE BELOVED HOW ARE YOU? AND WHAT CHA DO? WHAT'S FOR LUNCH AND WHAT FOR FUN? UNTIL SHE SAID,

stop asking me those questions,

SHE SAID

calm down boy we got all day and night,
In due time you'll know more about my life but for know let's just soak in the sun, 
let love guide us to that oneness that everybody chases, 
they fail 'cause their love is out of pace and they're out of space to put a face upon their hearts,
'cause theirs is filled up with hate, he said,

LADY I AM DIFFERENT, SO I'VE BEEN TOLD I'VE BEEN STAR WISHING THAT RAINBOWS OF LOVE GUIDE ME TO MY POT OF GOLD, TO WHOM WITH I CAN TRAVEL SEAS, SPEND DEGREES AND GET OLD WITH I GOT THE COURAGE OF A BEAR I READY FOR THIS TRIP, EVEN THE CONSEQUENCE I'M BOLD IT'S THROUGH MY LINEAGE, LIKE GOLDILOCKS LOOKING FOR THAT PERFECT POT O PORRIDGE, I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR SOME STORAGE, SOMEWHERE TO DISPLAY THESE PURPLE HEARTS, THIS DARK RO-MANTIC ART, THIS NEVER ENDING CYCLE OF TOURING ONLY TO RETURN BACK TO WHERE I START, ME AND IT HAVE GOT TO PART.
I CAN AND WILL RESORT TO BEGGING GIRL, I NEED YOU NOW, I NEED THE CROWN, I NEED YOU TO BE AROUND, I NEED YOU TO SETTLE DOWN WITH ME, I NEED SOME AFFINITY,
SHE SAID,

boy you're only 21,
time will fleet but your time ain't done acting like you'll leave so soon you'll see many more moons don't rush the flow of love it'll just monsoon,
through the room you to your tomb, 
boy don't you be so desperate i know that love is deafening but question if you know who you are, 
and if that identity is fit to spar with another until you meet the bar and reach the mark that you need never to be apart,

I KNOW THAT LOVES HAS THE ANSWERS NOT SOLITUDE AND RECONCILE, SO YOU ASKING ME TO FIND MYSELF ALONE IS MERE PLAY FOR A CHILD, I KNOW MY PERSONAL LEGEND, WHO'S MY BRETHREN, WHO'S PRETENDING, THAT I AM AN INDIGENOUS SO THAT MAKES ME GENEROUS TO THE XX, I KNOW OF NO MEMORIES OF AN EX, I KNOW THE I KNOW THAT I NEED SOME COMPANY, SOME COMFORTING AN DI KNOW THAT YOU NEED IT TOO, AN I KNOW WHEN THE NIGHTS ARE BLUE THAT YOU THINK OF ME AS IF I WERE SLEEP, OR THE BLACK SHEEP, SO UNIQUE, OR THE BLACK SHEATH, FOR YOUR EXCLUSIVE DEFENSE AND I PROMISE I WON'T MISS A SINGLE TARGET AND I WON'T BARGAIN WITH THE ENEMY, I'LL SHOW NO SYMPATHY FOR THE LOVE HATERS, PERPETRATORS, DEBATERS, INFLATORS, I'M DEDICATED TO YOU, TO ME, TO USE AS ONE, PURE AS THE IMAGE OF THE SUN ..... THE CHALLENGE, THE BALANCE, BUT I'M READY HOW 'BOUT YOU, SECOND DATE TO YOU ZOO?

[chorus]

YOU COULD'VE JUST SAID YOU'RE NOT THAT INTERESTED.

questions

Happy

Don't ever touch my name, 
Spill the hardest with the cup full, disgruntled,
Simple minded confuse me while I try to recreate,
Disrespect the Lord name, place my efforts in vain,
That's too much for me to ever maintain, a level head, too exoteric to give you a pass, might laser point you, inconsideration will get you no trial,
No dial, no dice, he killing or he maxing, one through six, liable. 

Viable to never hit you again.
Missing your sense,
Back you down like Abe,
Ig honeys, twitpics with the fade,
Promenade through the motions,
Some times my distance from the notion,
 almost drive to me cry, 
No reply, to the message I sent,
Love is all around, despite it's not mine,
New chapter same book, brusslesprout Chocolate game took too long,
I'm straight you should move on,
Pieces


*Cut because it didn't have a jumper*

Do I care too much, some material gratification made me, thirsty for more, before I was content with my aspirations, before I was content with crumbs, and I shouldve be because I don't need more,ive been down and out for the last year and change, asking for the change, counting every penny, many men, die over death, just bought a car I don't feel anymore special maybe it's not supposed to do that. I know that it's not but my mind is trying to ignore what it knows.



The reestablishing of rhyme scheme,
The mind streams, triumph, and pain,
Educated myself on the techniques,
To bring forth the best,


The more know you have the better you spill,
The better index the better the feel, same fortune that turned good to ill,

Pieces

I walk around chest high I've been told, 
I blame your padre, you got your nose to your soles.
And your soles you only copped for the right brains,
The right thing was to turn left on the transients,
My soles speed past shenaynay,
While you in onyx with your nae nae,
I punta cana, with the dominican merengue,
The hips do lie, they might conceal the colt,
Only luck could get you and your big as head out that jam,
The A Section like a C section, only bars,
The latinas love the blacker berry,
As if it's all business, business class on the transatlantic,
Romantic with the katana, rose in the mouth,
Thorn poking,
In place of the token toke,
Only thing smoking is the a1

This that rap for smart scholars that don't know much,
Brothers try to be alike, hoping to find an a alike, 
But steady dusting off the breezys,
Only way they face the moon is the female judge served subpoena,
Or solar eclipse, 
I rock steady like the 80s or the medievals,



The fuck you doing riding the luxury tinted,
You asked nicely for the the fuzz,
What's the buzz around this lil scrawny broke ass nigga,
Doing it as a joke ass nigga,
Don't call me a nigga ass nigga,
Solitude and solemn don't cope ass nigga?

Freestyle shit

Tricky

From World Renowned Singer-Songwriter, Justo.
Alt Titles:
My Dear Melancholy
Falling Into Love
Are You Happy?
The Green in Us

FROM THE ALBUM: THERE'S A STRANGER IN MY HOUSE SWEATING PROFUSELY

This is really solid though. First time I've recorded and it sounded as if i didn't use an empty soda bottle.

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The rumors are true:

I DO,
LOVe,
U

I'm not in loVE

As monotonous as ever

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Arranged additionally barely by a black man.

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