You know.. ever since we were little.. I would get this feeling like I'm floating outside of my body, looking down on myself, and I hate what I see.. how I'm acting, the way I sound.. and I don't know how to change it..
It doesn't matter what I do, or what I choose, I'm what's wrong..
what the hell is wrong with you.. too much.. too much is wrong with me
there is nothing I could do about it.. 
that's the problem isn't it.. too much is wrong with me.. you can't do anything about that, you can't change it..
If I'm not hurting myself I'm hurting everyone around me there is nothing I can do about it..
You can't fix me, cause i'm not broken, I don't need to be fixed ok.. I'm me!
I'm so scared.. that that feeling is never gonna go away.
Background song: Flatsound | learning to hate you as a self defense mechanism

You're on the phone 
with someone who doesn't know 
about your soul and how it 
can't be held by flesh and bone 
and I guess that's fine 
I would never want you to 
stop your life 
but when I saw you both 
with your shoulders touching 
sitting so close 
I knew I'd hold on to this feeling 
I'd hold on to anything at all 
was it my fault

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