If You Have Wondered Where Ive Been

Lyrics

You change with the leaves
Turning red and falling free
Cold chilled to the bone
I can taste it on the breeze
Your Disappearing 

Sorry I dont return the calls
I was mad
Now Im too scared to pick up the phone
Excuses are useless 
If you want something 
You do it
But I was to foolish
To commit and call you home

To Much to young
No dad single mom
Got a good man
But its the father that he knows you still love
The truth is separations an illusion
Were just as close now as when we first kissed 
The distance between us is meaningless measurements
Like the hour glass that counts sand
Our love is space
it has always existed
it is what it is an always has been

No more
So lets just not live for theses moments
No More
So lets just not live for theses moments

Warm eyes and a sharp smile
You called me handsome
I said you look like fire at night
wild and dangerous
Too pretty to deny
six years could have been six minutes
Could have been a life time
I stopped counting 
You've been gone long enough
Ive been thinking to much
Falling out of touch
An all I wanna hear
Is your heart beat again
Like the sound of the rain 
On my roof made of tin

Course it fucking hurt when you put me below her
You were my family
You were my brother
You knew how much I fucking loved her 
Hope yall is listening
Affirmation in everything I said
One month later moving in with him
Same thing different man
Repeat cycle nothing changes
When you left said i was the problem
Go find another man to solve em
Same shit different drama
Didnt work out
Moving back with his mama
If you wanna see it any clearer 
I suggest you look in a mirror
If your blind 
Ill write it out in braille  
words are cold
conversations stale

Lyrics written by Tauvin Pursley
Chours written by Ben Holly 
Music by APTS
Produced by Hanshan 
Dedicated too you
 






Straight To Voicemail

On a nimbus cloud, A phrase for rising above an floating far from your worries an woes,stress and setbacks. Not allowing our problems to consume our souls. Remembering we are above and far beyond the menial importance of those that try an weigh us down, We forever remain on the Nimbus Cloud.

Lyrics

Sitting on a nimbus cloud
not trying to come down
trying to stay high

Break it down how you feel
empty cups fill them up
wanna get that nimbus stuff
lets get up there lets get on up
Talkin bout whats on deck
that top shelf whats on the left
no complaints when we hit butts
cause when its out
roll up another one
burn pass and gift
lets take a lift
no headlights on the straight away
no seat belts bout to get away
no complaints on this airplane
many struggles trying to put away
leave your worries lets find escape
on a nim cloud never frown
possibly never ever come down

Shake me down now its for real
here come the cops to cuff him up
wanna split but you cant run
you tried hard kid but now its done
runnin dry aint got none left
just cheap beer and cigarets
no complaints just bottoms up
cause once its done
we go halfs on another one
time pass so quick
when were on this trip
an all our friends seem to fade away
sometimes it feels like there is no escape
just walk into it an face the day
an all your worries were not in vain
as our problems melt us away 
sometimes it feels the world is trying to bring me down
that's why you'll find me

Music & Lyrics by APTS
Benjamin 
Tauvin
Dedicated to the Moke House and all those who resided within
Special thanks to Rachel 
Inspired by Eddi G

Writers Block by (APTS) Album Apartment #13

Preformed by Kaitlin Faye
Recorded,Mixed and Mastered by Hanshan


 

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Written & Preformed by Andy Pancakes
Lyrics by Andy Pancakes
Stick Percussion & Ghetto Slide Guitar by Alex Nakagawa
Recorded,Mixed & Mastered by Hanshan
Recorded in the tunnels on UCSC campus 

Andy Pancakes "Untitled"

Matt Young "Stop Watch"

VHS "Shit Necklace"

VHS "Blue Screen of  Death"

VHS "Low Down Dirty Shame"

Andy Pancakes "Dont Care"

We end where we begin
We begin where we end
Everything between us 
Is just
Broken Space

Broken Space

Songs written with the frequencies of the planets. Using resonate frequencies to determine the key and overall sound of each song and using voyagers and other collected recordings to create the synthesizers and most of the sounds you hear. Dedicated to this very busy time in our cosmos.

Neptune

Day1 Somehow we were feeling this.
Collaboration with Matt Young (Guitar) Mason Oram (Sax)
& Tauvin Pursley (Keys & Drum Machine)
Producer: Hanshan
recorded @ Shanty Town Studios, Santa Cruz Ca,
Invertebrate Records

Day 1 "Dont Squat With Your Spurs On"

While making my morning coffee & mac'n cheese for breakfast, this popped into my head. Just quickly recorded it to garage band on my phone. I gotta get my shit together, smh.
Tauvin Pursley: Piano/synth/drum-machine

Day 2 }{ Morning Mac'n Coffee

My nets are down. We've lost our connection.

30 days

Day 3 }{ No Connection

I dunno about y'all, but I'm stoked for Stranger Things Season 3.
Ever since I first heard the Clockwork Orange Soundtrack & the original Suspiria soundtrack as a kid, I became obsessed with the texture and emotion of their feel. Never really dabbled into the genre that much but ima bout to start.  Here is a lil piece I made.

Day 4 }{ Arcade Fight

An Idea, dedicated to Nutmeg, a wonderful spirit, May you run forever on the sands of time.
All Dogs Go To Heaven
Rest In Peace

Day 5 }{ Sketch And Nutmeg

Something dark, but uplifting. I'm enjoying playing with all the synth patches I never use.

A Better Place

This challenge really has me feeling inspired..... or I'm just too hy.

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