Why do you think I need you? ‘Cause I don’t (Han.irl)

The fractal song: love sex death & time travel 

circa April 2021

with artwork shot on location nearby Dickinson, North Dakota

the fractal song

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i wanted to make the ending as loud as possible
special thank you @habiboi for the wonderful viola :)

10/7 (officially one week!!)

lyrics:
prepare me for the worst
expecting this to hurt a lot
so show me what it’s worth
cause i know that i talk too much
actions always have their consequence
building repercussions
am i cognizant?
could you be more condescending??
it’s never ending 
so please don’t waste my time

cause every second it takes
im only one step away
from breaking apart
i made a fool of myself
just a tool on the shelf
to break, bend, and mold
im so tired of the cold
and this feeling is getting old
(you'll reap what you sow, dont repeat last commotion)
i lost respect for you long ago 

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man
what the fuck
restart
(be nice 2 me)

(re)percussion

https://spiritofariel.com

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

i want you to see me as someone you can reach when i'm in your head
i'm holding myself cuz i'm lonely as hell and i only see you in my dreams

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

i want you to see me as someone you can reach when i'm in your head
i'm holding myself cuz i'm lonely as hell and i only see you in my dreams

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

don't fret if it wasn't the world we thought it would be
don't panic if you think it's the end
we're gonna make it out taking effort one day at a time
it's gonna be ours in a matter of time
i've been dreaming dreaming dreaming

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

11.16.22

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Dream Analysis

cybercrush222

dopamine crash!

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[verse]
had a love that cut me open
now i can’t feel shit
knuckles frozen in the summer 
splitting up my skin 
disassociate til i can’t 
taste the medicine
bite my tongue so you don’t 
fucking overdose again 

[chorus]
are you tripping when you think of me? 
i’m finally free but i can’t breathe 
your head's still on my chest 
pressure sinking in 
new boy in my bed 
close my eyes & swallow my emotions 
fucking w my head i’m not in love 
it’s just my way of coping 

[post-chorus]
fucking with my head again 
moving on but i can’t win 
i’m in your old apartment 
sweating underneath your skin
roped in my regrets
you're the noose around my neck  
gotta live it all again fucking 
post-traumatic stress

[verse]
i’ve got snakes up in my stomach 
twisting through some bleach 
parasites ate all the butterflies 
my body's weak
i black out 

wake up and i’m all by myself
anxious like you’re still out
drinking with your ex
“it’s cool you guys can still be friends…”
so i shut my mouth cause 
i’m scared of you when you freak out
and i slowly drown cause you said 
i don’t know how to swim
i learned it’s best to let you win

[chorus]
are you tripping when you think of me? 
i’m finally free but i can’t breathe 
your head's still on my chest 
pressure sinking in 
new boy in my bed 
close my eyes & swallow my emotions 
fucking w my head i’m not in love 
it’s just my way of coping 

[post-chorus]
fucking with my head again 
moving on but i can’t win 
i’m in your old apartment 
sweating underneath your skin
roped in my regrets
you're the noose around my neck  
gotta live it all again fucking 
post-traumatic stress

post traumatic stresssssss

second officially licensed production by tsunami bitch club

laced up

Anything Could Be Here's debut album

Ryan Leahan, patchymate, abbot

Rock Bottom (feat. Colliding With Mars)

i only want what i can't have!!!

[Intro: (Ethan Justice), (Ryan Hall), han.irl]
"Oh my God, that fucking sounded sick"
"Just, here, here ya go...
There's a different version of us that's also a different person"
"Ah this is so much fun now!
I just put my hydroflask down
And it feels like 20 pounds was just lifted off from my body
She's a runner she's a track star
If I had anything to say to my future self it would
Probably be... uhh fuck money... get bitches"

[Verse 1: Atlas in Motion]
You remind me of the sunrise
Only ever see you on a bad night
Interrupt my blue with your bright light
Creep in through my window
Everything’s alright
Gonna be just fine everything’s alright

[Chorus: Atlas in Motion & han.irl]
(Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up)
(Thought it was kinda fun but it fucked me up)
(Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up)

[Interlude: (Ryan Hall) & han.irl]
"I'll take a video I'll take a video for you for later"
"han what the fuck..."
"where'd the music go, wait?"

[Refrain: han.irl]
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out of patience?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlist

[Verse 2: han.irl]
Wait-wait–
How'd we fade out so fast?
Didn't think you'd leave me in the dark like that
Had me flying so high now my ego crashed
Staying up listening to Call Me Back
Thought it'd be fun, but it fucked me up
Now I'm running out of time
Running out of luck, but it's alright
Everything's alright... Everything's alright?
Alright? alright? al- al-

[Chorus: han.irl]
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up

[Refrain: han.irl & Atlas in Motion]
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out
Running out of patience?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlists?
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out of pavement?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlists?


[Outro: (Ryan Hall) & han.irl]
"This is crazy"
"This is so weird cause like I can imagine myself in the future pressing play on this voice memo to listen to it and hearing myself say the exact things that i'm saying right now in sequence of the way that i'm saying them in this second. So if you really think about it" "Woah this is really pretty""The past and the present and the future are all like... the same thing... 'dude this isssss' maybe not, maybe it's just..."

fmuuu (with atlas in motion)

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