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LYRICS:

I'm lost in myself, got nobody else
Doing all the right things but I'm feeling like hell
Should I concede, and should I believe
That everyone around me doesn't care about me?
Only clock is my Spotify playlist, same songs on repeat
See I don't wanna be famous, just to have more than a couple streams

Why am I always alone
Maybe way too many fuck ups
It's a long way from home
I guess that really means I'm just a

LA boy, living for it
Making noise, it's not showing
Out here but, all is foreign
Got the world in my hands but I can't stop it
LA boy, living for it
Making noise, it's not showing
Out here but, all is foreign
I don't wanna pretend it's what I wanted

New boy in a big town
New place got a new house
New state it's a new mountain
Trying hard not to look down
But they don't see the lies, 818 to 305
Cali wasn't real, but at least I know exactly why
Where's my lady yeah
Where's my lady yeah
Talk to them but they treat me like shit it so I'm getting lazy yeah
How many faked me out
They probably hate me now
Steal my heart but crush it the day after they should pay me now
Alone Farruko said
That was right up in my head
The Kid Laroi was next, but she couldn't "stay" she didn't exist
Guess I was right, back to Netflix
Back to my music, back to my hits
Back to the place where I can talk to myself and pretend that now everything's fixed

LA boy, living for it
Making noise, it's not showing
Out here but, all is foreign
Got the world in my hands but I can't stop it
LA boy, living for it
Making noise, it's not showing
Out here but, all is foreign
I don't wanna pretend it's what I wanted

#la #pop #upbeat #vocal

Jonathan Englander