Tutti Frutti

Jitterbug and Jezebel

Cupid Rain

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lyrics:
you must've crossed my mind a million times or more
i'll sit and lay out all your limbs across the floorboards
she'll trip and see the sailors strike their pose and then
take pills for taking pills and taking pills again

in colors i cant see you mark the maps in cruder crayon
in pleasures and in pleading find the faithless with their fans
in taking it in hand i'll find my patience running thin
in, taking you for granted, won't be half as bad as then

(what youve wanted hard to please)
she comb her woolsop hair
and give her sickle cell smile
(so whisper something soft and sweet)
she wont be long out there
she wont be home for awhile

Song Against Brooklyn

Super Dracula RPG Original Soundtrack

https://open.spotify.com/track/3K08PY0pDuyqGDqBwdg1Dx?si=403d4ed25df34707

it's in me aching
some fools pain
no hearts are breaking
no love been strained 

some touch of your hand
the gnash of teeth
you'll rend it out of reach

can you feel inside me
some fools pain
radiation winding
beside the vein

strike a light, flame, lanterns
to burn my reign
it's pouring out of me

Lilac

let's not fret over what we can't buy
because
let's stop, thread a pin for we can die
because

pill won't let you sleep but hills you've left to keep on
nothing seems to linger wrapped around your finger
babylon and on and break the newborn fawn in
lips to say what matters feet to pitter patter

pull your teeth apart again, come back to the start again (x2)

i just can't sleep
there's too much outside leaking in
there's too much talk and clacking teeth
and smoke outside from arms too thin

again again again again again

jitterbug stretches out like 10,000 ears of corn across the kansas of the mattress, she has never felt this free
(jezebel catches another whiff of jitterbugs perfume
she reeks of piss and apple blossom and vomit and patchouli and musk)
she has never felt this free
she has never felt this free
she has never felt this free
she has never felt this free
she has never felt this free
she has never felt this free

Babble On, Babylon

ALRIGHT THEN!!

Try it out
See how it fits you!
Ya do what ya want to
Or never mind

Leave no doubt
Let it eclipse you
Out from your thumb, soon
But undermine

And she combs her woolsop hair
and gives her sickle cell smile
she wont be long out there
but she wont be home for awhile

I won't hear you calling out to me
I won’t feel you coming after me
I won’t hear you calling out to me
I don’t see you coming back to me

I Don’t Play Games That I Can’t Win

Now that you're off and gone to sleep
You dream and often dream of me
You toss and turn
So self concerned

She'll wipe your brow and sing too sweet
The things you love the things you keep
You toss and turn 
What have we learned?

Gone 2 Sleep 😴

is it so wrong?
(let's build up to that first)
come on too strong?
(haul it in on the hearse)
it's not so bad
it's just a face i think i recognize
i'd be remiss to be surprised (oh lord!)

wash the soap behind your ears youve got to
polish off the sick you feel about it
with some lips to be unkind with waiting
tell him that you want him badly lately

Soap Behind The Ears

throwaway songwriting exercise wanted to make a lofi pop rock thing

lyrics
im looking at a full flush in my hands
you know you wanna wave to all the fans B)
so if you could be the boy for me
then let me know your plans...

sittin on the phone while everybodys callin
send another message knowin im just stallin
lookin for an answer? baby, you aint gettin one
playing all the games but no ones really having fun!

repeat chorus

SOLO!!!!!!!! rock out with your cock out

Flush! Full House! Straight!

G-G-G-G-Ghost!

Shapeshifting Girl

Not Just Anyone (Pretentious)

i wrote this song when i was 17/18 i only just got around to formally recording it just now cuz its been stuck in my head lately. i originally wrote this in the empty living room of my childhood house the day before we sold it. we had already moved to baltimore like a year or two earlier but like millions of factors delayed the sale of the house, and so when i would take trips over to oregon in the interim years i would post up in the shed in the backyard for months on end and have bad mushroom trips and smoke too much weed and not eat enough food and drink disgusting whipped cream flavored vodka in the cemetery near my best friends house. but all that is beside the point. when i found out we were fr selling the place i got incredibly sad like SUICIDAL and i felt like i needed to make a send off to the ol' abode, so with a gee-tar on loan from my friend kiki i wrote this really fast. i have a recording of when i wrote it somewhere DEEP DEEP DEEP in my google drive but all my voice memos are named "voice memo 122" or something like that so it would take me too too long to find it. the lyrics r as i remember them, which may not be how they were written but i thnk they retain that melodramatic teenage misery quite welllll and they make me cringe at times so they have to be close at least.

lyris:

so she says that she feels like shes seen this place before
she has and she will
so she sits and she stares at the blues and white some more
she sits she is still

aaahhhh!!!

and so she takes what she will and you get what you deserve
fresh teeth fresh kill
and so she sits and she chew at the gristle round the curves
so what? who cares?

aaaahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dunddfdhfiddodbebebe

so she says that she feels like shes seen this place before
she sits she is still

598 W 28th Ave

i wont follow you down anymore
i wont keep you around anymore

the words too tough to say
the fickle games i play
i know i've done you wrong
call the commandante to arms
the bones between us break
for a softness i can't take
i'll spread you out too thin and
feel the sweat upon the linens

want you like a nation bleeding oil
so take your fists and break apart the soil
want you like a nation bleeding oil
so take your fists and break apart the soil

blam! blooey!
the storm beats on the mast
turning firsts into our lasts

scram! shooey!
if roaring seas could speak
id be laughing id be weak 

i won't follow you down
i won't swallow you down

Sabbatical: A Romance

Esther's Other Song

That's All (For Now!)

Play It Safe

Two More Days

what if beach fossils in 2010 was me in my bedroom in 2018 and also bad?

ur hands (demo)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dLGIsf593kk HERES THE VID

sorry for the reupload, there were just some issues with mixing and vocal takes on the last one that really bothered me so i reuploaded, new trax coming soon!

what a pleasure

i cant get kh3 yet and ive been feelin nostalgic for the first few games, made a lil cover of my favorite song :)

dearly beloved

Fairy Ring

Lyrics:
Lucky-Headed Sun

Listen
Someone out there better listen
It's easy to get caught up living
Take a second of your own time

Lucky-Headed Sun

Photosynthesize my eyes
Speaking Chinese to the trees
Photosynthesize your mind
Feel the earthly pleasures bleed

Lucky-Headed Sun

24 years old i was born in 2022 and found in a shoebox

Naomi Halisca

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