Emotion X - I Can't Fake It Anymore
Inspired by axtrmnt

Tired eyes, downcast gaze

Daydream life away

bulldog eyes - running
3 Doors Down - Here Without You (Andy's Hardcore Remix)

Halo and hearts

dj bamberino better watch out ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ

S3RL feat Sara - Crystal Sky
BUCKSHOT FT. TURNABOUT - LONG WALK HOME (PROD. OSCAR18)
AWOLNATION - Sail

trolling myself

Pretty sure the title is a reference to Annoying Ringtone - This Is Not False Dancecore
https://justpaste.it/8h7n9

This Is False Reizokocore

Kiki - Angels Atlas (Remix)

I know it's hard

Sorry for the two previous uploads / deletions, I wasn't done yet.

Other songs sampled:
Renard - Banned Forever (Daydream RMX)
Reizoko CJ - One hour hero
Hannah Diamond - Concrete Angel Instrumental
100 gecs - xXXi_wud_nvrstøp_ÜXXx (Hannah Diamond and Tommy Cash Remix) [Official Instrumental]
Igorrr & Ruby My Dear - Biquette
A. G. Cook - Beautiful
⇩LOAD - WITH A REBEL YELL

lifeline

less of me

土谷知幸 - hug and kiss
lacrosse - you can't say no forever (old version)
dj sailor moon - i want to end it all
the field mice - the last letter

Sleepover Suicide Pact (w/ small mistake

hugs+kisses

memory loss

music by gregory and the hawk
art by toshoneko

hidden glimpses secrets moments 
fleeting kisses scattered fragments 
fading glimmers held in silence 
broken pieces unsaid promise

unsaid promise

i'm sorry i keep stealing your art toshoneko
and i'm sorry i keep onstealing your samples waqs it will happen again

My Shield, My Strength; Sword Cuts Hands

https://3amperson.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-4
the sundays - you're not the only one

embrace

Music from She She Her Hers - Tiny
Breaks from Venetian Snares and Sam Fauchon

Untitled

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kmLhWy5P6jU

kisses make it better

https://soundcloud.com/magetears/black-sheep

waiting to see you again

where the flowers grow

falling in love
simply not there, forever and ever
last spring i had a fever and my pet passed away
even if i didn't think it i still dream about it and i dream all the time
to be sick unto death is the hopelessness that, even the last hope, death, is not available

thanks to strawberry switchblade, plinth, heroin party, teen suicide, memory twin, gerald heard, bjork, pill friends, i don't feel like eating anymore

Holy Night

@adamlou "unarmed" & julia brown "only one thing i know (that can take me away)

I Am A Teenage Junkie Turning 23

support areyoudoneyet, my friends label
infinite beauty, infinite tragedy, infinite love. endless rain

https://areyoudoneyet.bandcamp.com/album/ill-go-home-dreaming-again
https://areyoudoneyet.bandcamp.com/album/ill-go-home-dreaming-again

i'll go home dreaming again

and how much i know i'd let you down

a hole the size of the moon inside my heart
endless dreams of cold arms
do you forgive me?

sample: https://soundcloud.com/gosutoneko/over-cover
https://teensuicide.bandcamp.com/track/hymn-2

hymns

the desperation of my daydreams

sample from "feels like" by deadxbug. other samples from true gore (1987) and the gerogerigegege (hell driver)

train away from here

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nLf-2FDxNIU
heroin party when you come back i'll be gone little cat
jungle drums from "fine feline" 1994 EP because godforbid anything i do not be cat related

little cat

pressed flowers left behind

i think about the cold autumn mornings
hours spent alone with outdated academia
summer turning to fall and fall turning to winter
leaves falling everywhere whenever i go outside
and how you were so nice to me even though i never deserved it

standing next to each other looking at something
and it takes everything in me not to lean over and throw my arms around you
but i know that would ruin everything
so love stays a secret and unspoken and wordless
visible only when we brush shoulders for a moment
or when i have to stop myself from saying i love you when i'm trying to say goodbye

flowers in my room

forgive how badly i mangled the samples
the goalies anxiety at the penalty kick - ​everyone around us
https://soundcloud.com/jka_c/linkin-park-in-the-end-yao-guai-cave-remix

pills

blueboy - marble arch https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0y7GuCL0aTA
breaks from when you fell down the well

marble arch

lines briefly crossing

This track has been available since 2015, but only on a recording of a live performance. 
The lack of a studio version bothered me, so I recreated it in as high quality as I can. 
also its a free download so that's cool

Charli XCX - Boom Clap (QT Edit) (Recreation)

snow in a graveyard
laying on your floor
my heart broke again

drifting away

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