I am happy now.

I have my own life now, I'm making it into "A" honor roll and I am making new friends by myself. I made it into academic excellence in school, I'm becoming less shy, I'm learning to forget things and move on in life because...

"There is no going back. There is no rewind button."

I get along with most people at school, I can sit anywhere without anyone really reacting to me, even if someone bad happens to me. I just laugh it off.

I've matured over the years, thinking of all the things that I've been doing. All of the pointless yet not pointless things in life. They were more like lessons.

Three years is a long time to think over your past mistakes and regrets. And I, for one, surely regret many things. But I am also glad they happened, because they are lessons.

I'm sure I'll never come back as Haos, the umbreon. I'll be someone else. You won't know. I'm busy with life for once. I don't have to be on one social media site all day. There's no time for that. Surely you'll understand sooner or later.

Probably no one will read this but I have to release all of this stress I've had for a couple of years, that I didn't know I still had until I look back at this.

This is good-bye.

HaosTheLost