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I'm lost in fields of my head
Frost from the cold hurts my chest
If the sun don't show I'm meeting death
Trapped inside I'm feeling stressed

I'm a self diagnosed agnostic
Hate the taste or I'd be an alcoholic
Working countless hours, feel lethargic
Ex friends stuck a label to me, toxic

Tired mind terrified cancer lies inside
Lived a lie until it was me, I couldn't recognize
Trying to see through this cloud of darkness
Full of memories getting less and less harmless

Brought into this world without instructions
Poorly put together and full of malfunctions
Chained with grief from the loss of someone close
These recent years have faded all my hope

When the outside is freezing cold
And I decide to leave without my coat
Please help me
Cause I don't plan on coming home

Sickness wants to take my life like a bandit
My family they don't understand it
How could I think to do something so tragic
Clouds my mind so often its a habit

Stranded in a season of death
I've got astray love I don't wanna forget
Will I be alone when I take my last breath
Wishing in the end to hit reset

I'm a self diagnosed agnostic
Hate the taste or I'd be an alcoholic
Working countless hours, feel lethargic
Ex friends stuck a label to me, toxic

Tired mind terrified cancer lies inside
Lived a lie until it was me, I couldn't recognize
Trying to see through this cloud of darkness
Full of memories getting less and less harmless

Always worried that death is near
Doesn't matter cause to everyone I'm hardly here

Self Diagnosed (prod. 5head x Jody)

Conflicted (prod.Jaydn)

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She walks in like a wildfire, sets the room ablaze,
devilish smiles got me in a daze.
Her eyes like embers, a hot desire,
sensing darkness,behind her fire.

shes a lil demon 
4foot 10
she dont need a reason
to break my heart again
shes my drug the supply 
my fix she denies
Caught in her spell, as the night begins to rise.

entangled in her web of mysteries
grabbing tarot cards for some kind of lead
with you i found comes the winter breeze
a bad bitch wants me to take the lead 

with you i know how to feel alive
coasting down the road with you beside
every touch you gave a warning sign
im forever yours its by your beautiful design  

Her path shrouded in shadows, secrets she won't reveal,
I'm addicted to her danger, 
unable to heal.

shes a witch with some tattoos
can be a bitch, if your bad dude
shes got a switch for the right mood
sexy as hell shes the right view

found her in my life i pursued
saw that sexy body full nude
now my heart shes got subdued
with my body waiting wanting and confused

entangled in her web of mysteries
grabbing tarot cards for some kind of lead
with you i found comes the winter breeze
a bad bitch wants me to take the lead 

with you i know how to feel alive
coasting down the road with you beside
every touch you gave a warning sign
im forever yours its by your beautiful design

Caught in Her Spell (prod. Perish Beats x balloonbeats)

It's time to move on  
It's time to let go  
The war was lost  
I finally lost hope  

Watermelon candles  
It's how I cope  
Like you're still there  
Vaping clouds of that smoke  

Letting go it's hard to do  
Finding life without you  
New chapter to begin  
Lost my girl lost a friend  

Add your name to my credits at the end  
Blue door opened my world I can't pretend  
Take these meds keep you out of my head  
Keep this long loving text from being sent  
From being sent  

I know you know that I am so lonely  
Chasing you though made me so lowly  
You were the one the one and only  
Girl that I loved I got so closely  

I arrived home I don't wanna  
Go inside and I know why  
When I feel so alone I  
Think about you  
Think about you at home  
Can't deny my mind it roams  

Let me show you I've grown  
I'm a better man now I know  
I just want to come home  
The bad in the past we can forgo  

I know you know that I am so lonely  
Chasing you though made me so lowly  
You were the one the one and only  
Girl that I loved I got so closely  

I know you know that I am so lonely  
Chasing you though made me so lowly  
You were the one the one and only  
Girl that I loved I got so closely  

Farmers market I'll be there  
Where you want go anywhere  
No planes we will drive  
I don't mind when you're beside  
Happiness will be our guide  
Favorite show you decide  
Listened to no need to cry  
For you I will provide  

I've been stuck in a spin  
Miss the touch of your skin  
Shower together brush our teeth  
Holding you while you sleep  
Hype you up for your dreams  
Missing when we were a team  
Watching shows walking home  
Eat with family as my own

Born to Be Broken

Watermelon Candles (prod. threemvsk)

Escaped startled  
Burnt a bridge  
Scared of love  
You won't commit  
Bought a ring before you quit  
Tears to fall the gem they hit  

Deadly toxins  
Poisonous  
Lethal noxious  
Pernicious  
Love you lost you found the bliss  
Loved and lost enter abyss  

Passion fading  
Chest it burns  
Passing waning  
No return  
Words you used surround my brain  
Built a house they intend to stay  

Leave me lost me you won't regain  
Forever now you'll know my name  
Lost respect we lost our days  
Burn my eyes for what's displayed  

Chain me drown me cut my throat  
Lost myself when I lost hope  
Who I loved I loved them most  
Torture me now with what's revoked  

Passion fading  
Chest it burns  
Passing waning  
No return  
Words you used surround my brain  
Built a house they intend to stay  

Passion fading  
Chest it burns  
Passing waning  
No return

Tears To Fall (prod. Jonah Bru)

I've got a rainy night  
It's really cold  
Thinkin' bout you warm my soul  
Me and you years ago  
Tampa beach life was whole  
Make you happy only goal  
See you laughing had me sold  
Miss your smile missing old  
Times I had it all  

Pain pain go away  
With you came all this rain  
Suffer everyday wishing I was okay  
Display defeat mind delayed  
Days are slow heart is fray  
Where I sit is where I stay all day  

Taking bar bans left and right  
Where you stand you're in my sight  
Arms round him I know it's spite  
You're not worth the mental fight  

Let alone the time I gave  
Sit at home you're out late  
Spreading lies keep me away  
Can't wipe this mental slate  

Out drinking having fun  
Past the rising of the sun  
Where you go what you do  
Who you do it to  

Shit you did and can't undo  
Pain inflicted only grew  
Selfish trait was my clue  
Stay away from you

Out Late (prod. sorrow bringer)

You know im down  
Have been since day one  
Youve turned around  
Said that me and you are done  
Its getting loud  
Life pushed into a spun  
Nothing to break my fall  
Nowhere to run   

Yeah I fucking proposed to yuh  
Thought you would be mine  
You look at me with tears in your eyes  
Saying its platonic im out of time  
Nose diving deep inside my mind  

Its getting dark ive never seen it this dark  
Drive by to see a new car thats parked  
Is he your new guy your new ride  
Dying every time your house I pass by  

You said you loved me  
Said if I changed you would want me  
Now im alone and you haunt me  
Look in the mirror and its not me  

Said we were meant to be together  
Its me and you forever  
Without im just an error  
With you the love is better  
Helping your endeavor  
Helping iron help measure  
Now im suppose walk away and forget her  

What am I suppose to do  
We had our lives planned out  
The twins that we would make  
Acres of land wed count  
We were days away from our marriage vowels  
Writing mine to find they dont matter now  

Yeah I fucking proposed to yuh  
Thought you would be mine  
You look at me with tears in your eyes  
Saying its platonic im out of time  
Nose diving deep inside my mind  

Its getting dark ive never seen it this dark  
Drive by to see a new car thats parked  
Is he your new guy your new ride  
Dying every time your house I pass by  

Easily I was dropped  
Purposely you forgot  
Like a gun I was shot  
Left alone as I rot  
Empty home what I got  
Empty place in your spot  
Losing you lost a lot  
Losing you from a knot  

Block my number  
Go to the bar  
Had a fight  
I was where you are  
Drove away  
Drunk in my car  
Hoping I dont make it far  

Yeah I fucking proposed to yuh  
Thought you would be mine  
You look at me with tears in your eyes  
Saying its platonic im out of time  
Nose diving deep inside my mind  

Its getting dark ive never seen it this dark  
Drive by to see a new car thats parked  
Is he your new guy your new ride  
Dying every time your house I pass by

If I Changed (prod. Max Chris)

Are we friends who kiss  
Can you please clarify  
Am I one of them  
Or am I your guy  
The one you want to spend  
With all your time  
The last one you ever let  
Inside  

Your room when it's late at night  
In your bed and by your side  
When your emotions take a dive  
In a nightmare I'll be your guide  
To shield your mind  
I'd be there to coincide  

Always hold you tight  
In my arms your neck I bite  
Welcomed chills your mouth invites  
Exciting thrills when I feel your thighs  

Should've known on that first flight  
Be the last time we sit beside  
Numbered days lesser nights  
Our fire's gone won't reignite  

From my home to stay off the premises  
Memories of you kept me reminisce  
Said we couldn't stay friends couldn't get a last kiss  
Nothing made sense wish it was a myth  

From a friend you kissed to a guy you liked  
From fiancé you loved to an ex disliked  
Tell 'em I am crazy tell 'em you were right  
Our chapter retold  
Removed defeated knight  

Are we friends who kiss  
Can you please clarify  
Am I one of them  
Or am I your guy  
The one you want to spend  
With all your time  
The last one you ever let  
Inside  

Are we friends who kiss  
Can you please clarify  
Am I one of them  
Or am I your guy  
The one you want to spend  
With all your time  
The last one you ever let

Fell For You (prod. p4ra x 5head)

Love such a powerful word  
From your mouth  
Gave it so much worth  
The sound makes my ears perk  
Heart sync'd to the nerve  
Of my lips to your words  
Problem is when it's used to hurt  

Hearing I don't wanna be with you  
I don't find you attractive  
This love I'm not in love with you  
Need space from your actions  

I see you as a friend and not a match  
And know I'm certain I am not coming back  

Texts I find I cannot delete  
Memories now won't let me sleep  
Constant thoughts got me feeling weak  
With my life wanna hit delete  

It's summer but it feels so cold  
Sun is out but it doesn't show  
Rain for you for me it's snow  
I hold on and you let go  

Bout to take hold of this pen  
Carve it into my neck  
That's how I'm feeling in my mind  
How rough the storms can get  

You changed the climate of my life  
And now I feel the effects  
Frigid winters I'm confined  
I've lost the heat of my breath  

It's summer but it feels so cold  
Sun is out but it doesn't show  
Rain for you for me it's snow  
I hold on and you let go

Let go
Let go
Let go
Let go
Let go
Let go
Let go
Let go

Climate Of My Life (prod. sorrow bringer)

She walks in like a wild fire
Sets the room a blaze
Devilish smiles got me in a daze
Her eyes like embers a hot desire
Sensing darkness behind her fire

Shes a little demon 4 foot 10
She dont need a reason to break my heart again
Shes my drug the supply my fix she denies
Caught in her spell as the night begins to rise

Entangled in a web of mysteries
Grabbing tarot cards for some kind of lead
With you I found comes the winter breeze
A bad bitch wants me to take the lead

With you I know how to feel alive
Coasting down the road with you beside
Every touch you gave a warning sign
Im forever yours its by your beautiful design

Her path shrouded in shadows
Secrets she wont reveal
Im addicted to her danger
Unable to heal

Shes a witch with some tattoos
Can be a bitch if your bad dude
Shes got a switch for the right mood
Sexy as hell shes the right view

Found in her my life I pursued
Saw that sexy body full nude
Now my heart shes got subdued
With my body waiting wanting and confused

Entangled in a web of mysteries
Grabbing tarot cards for some kind of lead
With you I found comes the winter breeze
A bad bitch wants me to take the lead

With you I know how to feel alive
Coasting down the road with you beside
Every touch you gave a warning sign
Im forever yours its by your beautiful design

Finding my influences in both the artists I enjoy listening too, as well as the struggles I have faced, and continue to face in my journey to the end.

HardlyHere

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