She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it

Got this empty soul
Inside of my chest
Yeah it's vacant
I've been lonely
Since I was a kid, Isolated
I know I don't really fit in
I can't fake it
Nowadays they wanna be my friend
For a payment
And nowadays, I couldn't care less
I grew colder
Hanging with the devil
Got him chilling on my shoulder
Every single night
I'm watching death come closer
Tired of it all
I wanna know what's after

Yeah
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it

I don't really think I need it
But I want it
You can tell me all your secrets
I won't flaunt it
You can tell me how you really feel
Feel about it
I know how people can be
Yeah it's toxic
I can't trust, I got scars
All these cracks in my heart
Knew the love wouldn't last
Should of saw from the start
Now I'm left here to die
It's alright I'll be fine
Cause I've been on my own
The whole fucking time

spotify

face it (prod. michaelwarren)

https://youtu.be/_Di4TK4ieLA?si=m05Fyt5AP4pWSbYp

Baby, are you free tonight?
Broken down bad, but with you I'm alright
I've already heard it all, so please don't lie
Cause I'ma stay true 'till the day I die
Till the day I-, yeah
As long as I'm alive, I'll be down to ride
Bloodshot eyes in the backseat high
I've been running from the reaper, but I can't hide
Sinking even deeper, growing cold inside

Watching years fly by, fake friends come and go
Standing by your side through the highs and the lows
I'll be right there for you, I'm always close
If you're down for life, just let me know

I don't like to talk much but she likes to move fast
I don't wanna fight, why you gotta do that?
Tell me I'm a mess, you already knew that
We got something special, I don't really wanna lose that
Maybe I'm just looking for something I'll never find
Baby, I just shouldn't have let you in my life
Told me you were down for forever, that was a lie
And I'll see you tomorrow if I make it through the night

I've just been tossing and turning, the bridges are burning
I'm wondering, what have I done to deserve it?
I'm living and learning and constantly hurting
And I've given it time, I swear nothing is working

Baby, are you free tonight?
Broken down bad, but with you I'm alright
I've already heard it all, so please don't lie
Cause I'ma stay true 'till the day I die
Till the day I-, yeah
As long as I'm alive, I'll be down to ride
Bloodshot eyes in the backseat high
I've been running from the reaper, but I can't hide
Sinking even deeper, growing cold inside

music video

down 4 ever w/ kennedyxoxo (prod. noahmadethiss) video in description*

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

Yeah, I woke up fucked up
High from last night
Saw you in my dream
I wish it was real life
I've been burnt out
Broken
With no one by my side
Leave me out to die
But you know I still try

Leave me, bleed me
I just don't care
Hate me, blame me
I know it's not fair
Yeah, I'm crazy
Baby I won't lie
Got too many scars that I can't hide
Got too many cuts and bruises baby
Trust me I've been through it
Treat my heart just like another drug
The way that you abuse it
That's the reason I can't fall in love
You treat me like I'm stupid
You won't find nobody else
To love you like I did
And still do
Try to block you out my brain
But you break through
I can't sleep and I can't eat
When I think of you
Nothing ever feels the same as it used to

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

Round n' around
And around we go
Round n' around
And around we go
Death is creeping
It's always close
Gotta sleep with one eye closed
I'm paranoid
I can't trust a soul
Yeah I already know how it goes
That's the reason I stay cold
October
My heart stay froze
Cold shoulder
Don't get too close

@d1vwv
You and me both
Live like it's the last night
Smoking weed
Counting cash
How I pass time
If I could baby
You know I would rewind
Margiela's wet
What I spilled
Is more expensive
Than that though
19 when I played my first show
When we speak baby
Feel like imma choke
Bad taste
Coke coming down my nose
It's been better
But I'm never gonna fold

Round n' around
And around we go
Death is creeping
It's always close
Gotta sleep with one eye closed
I'm paranoid
I can't trust a soul
Yeah I already know how it goes
That's the reason I stay cold
October
My heart stay froze
Cold shoulder
Don't get too close
Stacking money up
No days off
I been working round the clock
But I got no job
He was talking out his neck
Now he got no jaw
On the freeway cutting up
Just like a chainsaw
Tell em good luck
If you wanna chase me
Say you wanna see me dead
It don't phase me
Got a bad bitch sitting in the front seat
Smoking good weed
Yeah, it put her right to sleep

one eye closed ft. d1v (prod. silver + grxgvr)

Baby hold me down
Don't hold me back
Said I got you
And I really meant that
If I give you my heart
Would the love really last?
I don't know what's going on
But it's happening fast
Right in front of my eyes
Your love your love
Got me blind
Your touch your skin
Get me high
Passing time with you
Ease my mind

Passing time with you
Ease my mind

Stacking racks up
In the city with some gloves
And my mask up
No we don't know anything
If you ask us
I've been mixing medicine up
In my cup
I've been running through
The highs and the lows
In my brain your name still echos
I had to learn to let go
I had to let you die slow
Now it's my turn to turn up
No I don't care about nothing
I'm on the edge watch me jump
I'm bossed up yeah bitch I'm stuntin

I'm bossed up yeah bitch I'm stuntin
Can't tell me
Can't tell me nothing

Baby hold me down
Don't hold me back
Said I got you
And I really meant that
If I give you my heart
Would the love really last?
I don't know what's going on
But it's happening fast
Right in front of my eyes
Your love your love
Got me blind
Your touch your skin
Get me high
Passing time with you
Ease my mind

right in front of my eyes (prod. michael warren)

decay (remix)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHILO6nTLCY

Under the stars
I saw your eyes
Reflecting in the darkness
Of the night
They shine so bright
It'll leave you blind
I can't forget you if I tried
Got you burned inside my

(Burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

(Got you burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

I can't forget you if I tried

No

Got your face burned in my brain
Like a picture
Everywhere I go
Everyday I still remember
Really wish that I didn't
But who the fuck am I kidding?
I think I'm addicted
Your love got me twitching

Your love got me twitching

Yeah, your love got me twitching

Your love my addiction

Yeah, bout you I'm trippin'

Under the stars
I saw your eyes
Reflecting in the darkness
Of the night
They shine so bright
It'll leave you blind
I can't forget you if I tried
Got you burned inside my

(Burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

(Got you burned inside my mind)

Got you burned inside my mind

I can't forget you if I tried

No

burned inside my mind (prod. methboiswag) video in description*

I wanna see your body move
Yeah show me what it do
You a freak I'm into you
Paint her face, Margiela shoes
Step down I'm walkin' through
Touch down right off the flight
She wanna see me tonight
Let's roll some weed get high
Then you know what's on my mind

I wanna see your body move
Yeah show me what it do
You a freak I'm into you
Paint her face, Margiela shoes
Step down I'm walkin' through
Touch down right off the flight
She wanna see me tonight
Let's roll some weed get high
I'll make you feel alive
Even though I'm dead inside
It's hard for me to try

I'm so high I'm glitching
Through this crazy life I'm livin'
Oh no I don't got no limit
I don't save it bitch I spend it
Dior Christian
I'm still sinning
Bitch I'm ballin'
Ain't no scrimmage
Stacking racks right off my image

Watch me do my thing
She see me on her screen
Her face from magazines
I'm trynna make that body rock
I'm trynna see you move
I'm trynna live it up tonight
Like there ain't shit to lose
Yeah
Like there ain't shit to lose
I'm stacking up the pinks, greens
And all the blues
Bitch you know I stay winning
This ain't nothing new

Yeah
This ain't nothing new

I just wanna see

I just wanna see

I just wanna see

I just wanna see

I wanna see your body move
Yeah show me what it do
You a freak I'm into you
Paint her face, Margiela shoes
Step down I'm walkin' through
Touch down right off the flight
She wanna see me tonight
Let's roll some weed get high
Then you know what's on my mind

I wanna see your body move
Yeah show me what it do
You a freak I'm into you
Paint her face, Margiela shoes
Step down I'm walkin' through
Touch down right off the flight
She wanna see me tonight
Let's roll some weed get high
I'll make you feel alive

(Even though I'm dead inside)

move (prod. rubbish)

Yeah
Back in class
They used to look at me and laugh
Got suspended from my school
And I never went back
Parent's all up in my ear
"you going down the wrong path"
I'm chasin' my dreams
Can't get side tracked

Used to think you were the one
I was so dumb
So naïve, I was just young
Sick of wasting my time
Acting like it's all fine
(Acting like it's alright)

See all the shit I went through
Only made me strong
Burned my whole world down
Then I fucking moved on
Yeah I know the saying's true
They gon' miss me when I'm gone
For now I let em hate
I know I'll prove em wrong

I been flexing and finessing
On the daily
Fuck all that talking
Boy let's do it
Why you scary?
I know you mad
Got you saying that you hate me
Cause your bitch tellin' me
I'm far from ordinary

Far from ordinary
Imma visionary
I got 4K, HD
I can see it all baby
Me and my team play for keeps
And we all crazy

Just some loose screws
What's new?
Yeah we do this all day
So high can't move
I can't feel my heart rate

Yeah
Back in class
They used to look at me and laugh
Got suspended from my school
And I never went back
Parent's all up in my ear
"you going down the wrong path"
I'm chasin' my dreams
Can't get side tracked

Used to think you were the one
I was so dumb
So naïve, I was just young
Sick of wasting my time
Acting like it's all fine
(Acting like it's alright)

ordinary (prod. roxa)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LAfKbg9Re8

Got a feeling that I can't fight
If it's wrong I don't wanna be right
And I don't wanna hear any advice
Don't wanna talk I don't wanna play nice
Posted with my dogs, yeah we all K-9's
Double-cross us must be out your mind
If you got a problem then we all frontline
If it ain't bout a bag don't waste my time

Don't

Don't

Don't waste it
Walking round
When the streets all vacant
Mixing molly in my drink I taste it
Can you see it in my eyes?
I'm faded

Can you see it?
Like I see it
Baby you're the one
I wanna be with
Yeah you're the sun
In my sky
Call me anytime
I won't ask why

Can you feel it?
Like I feel it
If you give me your heart
Imma steal it
Yeah, running off
Like a ransom
Fouling out for your love
Bitch and 1

You know Imma do the most
When I'm on the court
Imma break the backboard
Imma up the score
Do this shit with a passion
It's all I live for
I just want a crib
With some marble on the floor

And I just want a whip
With some suicide doors
Don't involve me with no drama
This life too short
Yeah you've heard it before but
This world's all yours
Gotta crawl out your shell to explore

Got a feeling that I can't fight
If it's wrong I don't wanna be right
And I don't wanna hear any advice
Don't wanna talk I don't wanna play nice
Posted with my dogs, yeah we all K-9's
Double-cross us must be out your mind
If you got a problem then we all frontline
If it ain't bout a bag don't waste my time

Don't

Don't

Don't waste it
Walking round
When the streets all vacant
Mixing molly in my drink I taste it
Can you see it in my eyes?
I'm faded

Can you see me?
Like I see you
Swear the room lights up
When you walk through
Make a grey sky
Turn light blue
Make my dreams
All come true

They all real
Can't stay still
Off this pill I can't feel
I can't fight
This feeling
Your love's my only reason

can you see it? (prod. oliver_01) video in description*

I felt so dead inside
You brought me back to life
Can't see no stars tonight
Only the city lights
Illuminate the sky
Take me out of my mind
Take me out of my head
Somewhere with you instead
Any place
Anywhere
Baby for you I'm there
Right or wrong
Wrong or right
Baby no I don't care
I got your back
I won't back down
No I'm not scared
If they talkin let em talk
It's just a waste of air

It's just a waste of time
Can't catch me
You gonna fall behind
Can you tell what's on my mind?
I'm trynna stack up to the sky
I don't wanna hear no lies
That shit just blow my high
Just wanna feel alive
Just want you by my side

Cause they don't feel me
Like you do
Yeah your love is true
I'd write a million songs for you
Just to get it through
Baby I like how you move
All the things you do
I froze my heart and watched it melt
All because of you

(You)
(All because of you)
(You)
(Yeah you know it's true)
(You, you, you)
(The only one I see)
(You)
(I need you like the air I breathe)

I felt so dead inside
You brought me back to life
Can't see no stars tonight
Only the city lights
Illuminate the sky
Take me out of my mind
Take me out of my head
Somewhere with you instead
Any place
Anywhere
Baby for you I'm there
Right or wrong
Wrong or right
Baby no I don't care
I got your back
I won't back down
No I'm not scared
If they talkin let em talk
It's just a waste of air

waste of air (prod. silver + methboiswag)

It's alright, go ahead
Tell me what you gotta say
Got a voice in my head
Always fucking with my brain
It don't matter where I go, I can never get away
I'ma take it to the end, I'ma take it to the grave
It's alright, go ahead
Tell me what you gotta say
Got a voice in my head
Always fucking with my brain
It don't matter where I go, I can never get away
I'ma take it to the end, I'ma take it to the grave

Walking down this road until there's nothing left of me
Looking for meaning always seem to leave me empty
Woke up this morning, I think I had an epiphany
The only one that hold me back is right in front of me
Looking in the mirror, smashing all the glass out
How you throwing stones at me from a glass house?
And why you hating when I'm down
What is that about?
Can you tell me?
I'm trying to figure it out

It's alright, go ahead
Tell me what you gotta say
Got a voice in my head
Always fucking with my brain
It don't matter where I go, I can never get away
I'ma take it to the end, I'ma take it to the grave
It's alright, go ahead
Tell me what you gotta say
Got a voice in my head
Always fucking with my brain
It don't matter where I go, I can never get away
I'ma take it to the end, I'ma take it to the grave

Keep on going
Till my motherfucking body drop
It's so confusing, does she love me or she love me not?
Think I'm delusional the way I always lose the plot
You got me walking with my hands tied, kicking rocks
It's like I'm trying to swim with concrete shoes
I don't know how it ends, or where it's going to
All I know is that I, I want you
And I hope that you know, you know it's true

never get away (prod. meutry)

Baby if you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile
I think to much
It's over complicated
I hate myself and I wish I could change it
My life feels like a game
With snakes and mazes
I hope she thinks of me with my replacement

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho 

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho
I don't know how to hide it
My memories divided
If only I could get out my head
And see inside it

A whole new perspective
My soul was neglected
Bomb on my heart
Like was it her objective
Torn into pieces
My strengths turn to weakness
I don't say much
Cause these thoughts leave me speechless

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyls
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

And you won't last a mile
Your dead if you're in my head
I'll make you suicidal
You couldn't love me
No matter if you tried to
If someone told you different
Then just know your being lied to

Fuck life fuck you
Driving fast hit the gas
Imma dust you
Shedding tears
As I'm switching to my fifth gear
I don't give a fuck about my ex I tell her stay clear

Tell her stay clear
Running for my life
Cause I know that the pain's near
I would rather die
Then ever fucking stay here
I can't take it
Everybody be the same here

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

life is just a cycle (prod. foreigngotem)

Forever in my mind
Always search
But cannot find
Was looking for your love
But you just left me behind

I feel very numb
Cause my soul already died
I feel very dumb
Cause now I know she lied
Look up at the sky
And I ask the gods why
Walking all alone
Need nobody by my side
Put me in my grave
I been thinking every night
Would it be that bad
If I left it all behind

Tired of my life
Always cry
And get in fights
I know I'm no good
Cut my skin up with the knife
Kissed me on my lips
And turned my heart just like the ice
I am not okay

I am not alright
I am not alright
I am not alright
I am not alright

Forever in my mind
Always search
But cannot find
Was looking for your love
But you just left me behind

Forever in my mind
Always search
But cannot find
Was looking for your love
But you just left me behind

Fall in love you lose your life
On the acid
See the lights
On the stage
I'm super high
Blacking in and fucking out
All these people used to doubt
Act like they don't fucking dream
So much fake up in this scene

It's fuckin toxic
I'm barely breathing
But I'm flexin and I'm flossin
And they fucking think their stunting
It's fucking nothing
Their music sounds disgusting
In a race but I'm cheating
Yeah I'm taking drugs
To run away from demons
Don't know who you are
Talking all that nonsense
Pull up leave you bleeding
Your head looking like a faucet
Cause it's dripping
Give me any beat you know I ain't missing
Tell that girl I'm on a mission
I don't want love
I hate the attention

I hate the attention

forever in my mind (prod. xtravulous)

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

Even if you tried to
You couldn't save me
Always getting lied to
My life is wasting
I'm so fucking tired
My dreams are dead to me
I'm not gonna make it
The reaper next to me

Watching over every move
So much sleep I lose
Every night I contemplate
Like what the fuck to do
I don't wanna feel this way
I'm so stuck in place
All I ever knew was pain
And fucking rainy days
I can't get outside my brain
I'm smoking purple haze
Make the demons go away
And all my thoughts erase
Don't know why they fucking hate
It makes no sense to me
I just wanna help myself
Discover inner peace

To me I am the enemy
There's something wrong with me
The chemicals inside my brain
Are fucking hurting me
The memories keep coming back
It's like their haunting me
Lying to my fucking face
Just tell me honestly
You ain't got no loyalty
I hate this fucking town
Wish that I could burn it down
All these snakes around

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

fading (prod. cartier)

Every time you lied to me
It makes me suicidal
Baby I don't wanna breathe
If I can't stand beside you
Every time I looked inside your eyes
I see the stars move
Always tried my hardest
Not to put you in a bad mood

You said you could save me
Bring me back to safety
Left me here to die
Now you acting like you hate me
Think I'm going crazy
Does life have any meaning?
Sleeping in the morning
Wake up in the evening

Every time I wake up
Wanna close my eyes again
Darkness coming in
Eventually it all will end

My life of nothingness
Walk this road a lonely mess
I'm on my own again
All the walls are caving in

I hate my Anxiety
You could never understand the brain inside of me
I suffer silently
My smile seems to hide from me
She did me wrong
I still love her
Guess its irony

I bury memories
Gotta keep them underneath
When see her in my dreams
It gets hard to breathe
Her love turned me to a fiend
I'd do anything
Please don't lie to me
Tell me everything

Lately Life ain't what it seems
Wish I wasn't me
Inner demons creeping out just to bother me
Almost constantly
I struggle just to get to sleep
Put me in my grave I would rather
Rest in peace

Fall back cuz I know that you're not mine
Girl I been going through it since like 09
So trife, fuck it I guess I wanna die
When I'm away, I just wanna be by your side ya

Everyday I'm switching lanes tryna find yea
Girl we have talked in a minute aye yea
I been on the grind for a minute aye yea
But I'll be coming home let's kick it aye yea

eventually it all will end ft. cøzybøy (prod. absxntmind)

Sometimes it's hard to focus
I don't feel no motives
I just feel so hopeless
I know that they notice
Don't know where I'm going
Full of bad emotion
I feel like I'm no one
I feel like I'm broken

But I ain't no loner
My team full of soldiers
Smoking till it's over
I swear we never sober
Try to keep my eyes low
Ducking from the 5-0
Fuck the fucking 5-0
Let all my fucking guys go

I don't fit the system
I know that I'm different
Swear they never listen
That's why I'm staying distant
Leave em in my past life
They don't got their act right
Don't know what to act like
I leave em on the outside

Leave em on the outside
Leave em on the outside

Don't know what to act like
Don't know how to act right
I leave em on the outside

Sipping on my potion
Keep them blunts in motion
I been way too loaded
Sometimes it's hard to focus
These niggas keep on switching sides they think I ain't noticed
Imma keep on livin life till it's my time to go then
I been out my mind and I been trynna find it
Demons want me so bad I'm still trynna fight it
At the same time they not that bad they give me guidance
Maybe I should give in and ask for an alliance
All my teeth are golden
Smile just to show it
Don't look to long
It get way too hard to Focus

Sometimes it's hard to focus
I don't feel no motives
I just feel so hopeless
I know that they notice
Don't know where I'm going
Full of bad emotion
I feel like I'm no one
I feel like I'm broken

But I ain't no loner
My team full of soldiers
Smoking till it's over
I swear we never sober

hard to focus ft. pillxxx (prod. kidkeva)

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
Fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
Think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
Just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen
But now they treat me different
It's because I'm glo'd up
Gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest
If you want people to notice

No days off I'm never sleeping
Writing songs in my head
While I'm dreaming
All my life I'm stuck
Searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason
Bitch I'm smoking trees
And I'm so clueless
Does she love me?
Or she leaving
Oh that's perfect
That's exactly what I needed
A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
I'm rolling hard
In the night
And I'm looking at the stars
Took my life
And she ripped it all apart
I put it back
But you can see the scars

You can see the scars
All the pain inside my eyes
I'm just another kid
That's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out
Like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe
But I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine
Anxiety inside
Makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right
Gets me out head
You talking shit to me
But I'm in your bitches bed
In between her legs

I be going stupid
I'm ruthless
Go behind my back
I'll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless
Like bro what are you doing
Your whole life a lie
Say you winning but you losing

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
I think I'm peaking

past life (prod. xtravulous)

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me
Had hopeless feelings
Since I was 14
Just wanna fade out
This world is plain now
This scene is played out
It's all the same now

I hope I wash away
Bring the rain down
I'm smoking everyday
It help my brain out
Cause it's a fucking mess
Lately I'm close to death
I think I need to rest
Cause I don't feel my best
Feel pain inside my chest
It's hard to catch a breath
So I just need a sec
To keep my life intact
Sometimes I feel so lost
And I don't have a map
Don't know where I'm at
Looking for a sign
Wish I could go back
To the better times
To the better days
And the better nights
When I was just a kid
Never questioned life
What was wrong or right
Never really cared

Still don't really care
I can take you there
Welcome to my world
There's sadness in the air
Depression everywhere
Don't feel like waking up
God I fucking suck
Feel so fucking stuck
Walking through the mud
I know I'm not enough
I just wanted love
But now I have no trust
I just got the drugs
And now my feelings numb
Please don't hit me up
Im higher than the sun
I know we had our fun
But that shit's over now
Left me here to die
Looking like a clown
Left me here to die
Bleeding on the ground
But I made it out
Yeah I made it out

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me
Had hopeless feelings
Since I was 14
Just wanna fade out
This world is plain now
This scene is played out
It's all the same now

trust me (prod. blackmayo)

love dies fast (prod. spacedtime)

prod. @skress

I see through the fakes
like they made out of glass
get up out my face
don't know you like that
if you got the chance
you'd probably stab my back
my ex blowing up my phone
she want me bad
probably cause I was the best she ever had
I make you sad bitch?
good I'm glad
designer drugs
on the highway
ain't no sleeping
gas what I'm breathing
tesla X
we creeping

I'm falling
feel so hopeless
disappear 
hope I go unnoticed
think about you
and I still can't focus
so I leave behind my feelings and emotions

I'll crush my dreams
and let them bleed
sew my heart
back seam by seam
now I keep it locked
no key
anxious thoughts
won't let me be

lost my light
and I can't find it
I got problems I can't hide it
is it worth it
can't decide yet
bags underneath both of my eyelids

we don't speak
we move in silence
cut his head off
if he try us
big blunts
in my A blood diet
evil tempt me
but I fight it
blood on my margiela 
how I buy it
if the sodas dirty
I may try it
if they talking bout me
I don't mind it
know your card declines
when you swipe it

why you go in Sac's 5th?
I know you can't buy shit
18 in my own crib
smoking on the finest
I'm still plugged in
Yeah I'm getting good prices
fuck a spotlight
I would rather stay private

I stay low key
but you know me
do my drugs
and count my money
don't come around
I don't trust nobody
I may break your heart
and never say sorry

I'm incomplete
I got missing pieces
fuck an ego
didn't really need it
I'm too numb now
can barely feel shit
they wanna use me
but I can see it

I see through the fakes
like they made out of glass
get up out my face
don't know you like that
if you got the chance
you'd probably stab my back
my ex blowing up my phone
she want me bad
probably cause I was the best she ever had
I make you sad bitch?
good I'm glad
designer drugs
on the highway
ain't no sleeping
gas what I'm breathing
tesla X
we creeping

falling (prod. skress)

(Another night spent alone)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(How much you fuck with my head)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

I can't breathe, sinking deeper
Things are different, we're older
The world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

Crush my dreams, watch them shatter
None of this even matters
Wanna die when I think about her
Wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost, yeah I feel like Casper
When you're near me, my heart beats faster
And when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working, now life's changing

No sleep, my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation
Need you like medication
'Cause every night I'm contemplating

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me, like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

(Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep)
(Scars on me, like a zombie)
(Maybe I'm going crazy)
(I wish that you would love me)

zombie (prod. jody)

prod. jD & Xander

Hope I get to see you again
Before this life comes to an end
Cause you make my head fucking spin

On the edge
I don't wanna fall
Mastercard
When I hit the mall
Girl for you
I'd buy it all
Dress you up
Just like a doll
Pins and needles
When she's on me
In my lap in the backseat
She's my heart
She's all I need
Late at night
And I'm smoking trees

Up all night
I still can't sleep
Head's a mess
Yeah I'm a creep
On my own I walk the street
Her shadow's haunting me

Her shadow's haunting me

Only thing I wanna see

I wish you were next to me
Forever till we rest in peace
Together till we both can't breathe
Connected through our memories
I love how she's so unique
I'm so high they cannot reach
Margielas up on both my feet
They jealous now
Wanna be like me

Margielas up on both my feet

They jealous now wanna be like me

On the edge
I don't wanna fall
Mastercard
When I hit the mall
Girl for you
I'd buy it all
Dress you up
Just like a doll
Pins and needles
When she's on me
In my lap in the backseat
She's my heart
She's all I need
Late at night
And I'm smoking trees

Up all night
I still can't sleep

Head's a mess
Yeah I'm a creep

creep (prod. jD & Xander)

I'm too numb now
Can't come down
Just a fucked up kid from a small town
Used to doubt my dreams
They real now
Used to hate on me
How you feel now?

Ricks on my feet when I walk round
Silver on my teeth when I bite down
CDG 03 when I pop out
You only care about me cause I'm hot now

You only come around when I'm winning
Nowhere to be found when I'm bleeding
Stab me in the back for no reason
Thought you loved me
Why you leaving?

So sick of all these feelings
Growing tired of breathing
All this money means nothing
When you hate existing

Yeah I don't love these hoes I put that on my bitch
Hit from the back out the back door I dip
Nut then I cut I left that on her lip
Don't show no love these bitches ain't shit
Every time you come around you just bring drama
I need more bands I need more commas
Every time I get some more it be more problems
Yeah it be more prada
Yeah I get so high can't feel my heartbeat
All black dripped out its a dark sea
They just want us home got us locked in
I been in the stu I been locked in
And I never planned on stoppin
I know that they watchin when I'm gone and on the road
A lotta niggaz hatin so I gotta keep that pole
Paranoid and I'm numb that's fasho
Yeah these drugs got me gone
These drugs got me gone
These drugs got me numb
These drugs got numb
Yeah these drugs got me gone that's fasho

I'm too numb now
Can't come down
Just a fucked up kid from a small town
Used to doubt my dreams
They real now
Used to hate on me
How you feel now?

Ricks on my feet when I walk round
Silver on my teeth when I bite down
CDG 03 when I pop out
You only care about me cause I'm hot now

You only come around when I'm winning
Nowhere to be found when I'm bleeding
Stab me in the back for no reason
Thought you loved me
Why you leaving?

So sick of all these feelings
Growing tired of breathing
All this money means nothing
When you hate existing

can't come down ft. pillxxx (prod. maxtaylor)

thanks for 10k <3
prod. @prodjody

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

feel like i don’t exist
and you’re my only fix
i got a thing for you
i want you in my room

feel like i’m made of glass
watch me break in half
weight up on my back
is slowly crushing me

fight for my sanity
everyday suffer silently
devil inside of me
but your touch feeling heavenly
it feels like ecstasy
bringing my feelings back to me
but ice cold in my heart
is all i’ll ever be

and your face in my dreams
is all i ever see
when i’m awake
my brains filled with anxiety

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

nobody at all (prod. jody)

I don't wanna see the sun
I got toxins in my lungs
I got tabs up on my tongue
4 grams rolled inside the blunt
Medicine inside my cup
I can't love I fuck it up
Got me fiending for your touch
Will I ever be enough?

Until my heart stops beating
Imma be this way
I don't know my purpose
All I know is pain
Wake up in the evening
Every day's the same
Can't escape the cycle
It will never change

Ughhhhh
I don't wanna speak
I'm busy fighting feelings
Laying on my bed
Staring at the ceiling
No hope inside my heart
It feels like I'm sinking
Aiming for the stars
When I'm awake I'm dreaming

When I'm awake I'm dreaming
Your the one I'm seeing
In my head like all the time
Try to get you off my mind

Always overthinking
Always high for nothing
I love feeling nothing
Ketamine I'm frozen

You play me like a game
Fucking with my emotions
Acting like you care
But I know that you fronting

You lie right to my face
So now our trust is broken
Hope you miss me
Going missing you won't see me again

You won't see me again
Diving off the deep end
Everyday I'm drowning
In this life I'm locked in
There's no other option
Yeah this do or die
I'm aiming for the sky
I'm learning how to fly

Aiming for the sky
I'm learning how to fly
Far away from everyone
And everything

Until my heart stops beating
Imma be this way
I don't know my purpose
All I know is pain
Wake up in the evening
Every day's the same
Can't escape the cycle
It will never change

Ughhhhh
I don't wanna speak
I'm busy fighting feelings
Laying on my bed
Staring at the ceiling
No hope inside my heart
It feels like I'm sinking
Still aiming for the stars
When I'm awake I'm dreaming

I don't wanna see the sun
I got toxins in my lungs
I got tabs up on my tongue
4 grams rolled inside the blunt
Medicine inside my cup
I can't love I fuck it up
Got me fiending for your touch
Will I ever be enough?

until my heart stops beating (prod. jody)

Always saying that you care
But you're never there for me
My friends are make believe
In my head it's all a dream
I can't trust a soul
I'm a paranoid freak
Pour another cup
Every time I'm lonely

And if I'm being honest
You should stay away from me
Cause I know I got problems
And it's obvious to see
That I could never be
Anything you'd ever need
Better by my self
Everything I touch bleeds
And I'm no good at trust
Everyone I love leaves
They all disappear
Soon as it gets ugly

But they all reappear
When you getting money
Get out of my face
I don't want you near me
Every time you come around
You want something from me
But if we were to switch
I know you would dub me
Treat me like I don't exist
Yeah I'm nobody
Feeling like I'm dead
Barely have a heart beat

Frozen cold
Iced my soul
Cut my skin
Break my bones
As I grow
Years they go
By so fast
Blow right past me

I can't keep up
Feel so stuck
I'm sealing shut
I think I've had enough
Sometimes I wished the world
Would turn to dust

Always saying that you care
But you're never there for me
My friends are make believe
In my head it's all a dream
I can't trust a soul
I'm a paranoid freak
Pour another cup
Every time I'm lonely

And if I'm being honest
You should stay away from me
Cause I know I got problems
And it's obvious to see
That I could never be
Anything you'd ever need
Better by my self
Everything I touch bleeds
And I'm no good at trust
Everyone I love leaves
They all disappear
Soon as it gets ugly

I got some old friends
That wanna see me bloody
But I can't go out bad
So I keep it on me
Life is moving fast
This shit getting crazy
Imma keep on going
Till the reaper takes me
I don't wanna make a song
Bro you couldn't pay me
Imma cut you off
Without saying sorry

Imma cut you off
Without saying sorry
And Imma keep on going
Till the reaper takes me

obvious (prod. luca malaspina)

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New year
Same dreams
Old faces
I'm tired
I can't take it
So sick of this bullshit
I might fill my brain with a full clip

I might fill my brain with a full clip

They wanna see me dead
Voices in my head
Falling off the edge
I can't stop it

It's hard to love again
I don't have no friends
I just got a hole where my heart is

Yeah I got some scars
Don't get me started
Gave my all for you
I tried my hardest
We're nothing in the end
We die regardless
I just wish my head
Wasn't like this

I isolate myself I can't help it
Cause nowadays I'm always fucking anxious
Waking up at night still faded
I don't even know what the day is

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing 

New day
Same pain
Old problems
In a trash can
Laying at the bottom
All the stress piles
Up I can't function
All the drugs help
Remind me I'm nothing

problems (prod. jody)

Going insane
Imma fiend
I can't fucking stop it
Always staring at my screen
I wanna drop it down

When i think about it all
I wanna end it
Always messy in my head
I'm feeling manic now

Always lonely and confused
I don't what the fuck to do
All my friends keep falling through
But now I know that's nothing new

Bitch I made it by myself
I don't need your fucking help
I'd be better off in hell
Always hiding my shell
Wishing I was someone else
Oh well oh well
I'm just playing with the cards
That I was dealt

Always gamble with my life
This game is do or die
So I roll the fucking dice
And you can't live it twice
So I'm up like every night
I wanna feel alive
But I know I'm not alright
I know I'm not alright

Going insane
Imma fiend
I can't fucking stop it
Always staring at my screen
I wanna drop it down

When I think about it all
I wanna end it
Always messy in my head
I'm feeling manic now

Always lonely and confused
I don't what the fuck to do
All my friends keep falling through
But now I know that's nothing new

when i think about it all (prod. malloy)

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth  

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

Paranoid shy and anxious
I don't want no new friendships
All they do is make me nervous
Staying lowkey and cautious
A lot of people out here toxic
They never got your best interest
But I already know how it is
I've been on my own since a kid

I've been alone
For so long
Don't know the place I belong
Just floating round like a ghost
I can't let anyone close
I'm crying on my cracked screen
Wishing you would hear me
Wish I could rest in peace
Lay me down underneath

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

bloodstains (prod. taylor morgan + 4evr + saint tomorrow)

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me I go braindead
Every time
She told me I'm no good
But that's fine
Now I know I'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to
Every time you come around me it's always bad news
Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

Braindead baby
Idk what's goin on
You don't know what I'd do
To get inside your arms
I'd go to lengths
That you've never fucking seen
Go to all those places
That you see inside your dreams
Stuck like a tattoo
Don't know what to do
Drowning like a typhoon
Imma die soon
Alone in my room
Wanna see you
Wanna feel you
Wanna kill you
Don't know what's goin on
Don't know what I'm doing wrong
Won't be here for long
Miss me when i'm gone

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me i go braindead
Every time
She told me i'm no good
But that's fine
Now i know i'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

I be on my own got no one to turn to

braindead w/ loseher (prod. tennis player)

prod. @thislandismusic

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes
i got no brakes
i can't slow down
i can't fucking feel my face

i love getting numb 
i can't fuckin help it
your love is my drug
yeah i'm an addict 

for you 
drain my heart 
and break my bones 
pick me up 
and take me home 
both my hands 
are freezing cold 
all this stress
is getting old
always tired
still can't sleep
toss and turn 
and grind my teeth 
always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes

i got no brakes 
they can't keep up with me 
honestly 
burning through zips 
and you be smoking seeds
remember the times 
they used to laugh at me 
now i'm laughing to the bank 
like it's comedy  
cashing out all these checks 
i'm shooting nothing but net
hanging on by a thread 
wishing i could forget 
all the time that we spent
all the time that we wasted 
stuck in this poison world
it's tainted

hamltn

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