Fugitive 
from Hamidreza Kahrarian

fugitive from me. 
it`s not even like a runaway this time.

Fugitive

A pratcice for a hypothetical game soundtrack

the character looses its touch with reality and what truth is
and its very afraid of death
or just dying.

no one sees him,
cause may death is the only truth out there
or in here.

and he dies
and dies 
and dies.

A Practice For Psychologist Labels

Last night i felt like i had to hurt myself. like specially my head. 
I guess where the thoughts are.
but why to hurt the thoughts ?
are really thoughts me ?
and if so, i live in my brain as an outcome ?
why am i rebelling to the machine creating me ?
am i a product that consumes itself ?
and also a consumer ?
the machine creates more me ?
so if i feel, the brain creates some more of it ?
and if i want it not to , it creates even more ?

Fighting To Hurt Myself

i recorded this in a random night.
then processed it.
like all the times i recorded memories of random nights.
and then
i process
over and over again
like this song, they reverberate.
it gets heavier
and lighter
and heavier
or lighter.

Everyone's Left

i recorded this on my mobile phone as an improvisation.
it's kinda low quality but i feel i can share it.
has some good parts

Room Recording no.5

Outside the Skull?

still me,
if brain is me.
and you'd be,
still my senses.

hopeless

I, Collided with the Skull

The bait fell right into this, a Trap.
and knew everything about the risk.
where's the reward? it said.
silence was all it got.
as an answer.

hamidreza kahrarian

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