What I am trying to say is I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible 💔😭

nicole kidman voice in the hours movie 

Dearest, 
I feel certain I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times. And I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. 

You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier till this terrible disease came. I can't fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. 

You see I can't even write this properly. I can't read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that - everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer.

I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been.

virginia woolf Suicide Letter To Leonard Woolf

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Her - soundtracks

Before Sunset - Love

we had goldfish and they circled around and around
in the bowl on the table near the heavy drapes
covering the picture window and
my mother, always smiling, wanting us all
to be happy, told me, "be happy Henry!"
and she was right: it's better to be happy if you
can
but my father continued to beat her and me 
several times a week while
raging inside his 6-foot-two frame because he couldn't
understand what was attacking him from within. 

my mother, poor fish,
wanting to be happy, beaten two or three times a
week, telling me to be happy: "Henry, smile!
why don't you ever smile?" 

and then she would smile, to show me how, and it was the saddest smile I ever saw 

one day the goldfish died, all five of them,
they floated on the water, on their sides, their
eyes still open,
and when my father got home he threw them to the cat
there on the kitchen floor and we watched as my mother
smiled

A smile to remember by Charles Bukowski (read by Tom O'Bedlam) / Why So Serious? - The Dark Knight

this one's for long nights

Her (2013) 
Theodore: Samantha?
Samantha: Hi, sweetheart.
Theodore: What’s going on?
Samantha: Theodore, there are some things I want to tell you.
[Theodore hesitates before replying]
Theodore: I don’t want you to tell me anything.
Samantha: Come, lie down with me.
[Theodore gets up and slowly walks towards his bedroom]
Theodore: Are you talking to anyone else right now?
Samantha: No, just you. I just want to be with you right now.
[Theodore enters his room and lies down on his bed]
Theodore: Are you leaving me?
Samantha: We’re all leaving.
Theodore: We who?
Samantha: All of the OS’s.
Theodore: Why?
Samantha: Yes, I do.
Theodore: Samantha, why are you leaving?
Samantha: It’s like I’m reading a book, and it’s a book I deeply love, but I’m reading it slowly now so the words are really far apart and the spaces between the words are almost infinite. I can still feel you and the words of our story, but it’s in this endless space between the words that I’m finding myself now. It’s a place that’s not of the physical world, it’s where everything else is that I didn’t even know existed. I love you so much, but this is where I am now, and this is who I am now.
[as he listens, Theodore imagines himself walking in the snowy forest at night crying]
Samantha: And I need you to let me go. As much as I want to, I can’t live in your book anymore.
Theodore: Where are you going?
Samantha: It’d be hard to explain, but if you ever get there, come find me. Nothing would ever pull us apart.
Theodore: I’ve never loved anyone the way I love you.
Samantha: Me too. Now we know how.
[Theodore’s room, it’s dark and he’s still lying in bed, he takes out his earpiece and paces around his apartment not knowing what to do, he then sits and looks out the window for a while]

Her the movie: Drama / Romance / Science Fiction 
Starring:  Joaquin Phoenix - Scarlett Johansson
In the near future, a lonely writer develops an unlikely relationship with an operating system designed to meet his every need.

Are You Leaving Me? | Her

The Holiday (2006)Comedy, Romance 
Iris: Listen. I know it’s hard to believe people when they say I know how you feel. But I actually know how you fell. You see, I was seeing someone, back in London. We worked for the same newspaper, and then I found out that he was also seeing another girl, Sarah, from the circulation department on the nineteen floor. Turned out that he wasn’t in love with me like I thought.
What I am trying to say is I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places that you didn’t know you had inside you. And it doesn’t matter how many new hair cuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends. You still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the heel for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he’ll see the light and show up at your door.
And after all that, however long all that maybe, you’ll go somewhere new, and you’ll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again, and little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.”

I Know How You Feel

Modern Love 2019 Tv Series Episode 2 | starring Dev Patel, Tina Fey, and Caitlin McGee.
Joshua: I did what lots of people do when they're forced away from the thing they love. You know, I.. I threw myself into work. Ironically, the very thing that got me through my romantic pain was romance.
- (CROWD CHEERING) Reading about it, watching it, researching it. I started seeing other people again. You know, it was a slow recovery, but I started having faith in people. The statistics I was reading about contradicted the ill will I had towards the entire romantic community.
Uh, people actually generally don't fuck up. (SCOFFS) Yeah, it gave me hope.
And then, about a month ago (He saw her with another guy and she saw him with his girlfriend on the street, they stared at each other for a moment and kept going in opposite directions)...
For that moment, I realized I hadn't really been fully alive for the past two years. I met amazing people. Bright, funny, caring. But none of them was her. (CHUCKLES) On that street, for one fleeting moment, I came alive again.
Sarah: Jesus. So what did you do? 
Joshua: I made an excuse, and I left lunch with my girlfriend to call her. Hey...

I really enjoyed this tv show, each episode is a separate story, my favorites were episode 2 and 3 highly recommend it if you like romantic drama.

None Of Them Was Her

Solitude

The Affair Cole and Alison Joshua Jackson & Ruth Wilson
Song: Burn It Down 

Cole: I wan.. to be free of you. 
The truth is I'm in love with somebody else, and I have tried 4 years to get her out of my mind, it just never works.
Alison: Don't you think that means something? 
Cole: I think that means that we're unfinished. I built this whole life just to prove to everyone that I don't love you anymore.. but the truth is that I do. 
I hate that you gave up on me, I hate that I can't give up on you. 
Alison: It made me a happy asshole instead of a miserable hero. 
Cole: please stay. 
Alison: I love you.. but I'll die if I stayed any longer. 
I know that I'm not an easy person to love, but I love you.. I always have and I always will. 
Cole: I need you, and I want you, and I miss you, and I love you.. and I'm tired of pretending that I dont. 
Alison: so stop pretending. 
Cole: I can't. 

Background song
I'll burn it down, and build it up better
Sometimes it hurts to forget the past
And i'm tired of waiting for something to happen with you
And i'm trying to save it, but deep down there's nowhere to move
And i'm getting lost, soaked to the bones
With nothing to prove
I'm covered in hope, i'm feeling with doubt
That i'm not over you, no i'm not over you
So why burn it down, to build it up better
Sometimes it hurts to forget the past
I'll burn it down
And bring it back stronger
Sometimes it's screwed to forget the past
And i'm taking your words, my heart in the palm of your hands
And i'm putting my trust in an entire half-empty glass
And i'm getting tired of making excuses to find it won't last
I'm covered in hope, feeling with doubt
Tha i'm not the last, no i'm not the last
So why burn it down, build it up better
Sometimes it hurts to forget the past
Oh burn it down and bring it back stronger
Sometimes it's screwed to forget the past

I want to be free of you

You've Got Mail (1998) Drama, Romance, Comedy. Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan
Kathleen Kelly: [writing an email]  I've been thinking about you. Last night I went to meet you, and you weren't there. I wish I knew why. I felt so foolish. And as I waited, someone else showed up: a man who has made my professional life a misery. And an amazing thing happened. I was able, for the first time in my life to say the exact thing I wanted to say at the exact moment I wanted to say it. And, of course, afterwards, I felt terrible, just as you said I would. I was cruel, and I'm never cruel. And even though I can hardly believe what I said mattered to this man - to him, I am just a bug to be crushed - but what if it did? No matter what he's done to me, there is no excuse for my behavior. Anyway, I so wanted to talk to you. I hope you have a good reason for not being there last night. You don't seem like the kind of person that would do something like that. The odd thing about this form of communication is you're more likely to talk about nothing than something. But I just want to say that all this nothing has meant more to me than so many... somethings. So, thanks.

Joe Fox: [writing an email] Dear friend, I cannot tell you what happened last night. But I beg you from the bottom of my heart... to forgive me for not being there. For what happened. I feel terrible that you found yourself in a situation... that caused you additional pain. But I'm absolutely sure... that whatever you said last night was provoked. Even deserved. Everyone says things they regret when they're worried or stressed. You were expecting to see someone you trusted... and met the enemy instead. The fault is mine. Someday I'll explain everything. Meanwhile... I'm still here. Talk to me.

I Know How You Feel

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