Ocean Away

Slow down, you don't need to move, 
Fall down, you don't have to lose yourself over this, 

Head up in the clouds, 
Taking turns to shout, 
Your words and melody, 
Just take some time to breathe, 
Memories take their toll, 
Never growing old, 
But you should cut the thread, 
Remember when I said that, 

Bridges could burn for you, 
Wouldn't you like them to, 
I've never seen you get so low, 

Slow down, 
Darling you don't need to fake anymore,
Come round, 
You know you can work it out, again, 
The line you walk because something's got to give

Painting Pictures Of A War

Never Seen You Get So Low

Home - Camel Hump

Hello, welcome to the very first episode of Domestic Dispute — a podcast that my husband Jim and I have been talking about for months but we never really sat down and recorded something until last Friday when some friends came over and we decided to just go for it.

I have to give you a fair warning that I’m quite annoying in this first episode because I was a little tipsy and, well, I’m just generally an annoying person but you know.. As Gossip Girl would say, YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME.

I can’t believe I just quoted Gossip Girl.

ANYWAY. So this episode features our best friend and Cheats bassist Manny Tanglao, his girlfriend Janelle Sangalang and our drummer Enzo Hermosa also unexpectedly drops by. We talk about fighting in relationships, jealousy, having a job, etc. And I guess because I was fueled by the title DOMESTIC DISPUTE, I just basically wanted to “make kontra” everything the boys had to say.

Rest assured, we are not trying to glorify violence in relationships, married or not. A dispute is an argument, a debate and Jim and I highly encourage having a couple of those because we believe it’s in those arguments that we get challenged by each other and how even if we get SOOOOO angry at each other’s opposing views, we always kiss and make up. I guess that’s how we know we wanted to be together forever. So there. Don’t take this seriously, cos I remember doing a bit of slut-shaming about Boracay flings later on in the episode. I only meant it a little bit to piss off the boys in the episode. But, really. Go ahead and make out with whoever you want.

Visit my blog spellsaab.com and go click on the DOMESTIC DISPUTE BAR for feedback and suggestions. LOVE YOU GUYS. Here it is, episode 1. Enjoy!  - Saab

Domestic Dispute #1: Double Date with Manny & Janelle

Finally got to sing a Sara Bareilles song (since I've been listening//singing along to her music since I was in Grade 5). 

I know there are 4245245 mistakes but that's the best I can do (literally this is the only Sara song within my vocal range, and i messed up 2 million times).  Yes, I recorded this song in the bathroom. Yes, it's finals week and I shouldn't be recording covers. Nobody reads these descriptions anyway it's okkkk.

She Used to be Mine (cover + ukulele)

4: Marriage And Money

The latter part of 2019 introduced me to a very new feeling. I was never the type to have crushes, as mine would always last for years on end, and were never really the giggly ones. So, when this very unfamiliar feeling arrived, I was threatened, and scared and confused, and to help me process, this song was born. Lol (disclaimer: very oc hannah could not for the life of her record a new version w the correct structure bc she feels she'll never get her song right so future hannah if ur reading this, this is a rough version)

Lyrics
V1
I thought I was so strong
I thought we were good friends
But time and depth showed me you,
Now the mess... is all but you.
Now my eyes, see you for you.
...and I see you glistening.

C
You don't know I'm losing sleep
You don't know I'm losing it
You don't know I've told every single soul but you,
Now, you still don't know

V2
Repressed, suppressed, denied
Those were all my thoughts of you
Now, like a veil in my eyes lifting up
It all comes clearly now
It all comes crashing down
I like you but you don't know

C
You don't know I'm losing sleep
You don't know I'm losing it
You don't know I've told every single soul, but you.
Now you still don't know.

Mmmmm
Mmmmm
Mmmmmmmmmm
Mmmmm 

Bridge
'Cause years after our first encounter
And months after you showed me I mattered
I found myself stuck in a rut
Thinking how
Thinking why...did I get here?
And you don't know.

C
You don't know I'm losing sleep 
You don't know I'm losing it
You don't know I've told every single soul here, but you.
Now you still don't know

Outro
You don't know
You don't know
...you won't know.

You Wont Know SuperCut

Hannah Fabregas

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